Happy Monday. @obeyj.bsky.social is a lot more adventurous than me. Maybe should have saved this gem for a Friday. 🖤🖤🖤

My feelings are intense. I feel them pressing against my skin, expanding from the inside, testing the boundaries of my body. And sometimes I feel like they are going to burst out of me destroying me in the process. But you settle them. Calm them. Somehow they grow more intense but less overwhelming.

There is what is real The things that can be TOUCHED And there is whatever this is The things that can be FELT And in this beautiful dream Where nothing can actually be But everything I could ever want exists I choose not to wake up I will be your dream. Your bold, your vibrant, your color ❤️

“And I’ve moved further than I thought I could But I missed you more than I thought I would And I’ll use you as a warning sign That if you talk enough sense, then you’ll lose your mind Oh, and I found love where it wasn’t supposed to be Right in front of me Talk some sense to me”

There isn’t much I want or need this year. I think I’ll give my wish away. ❤️

I’m not easy. I’m self indulgent, needy, emotional, intense… But, I am a Queen. A Goddess. And I will love you unlike anyone else. “When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care When I’m throwing punches in the air When I’m broken down and I can’t stand Would you be man enough to be my man?”

I’m a live wire I’m lightening. I’m a whole fucking hurricane. I’m a bomb. In my light I’m the brightest sun. In my dark I’m a black hole. Take my hand, follow me. “Hope you’re still a live wire Oh, are you still a live wire? Oh, are you still starting fires? We had our own kind of energy.”

“Oh, hear the call, the battle’s last cry The gods have fallen, but love won’t die. Through fire, bright and darkest tide The Raven walks, the Wolf beside.” The Wolf and the Raven share a symbiotic relationship where they help each other to survive. They are a symbols of divine power. My Love 🖤

“You are my inspiration and my folly. You are my light across the sea, my million nameless joys, my days wage. You are my divinity, my madness, my selfishness, my transfiguration and purification. You are my rapscallionly fellow vagabond, my tempter and star. I WANT YOU.”

It’s my birthday week! 🧁 41 has been quite the year. Let’s see what 42 manages to bring. Hoping for all the love, laughter, fun and friendship this year!

“I am a loaded gun of emotion pointed directly at you right now. I strongly suggest you stay right where you are.” How brave do you feel today? 😘

It was never mine It was love ❤️

How do you choose? But… To feel those sparks on your fingertips To feel the feral power as it fills all that is empty in your entire body To feel the type of electricity that screams I AM ALIVE!! To dance under full moons, to fuck in oceans, to conquer mountains! How do you ever let go? 🖤🖤🖤

One for creativity, one for feelings, and one for all my dark shadows. 🖤

“…It was a fever A cold sweat hot headed believer Round & around & around & around we go Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell now you know Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can’t live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay”

Getting closer… “I will always hold a candle for you -even until it burns my hand. And when the light has long since gone… I will be there in the darkness holding what remains, quite simply because I cannot let go.” 🔥❤️

There are 2 types of people and everyone needs both. J: Wait. There’s no water in this? How much whiskey is in here? H: 3 shots J: Seriously H? After sharing with my bestie BF: Well how many drinks did it make? H: 1 BF: Do you have to be anywhere tonight? H: Not now. BF: Then have another. ❤️

There are the trees that hold on longer, scared of letting go. But if they just trust their leaves to fall, they will grow again in the spring. It’s the way of nature. It’s the ebb and flow. It’s the breath of life. You don’t have to hold so tight to something that will always come back to you. 🍂

“Every time I think of how it used to be I think of what I would’ve done differently Did I imagine everything?” ❤️

“I won’t love you softly. No. Not softly at all. I want to carve my name into your soul. I want to leave a craving no one else can satisfy.” I can be your light and your dark. I don’t want you to want me. I want you to need me with such intensity you think you might die if you can’t have me.

First fire of the season.🔥

Do you feel me? When you breathe in do you feel all the empty spaces I’ve filled with my love? When your heart beats do you feel the chord pull from where it’s attached to mine? I want you when it’s fun and I want you in the mundane. Let’s start in the kitchen love and see what magic we can create.

“I know you know we know we weren’t meant for each other and it’s fine But if the world was ending you’d come over right You’d come over and you’d stay the night Would you love me for the hell of it All our fears would be irrelevant There wouldn’t be a reason why We would even have to say goodbye”

I thought that I should wear something under this somewhat sheer dress for my night out so as NOT to draw as much attention to my boobs. Well, my shapewear said, “These are not meant to be hidden.” My friend saw me across the room, came over to me just to say, “Girl your boobs look amazing.” 🤦🏻‍♀️😂🙄

Flannel Friday… Pants just seemed like a lot of work today. 🤷🏻‍♀️

“I tell myself you don’t mean a thing And what we got, got no hold on me… Say I wouldn’t care if you walked away But every time you’re there, I’m begging you to stay And when you come close, I just tremble And every time, every time you go It’s like a knife that cuts right through my soul”

It’s Wednesday. That’s all I have in me today. ❤️❤️❤️

The moon this morning looks more like the sun.

“I feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything. Maybe we are from the same star.”💫

Too soon?! Happy November 1st.

It’s officially my birthday month!! 🧁 I was born over the cusp of revolution, so if you’re curious about my traits, I can be a lot… Passionate and strong Revolutionary Determined Intense Adventurous I’m most compatible with Cancer & Pisces-emotional depth Gemini, Libra & Aquarius-intellect

And I believe this is it! I hope everyone has a fun and safe Halloween. 🎃 👻 🖤

“If you become lost to the dark, I would walk a thousand unlit streets to find you. The sun is no good to me, knowing you cannot feel it.”🖤🖤🖤

Fun H fact: I don’t fuck with ouija boards. I believe in spirits and while I’m totally fine to share my space with chill entities, I’m not chancing unleashing something evil in my space. I do love the way they look though.

Happy Halloween… All the TREATS from me to you. I have pictures that I can’t hold onto after today, so enjoy.🖤🧡

“And you make me feel like I’m out of mind Oh but it’s alright, it’s alright, it’s alright Nothing ever gets me high like this I pick my poison and it’s you Nothing could kill me like you do You’re going straight to my head And I’m heading straight for the edge I pick my poison and it’s you…”

Haunted candlelight orchestra tonight. I love spooky season so much!!

We are taking some creative liberties today, but I did get those thighs in. So, if you were an Aladdin/ Princess Jasmine fan, was it blue Jasmine with the bubble braids that did it for you, or was it red Jasmine with the high pony that had you feeling things you’d never experienced before? 😂❤️🩵😘

“And I wish you all the love in the world But most of all, I wish it from myself And the songbirds keep singing Like they know the score And I love you, I love you, I love you Like never before.”

Just a Belle seeking her Beast. Apply here 😂😘🌹 Like Belle I want to read all the books, prefer being alone than with most people, will call you on your bullshit, am fiercely loyal and protective of those I love, and am a huge fan of body hair, beards, and men that turn into big softies for me.

It is Tuesday so let’s celebrate Like original princesses I don’t typically chase things. But like the more modern ones if it is something, or someone I truly want, I will go out and get it. I won’t play coy or hide my feelings. You will know exactly how I feel. If I want you, it will be obvious.

Everybody has a favorite princess. Maybe Cinderella is yours? “Have courage and be kind. For where there is kindness there is goodness, and where there is goodness there is magic.” 🩵🐁

“Well, I’ve read through that handbook for the recently deceased. It says, “Live people ignore the strange and unusual. I, myself, am strange and unusual.” 💚🖤💜

“Never. Trust. The. Living.” “I’m the ghost with the most babe.” 💚🖤💜

You want me on my knees? You want me to want you? To crave you? To be yours? Earn it. Work for me. Tell me. Show me. I’m not easy but I am also not that complicated. 🖤🖤🖤

Come. Here. Fall with me. Addicted to my body. Intrigued by my mind. Enamored with my heart. In love with my soul. Heaven or Hell…wherever we are headed, it’s going to be together. 🖤

Night at the theater seeing Young Frankenstein with my very best bestie. And yes, we did buy matching tshirts for the occasion. 😂

“I gasp, and I’m Eve in the Garden of Eden, and he’s the serpent, and I cannot resist.” 🍎🐍🖤

Who doesn’t love a little cherry on top? 🍒

When you come to me take off your mask. I don’t have the patience to deal with grandeur and lies. I want real. I want authentic. I want truth. Or I don’t want you at all. Will you be vulnerable if I promise to keep you? You cannot scare me away. But you can make me leave. I want to know your soul.