kissing me is highly recommended

using the restroom at the airport and someone’s phone rang with the harry potter theme song and suddenly felt very unsafe

Sad to leave Portland where every month is pride month

I walked around the city in a crop top. I am not the person I once was.

I thought I was speedrunning transitioning. But waiting for physical changes is easy. Unpacking your own bullshit is the hard part. It is just necessary now because I am no longer a container that my bullshit fits in.

I’m the usual amount of sad that I get at the end of any trip, but more so incredibly hopeful knowing the vast amount of joy I am capable of and is still waiting to be released.

two half naked trans girls sitting inches apart on the couch both scrolling bluesky

I can feel my pulse beating harder the closer on the map that she gets. My fingers and my heart and my skin are tingling like they coming back to life.

Portland, are you trying to trick me into thinking it is a warm and sunny day so I won’t bring my jacket and then you can rain on me?

Oh PNW, I forgot what it was like to be cold all the way to the center of my bones.

a big girl who is capable of going to a restaurant and ordering food by herself

is being dependent on other people to be happy actually a bad thing or can it be managed somehow?

I definitely don’t think I’m meant for this world but I don’t know what kind of world I’m meant for.

Learnings from today's solo travels: 1. I have as much right as any other human to take up space. 2. I am a baby and will do inevitably something stupid if left alone.

Portland, Oregon, I will be in you this week. Anyone around or will everyone be at either SF or Seattle Pride?

Maybe going to Bisbee Pride at the hottest time of day wasn’t smart

Well, couldn’t get my act together for the parade so I will be watching Emoria’s book release livestream in the comfort of a place with air conditioning.

Asking sluts to get up early on a Saturday for a parade seems like a losing proposition.

a girl who went out in public without a padded bra for the first time today and didn’t feel embarrassed about her small boobs

a girl who shoots a syringe full of drugs, small air bubbles and tiny pieces of rubber into her stomach on a thursday morning

If you see this, post a picture of you in glasses 👓

✅ Envy: “I want to bite her too” : Of course you do, she is very biteable. ❌ Jealousy: “I should be the one biting her” : Is controlling, causes conflict.

Even if things aren’t great I still have spinny. Though I’m a bit dizzy and nauseous now.

It’s so dry here but for some reason my eyes are constantly wet. Oh, it’s the crying.

The first step of putting on makeup is becoming familiar with your flaws. Staring deeply at the tiny details that you want to hide from the world. Today I will be covering dark under-eye circles, redness on my forehead and inability to sustain relationships.

was expecting to be sad the rest of the night but a large snake crawled into the outdoor a/c unit and the fire department came out to get rid of it so now i will be full of adrenaline all night

oh great, bluesky is deleting my posts for me. that saves me the trouble.

It’s so hot here a bikini is the only viable outfit

A girl who looks at books

This is how I look when I’m so overwhelmingly happy to be spending a beautiful day with amazing woman and am simultaneously sad that the moment can’t last forever.

I’m now on the Thursday Shot program. This may tend to mean I’ll be doing my shot during my work’s weekly operations reporting meeting which isn’t quite the calming ritual that I had planned.

living life is getting in the way of living life

A girl who is now officially on estrogen injections after using borrowed estrogen on the dl for a few weeks.

Finally getting around to filling up my drafts with bad post ideas instead of just deleting them like before

A girl who gets a migraine just as she is about to leave for a fun museum day that she has been looking forward to all week

Past-Itch Publishing is pleased to announce the forthcoming release of AFTERTASTE: A TOXIC YURI by @emoria.bsky.social — coming in June!!

A friend needed a carabiner and I was able to provide several to choose from. I am a good lesbian.

Starting to believe the sign

This kid had style

At the most difficult stage of packing: putting the plushies in the tote.

The dissociation book I'm reading says you don't need to call yourself a system to be valid. I like "The Michelle Cinematic Universe".

Can you spot the difference between yesterday’s play party outfit and today’s pride parade outfit?

Anyone else on patches but unable to get them due to the shortage and not scheduled to start injection training for several months and panicking right now?

I could do without 3 migraines in a week considering I usually only have 4 a year. Just need to figure out if it is due to a cold, lack of sleep, dietary changes, too little water, change of perfume, weather changes, problems in higher dimensions, lack of or too much sex, caffeine intake or stress.

Maid Day is real, I swear. Watching @developher.net crawl around on the floor is just a bonus.

Saying the things out loud today that I want to be etched into my brain

it's giving absolute horses

turn that spiral upside down

I need to stop waiting for good things to happen to me. Any time good things have happened it was due to events I actively set in motion.