Thinking about redrawing this.

I have spent my whole day off today staring at the wall in my desk chair or looking at the ceiling while lying in bed. I'm unable to do any activities because I will get bored within five minutes.

✨Brazilian Miku WIP ✨

✨Brazilian Miku WIP ✨

Catalina Castellano Vanguard. She got a new make over. Still working on redoing my original project. :)

Some fucking asshole on Reddit called my art AI bullshit. My stuff is always hand drawn. 🤷🏾‍♀️

✨ GTA6 Cover Girl ✨

The current stage of my artist journey made me feel lost.

I'm trying to do anything at this point besides sitting in the corner to only draw, post on social media, and leave. Just to be relevant in the art community and not be a nobody. That's why I said being an artist is hard sometimes. It's a lonely process.

Trying to post more of my live art process videos. Both digital (procreate and Clip Studio) and Traditional Art (Acrylic markers or alcohol markers). This will take some time to get used to this. #voxmachina #keyleth #criticalrole #acrylicmarkers #enmy

Trying to post more of my live art process videos. Both digital (procreate and Clip Studio) and Traditional Art (Acrylic markers or alcohol markers). This will take some time to get used to this. #voxmachina #keyleth #criticalrole #acrylicmarkers #enmy

GTA6 Cover Girl WIP

Planning on drawing the GTA 6 Cover girl soon.

Which Amazon Prime show do you like: Vox Machina or The Mighty Nein?

✨ The Mighty Nein’s Jester and Vox Machina’s Keyleth illustration WIP ✨

I cannot stop watching Vox Machina. This show is addicting as hell. #criticalrole #voxmachina

I need musty, crusty, dusty men to stop pursuing me in public. I don't want you. You are a digusting creature. I don't need you to tell me I'm beautiful. I don't want to shake you hand. Flirting digusts me. Get the fuck away from me and leave me alone.

What can I do bring in more people to my account or get any art opportunities? I know I need to post new art more often, but what else can I do?

✨ Astarion x Chloe (Tav) Confession. ✨ This is one of my favorite scenes in Act 2. #bg3 #baldursgate3

✨ Astarion x Chloe (Tav) Confession. ✨ This is one of my favorite scenes in Act 2. #bg3 #baldursgate3

Me when all I do is work and being burnt out while everyone else is enjoying life.

Karlach x Chloe and Halsin x Chloe sketches #bg3 #baldursgate3 #tavqotd

Here’s my custom Dry Ink and Oberon brush I have used for this illustration. It’s free if anyone wants it. (Procreate App only) drive.google.com/drive/folder...

✨ BG3: Midnight Bath Down by the River ✨ #bg3 #baldursgate3 #tavqotd

Who wants my custom dry ink brush (Procreate)?

That's how Chloe rolls #bg3 #baldursgate3 #tavqotd

✨ BG3: Midnight Bath Down by the River ✨ #bg3 #baldursgate3 #tavqotd

Being an artist in an online space is hard sometimes.

✨ Mortal Kombat / MK1: Empress Sindel (2024) ✨

See how pretty my Tav (Chloe / Human Shadow Monk and Rogue Assassin) is. #bg3 #tavqotd

I got Monster Hunter Wilds for sale today! 😊

Hi #portfolioday I like making games more colorful!

Do you like my latest Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield Illustration? #ResidentEvil

✨ Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield✨

✨ Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield✨

✨ Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield✨

Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield WIP part 2

Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield WIP part 2

Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield WIP

Resident Evil Veronica: Claire Redfield WIP

Making plans to draw a certain Resident Evil character. 👀

Making plans to draw a certain Resident Evil character. 👀

✨️Feel free to ask me any questions about one of my illustrations or my art in general! ✨️

✨️Mortal Kombat 3: Mileena (2024)✨️

It's like this whole year nothing goes my way. No milestones. Just working, being checked out, and being in constant pain. So I just fake humble by putting on an artifical smile and pushed through. Be grateful for any tiny scraps I get.

I just put in an application for data entry just now and they rejected me a hour later. It's been like that for any regular jobs I have been applying. I'm so fucking tired of the ghosting and job rejections. Am I not allowed to succeed and be miserable for the rest of my life?

Sorry about eariler. I'm just feeling very bitter and depressed again when memories come flooding back in my head. My whole fucking mood just dropped.

Life also taught me that it's okay for people to be microaggressive towards me and never be held accountable. That's it's okay for them to shushed me in meetings and give me tasks that meant for three people. That's the reality of being a black woman in a workplace.

Life taught me that I should accept whatever bottom of the barrel scraps I get and be "humble". That I should learn to accept being emotionally manipulated and coerced by an online creep for years who don't take no for an answer. Or being harassed by creepy men in public.