My brain is making me "listen" to a big band song that I love. Too bad I know nothing of music and will likely never "hear" this song again (my brain rarely recycles music hallucinations).

Watching #TheLowdown finally. I know those streets!

There's no situation a schizophrenic can't make worse... #BrilliantMinds

I hate seasonal affective disorder

"Everybody hates you." Mean voices are mean.

We didn't realize the 3 Titans were back and now we have many episodes to watch! Nini!!!! Loved her on Last Bite Hotel (shame, FN!)! Missed Michael's anxiety!

Today's #BrilliantMinds is close to me. I knew hidden and invisible cameras were constantly recording me for a show like the Phil Donahue Show since I was 6. You get used to it...

Just finished @michaellivingston.com's #Seaborn book! During my last schizoaffective episode, I lost the joy of reading. I usually rely on YA to get me back into reading after episodes, but this is perfect too! It's paced well to get you motivated to read, and it's an easy read to build confidence.

Dreamt I went to a library con and they gave away tote bags full of fake magazines. One was about Fallout; we had 3 of those. I took one, a co-conner took one, and we decided to give the 3rd to a Uni library. I should have given it to @kangus.bsky.social! I'm so sorry!

You are on Real Thin Ice, #Countdown. We will stop watching if it dies. Not cool.

It's finding like these that make me so upset that no one will assess me due to the schizoaffective. I deserve treatment, too! www.psypost.org/antidepressa...

We found white nodules on Mierin's lung and have been waiting on a consult. They think it's just mineralization due to bronchitis. The treatment is the same as the last month - steroids. So relieved! #PetsOfTime

Mean voices are so specific

RIP Brian Wilson, who lived well with schizoaffective. You fought well. May the mean voices die with you! rockandrollgarage.com/how-beach-bo...

#TheWheelOfTime, we know we are Not the statistically chillest fandom, but I have found out which fandom is the chillest - #spnokc was the chillest fandom I've met. It was a 1st SPN Con for many if not most of us, and we were shy. But so nice to each other! I had not 1 bad interaction!

Had a great #spnokc! While hubby watched the actors I plotted to heist a gnome that was on stage. There was an elaborate distraction and multiple hand offs.

My favorite scene from #TheWeelOfTime is when Logain defies his voices. Such strength! #SaveWOT #StorySaturday

Representing #WheelOfTime at the #OKCSupernaturalCon. #SaveWOT

#TarValonTuesday #SaveWOT #TheWheelofTime I am of the Brown Ajah. Duh! I'm a librarian. But, I am intrigued by the White Ajah. And, yes, I am very logical! Just not so rational...

Mean voices say, "Everyone hates you."

Gotta love a pharmacy that auto-refills the meds I attempted on twice (and always ask to be taken off), but not the Prozac that literally keeps me alive!

Thank you, Wheel of Time. #SaveWOT #WheelOfTime Volume up; i had a hard time speaking...

He ate a what now?!?! #WotSkies #LoveGoats!

Matrim (cat) has to do insulin injections; we use treats. Hubby's new song: What do you see Matrim What do you see It's a T-R-E-A-T! #WoTSkies #PetsOfTime

#Yellowjackets What kind of respectable schizo sleeps with her back to that many windows?!?!? None.

And so Spring begins. I saw my first daffodil of the year. They scare me. They are portals to the evil entities searching for me. Spring is so bittersweet!

This is my work reminder

The only problem with sleeping with a dog is lying on boney bones. They're hard!

Everyone's favorite troublemaker has come all the way from Ghealdan just to stir things up in your timelines. Or not. Who knows? 🤭 My drawing of Nicola Treehill from The Wheel of Time books 😇 #WoTSkies #WheelOfTime #TheWheelOfTime #WoT #Art #Artist #Drawing #WoTFanart #Fanart #BookSkies

When you're a librarian looking for bogus websites to teach vetting a website but your google turns up only reliable sites. 😅

"The researchers hypothesize that suicide attempts could be part of a broader physiological impulse aimed at ending a stress response that has become unbearable at the cellular level." www.gilmorehealth.com/user-identif...

They have cotton candy on #Yellowjackets!!!!

When the reference librarian can't answer a question...

Happy Birthday Elaida (Jelly Belly Ellie)!

My mom gave me V Day treats!

I love that when the furies drive #Xena mad it just makes her absurd. I love absurdist comedy!!!!

Laughing at #CobraKai s 4 hour montages. The fight is tomorrow!!!! 🤣

Dreamt they discovered delusions were caused by parasites in the brain. I freaked out about bugs in my brain, then tried to get them removed but there were no clinical trials yet so I was out of luck.

Hubby got me the new Blackberry Dr. Pepper! But I is at work right now 😔

Watching reality shows. I thought Big Brother referred to the mentoring program, not. . . this. I'm a bad schizo 😅

CN Ableism Fascists do fascist things because they are fascists. Not because they're autistic, mentally ill, have personality disorders or whatever. Neurodivergent people and those with mental illnesses are targets of fascism. They need our support and allyship, not more hate and stigma. 💔

If you advocate lobotomies for anyone, I'm blocking you. That is cruel and sanist!

Hello #WoTSkies! Tomorrow is another session of my #WheelOfTime #ActuallyAutistic #SupportGroup that you can join by signing up at this link: www.foxandravenmedia.com/wheel-of-tim... Spoiler level is any, cost is free, time is 1pm Pacific. Let me know if you have any questions or problems!

When you need to feed the depression, he's your man.

New bill has been filed to disband the Arkansas State Library, basically "punishing" them for book content. Arkansas friends, join with organizations pushing back. State Libraries are archives, training institutions, and knowledge bank of the state's history. #bookban www.kark.com/news/state-n...

Our state library conference is March 13 & 14. Out of town. I won't have time to play with #WotOfSkies until I get home! 😣

When I went back on Prozac (the only AD to work for me), my sex drive died. I mentioned this to my therapist, and she wanted to take it more seriously than me. I told her, "I can't have sex if I'm dead."

Just realized I don't think I've ever spoken to my sister on the phone (as an adult?). I've seen her online when visiting mom. We text a bit. No animosity; she's great!. I just never think of it or what to say when I do think of it.

CaddyCakes didn't want me to go to work today (me too!). #WoTSkies #PetsOfTime