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Sometimes you just give yourself a big project to show off your favourite OCs. I still need to shade it but, Here's the full thing so far.

It's hard to explain other than it takes different energies. I've been streaming a lot partially because it's company I can handle right now. Same with group things. There's something tied to that time that os distracting and I can be a less present form of myself or focus on lighthearted things.

This GRUMPY old man

I wish i wasn't so nervous to post my art on social now.

Even with a pop socket I still drop my phone on myself And panic what fucking buttons I pressed

Also Idk what it is about the gboard vs the default keyboard on my phone, but I mis-type shit far less w the gboard Plus i like the clickies

It doesn't matter how familiar I am with a site or ap, of it's on my phone I'm miss clicking It's why i have perms blocked on my damned mobile discord so i don't accidentally call people Hate it here

Been struggling socially, Took a break for a few days but still don't feel 100% But trying to not just disappear for weeks at a time like I used to. but certainly am not able to reply to a lot of people at times

I need to get this off my chest because I'm tired of seeing and experiencing this online. It'd fine talking about not liking something, It's fine making jokes about not liking it. It is NOT cute or funny to make someone feel like they're wrong for liking something you don't, joke or not.

Slime Rancher 2 really did a good job with being a sequel that respects the original. Actually improved on pieces of the original and made it more exploration focused but also made the ranch so much more worth putting time in. I really suggest it for people who liked the original.

The funny thing is, when I made the swap from regular to diet sodas I stuck to my usual drinks. A&W Rootbeer was how I got my body used to aspertame, then I stuck to rootbeer, drpepper and pepsi. Cherry and lime pepsi zero slaps.

The loading wheel in my brain as I try to navigate sites like bsky just to swap accounts is hilarious to me

i hope you all know i mean this when i say: i really need help. i blew a tire and currently cannot drive. we have a spare on but its not a particularly good spare. if youd like more details i can provide. ko-fi.com/riverserish/...

Been feeling real low for the past week or so. A lot of really frustratingly clinging thoughts and dreams that leave me screwed up emotionally for the whole day. All tying into the kind of loneliness you feel, even while in a crowd or hanging out around friends.

www.twitch.tv/duskydergun Streaming Character References for #Artfight hoping to be done them all tonight so i can actually start doing art for the event fdghfgh

www.twitch.tv/duskydergun Working on more Refs for #Artfight, hoping to get to attacks soon

I'm still setting up bc I need to finish some refs HOWEVER docs.google.com/forms/d/1uWk... artfight.net/~DuskyDergun I'm #teamfossils on #Artfight2025

starting stream with so little motivation and feeling so unsocial just to stream for nearly 8 hours sounds about right

IDK if it's just the adhd dopamine chasing, but the fight with the dissociative auto pilot's been rough for a while. Tired of it scoob. But at least I'm not running out of things that work with the fucked brain. been ping-ponging through interests hard.

Manifesting actually having any energy to do anything by the time I get home, been struggling with getting interests started and its frustrating

unrelated to anything, but just a reminder to NEVER let anyone dull your enthusiasm for anything. be loud, be excited, be unhinged. as long as you're being respectful, you're not doing anything wrong. people who try and kill that joy, who make it out to be a bad thing, aren't worth keeping around 💜

First year I'm incredibly torn on what team to go with for artfight

I figured I should make a form for people wanting art from me this year on #artfight forms.gle/CyxkCz3RBRpC... You can find my AF profile here artfight.net/~DuskyDergun

*taps the sign*

Clip Studio Paint is on sale for $23 for a perpetual license. Go. Do it. www.clipstudio.net/en/

Appointment anxiety needs to stop teaming up with medical appointment anxiety I just need my meds refilled reee

I never even know what emotes to do let alone the struggle i'm having to stylize a skull for emotes LOL

today on, struggling to stylize a skull for emotes

New Icon for pride, and also because i needed a new icon to reflect the current sona.

I'm tired scoob.

Vent, sorry. I didn't get diagnosed with adhd until I was 30. All my teens into adulthood I figured something was wrong but not one seemed to care to find out what. They just called me lazy and claimed I was just making excuses.

Anyone got experience with on-the-go digital drawing that doesn't require a laptop or an apple product? I want an option for when I'm out but want to know of there's anything out there that's not hyper expensive, apple or requires a laptop.

Looking for some characters to draw from shows/games/comics/movies/etc No original characters please! #artrequests I'll try and do as many as I can. I preffer not real people but i'll try my best if I see a real person I vibe with. Real people still need to be an acted character or something.

Playing Fallout 76 for the first time since last year! www.twitch.tv/duskydergun #livestream #twitch #fallout76

www.twitch.tv/duskydergun Playing Marvel Rivals but might switch to GTAO or Art after! #twitch #livestream

I figured I should make a form for people wanting art from me this year on #artfight forms.gle/CyxkCz3RBRpC... You can find my AF profile here artfight.net/~DuskyDergun

Worst part of seeing a nice brush set on social medias is learning it's for only procreate ;_;

I miss rping, but I'm too anxious to find new ppl to rp with ;_;

Bitches will take a dissociative hyperfocus and use it to make an information meme kinda thing for their hyperfixiation I'm bitches

The fight or flight I get on days I'm struggling with dissociation is so exhausting. Sure the being able to easier fall into art hyperfocuses is nice, but the constantly getting starteled and checking the date n time the moment you take a breather bc you've lost sense of where you are aint it.

I'm gonna make another post but I'm offering #artrequests for non-ocs only. Video games, shows, movies, comics, etc characters for example. I prefer characters with a drawn or 3d modeled design than real people, but I'll try my best if the character is portrayed by a physical actor.

took mu pc in today, got a few things to keep me preoccupied but boy am I going to struggle

I'm never happy with profile info templates, or codes/designs for profiles for sites like toyhouse. I just end up either not having enough info, pieces i don't like or functions i don't like I try n tweak ones for what I need but I'm just indecisive to all hell

Nothing like having a bit of a meltdown and going crazy trying to find something you KNOW you typed, only to be forgetting a whole ass site you post on.

Still accepting requests! reply to the tweet below!

Never actually watched the show! It's been on my to-watch list for a while, was fun to have a look through the wiki images!

While still a wip, I rly am happy w this one. not 100% but this man's brainrotting me #wip #art #originalcharacter

Some of the more recent things I've done. Mostly chibis lately. The fullbodies I've done are either not done, or not for this account. #art #digitalart #originalcharacters

After making space on my SSD, I still cannot install ESO LMAO, I cri