Love dudes who ghost me for months, then try to hold me up at the gym with conversation. I just tell them "hey, I'm trying to get my workout in and I know you're not truly interested in talking." Their fucking face LOL

I hate being in this city. I need a place with even more gays to get turned down by 🙃

Jungle practice with @rothii.bsky.social on stream! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Starting stream! Gonna do gachas farming at the start as usual, then ranked league?! With @pupconor.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Gonna grab some food now that I have my bicep pump and get ready for stream. Gonna do more farming and maybe ranked league/Valo!

Resetting Internet, will be live again!

Setting up for more Wuwa farming and then valorant and league! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Dudes who say "yeah I'm down" then spend all day online on grindr ghosting you deserve to burn in a special layer of hell

I pulled on 100 new profiles in Grindr/Sniffies combined. Not one person was interested. Praying for better luck in Wuwa pulls tonight! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Okay I am fully recovered, gonna hit the gym and then for sure we're starting streaming for the holidays today! Waiting on wuwa patch, so we'll be doing pulls tonight!

I'm almost 40, and got told "I'm not into young guys" but the twunks out here telling me "get off Grindr, it's not for older guys" I'm surprised I'm still attracted to men.

Been sick with the flu y'all but I'm getting better quickly. I promise holiday streams are coming tomorrow. See you then!

I love getting told I'm too fat, to just then be told by the next person I'm too muscular 🙃

I'm your Christmas present, so I can come early! Er, wait.... www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Setting up for stream! Will do a going live post soon. Give me like half an hour or so :)

Don't want me in your chat? Don't read any of my messages out of the 10 or so I type out, but everything around it. I'll get the hint.

New emote released today! You could have my titties all yours just for the cost of supplying to corporate greed! LOL www.twitch.tv/kocinan streaming now!

What is the point of setting something up with me, bailing, then begging for forgiveness to make me set up another day. Do people enjoy making someone else feel like shit? I got ghosted twice by the same person. I should fucking post the name.

What is up with all these porn bot looking accounts following me lol. Look if you all are real I'm sorry but I don't post that stuff.

I told a blank profile I need to see what they look like before deciding if I want to hook up and they said "You're too ugly to be picky, take what you can get even if you don't like it."

I'm not ashamed. You can call me what you want when you're staring up at my tits from below. www.twitch.tv/kocinan/clip...

You know how you notice when people have way more favor for certain types of people? - streaming is like that :) no one owes us their time but we see you.

Co-working stream enabled! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Doing a cute surprise impromptu stream tonight! Going live in a little over a half hour. Come help me focus! I'm working on my day off :)

Going live with our regularly schedule farming and riot torture www.twitch.tv/kocinan

If you follow me just to unfollow after I follow back, I will block you so fucking fast

Starting stream! Just vibing with some gachas, then sweating it out with pupconor again! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Starting stream soon! Setting up and we'll be live!

We're doing a long stream tonight! Searching for my perfect stuffing 😋 will post going live in an hour or two

I just wanna get absolutely stuffed by the daddies at my gym. Ugh

Gonna stream tonight! Ill post before I go live, but thinking about more league or valorant tonight

I just dont have much holiday spirit in me anymore :(

Starting stream! Teaching @pupconor.bsky.social to be my bottom www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Gonna do an evening stream with @pupconor.bsky.social ! Grabbing my pho, then setting up to be a Riot gay

Starting stream soon! Have no idea what we're gonna play, but I think valo and arc raiders are on the list! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

If a man is gay, conventionally attractive in any way, and looking my way: My brain: "I should get out of the way so he can check out whoever I'm in the way of"

"DON'T SHOOT!" Don't worry bro, I'm friendly 😈

One of the biggest dudes asks me to spot him. He clearly doesn't need the help. Asks mr what im into. What my ethnicity is, if I can cook, what I cook, if I want to cook together sometime. He's straight. Jesus fucking christ I cant win

"I don't have pics" - says the blank square who claims he is in the gym 6 days a week. Okay buddy. Sure. Whatever you say.

"I was mad my buddy brought me to a gay club before" - well he's not gay 🤣

Trying ta get this fine man's D at the gym. Phew lawd have mercy is he fine. He be pushing 350 bench press has me like 🥵 nabbed his ig 🫠

"You're a 4 and he's a 10, that means you're getting catfished in LA" - being from California, truer words have never been spoken lmao

Starting stream! Feeling the effects of old age 😪 gachas, 2xko and valo! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Gonna stream in about an hour or so yall!

People who truly value me have a drastic difference in their expression. I feel so alone when im not with them 😕

I'd say i need to move since my hook up apps are dry, but if so cal taught me anything its that it doesn't matter where I go 🫠

Back and biceps day. I give great hugs. Daddy endorsed.

Just some looks I put together for night outings during Twitch Con

Twitch con recap and 2xko practice! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

Gonna stream today in about an hour or so! We're gonna lab and do some 2xko games!