Huh. I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack but cant for the life of me think of what might have triggered it. There's just always this feeling I get right before a big one. I don't like it.

Ya'll I'm so frustrated. So tonight I "have" to stay late at work (quotes because technically they can't enforce that but I was asked to) because my supervisor can't be bothered to do his job right. He got written up today for basically blowing off his primary responsibilities last night, so now

Anyway I'm gonna squeeze in an hour of Skyrim before bed. I hope you all had an amazing Autumn Equinox!

Today at work a lady got mad I don't smoke. At first it was this weird aggressive interaction about what tobacco products we have. Then she got huffy and said "I don't even know what those taste like!" So I said, "Neither do I, ma'am, I don't smoke" And she started cussing me out and stormed out.

Happy Fall Equinox 🍂🤎 #art #fallcore #FallEquinox #fallart

start using "fanworks" again instead of "content" let's go people

I really dislike when Lyft drivers accept a ride while they're on a trip, then once they drop off their current passenger they cancel the ride. Like that's 5-10 minutes I could have had another driver on the way :/

I didn't expect so many people to like my comment on bluesky's stupid ToS update post. I honestly said what I said. Bluesky has given everyone the tools to correctly label, block, & moderate what they see & yet they wanna open the can of worms of what "looks" like consent with a fictional character

Today is the Autumn Equinox (and also Hobbit Day!) and I want to wish you all a very happy day today. I know that the world is shitty and the internet is shitty and life in general just seems to suck all the time. I know that things seem impossibly suffocating. It doesn't matter where you live.

I know it's lame and dorky but the Lord of the Rings really has been carrying me mentally through a lot of this year. Things are scary, I wish they were different, but here we are in these times and there's nothing to do but do what we can for each other and to fight the darkness.

Autumn is here ! 🍁🍂 #pokemon

I'm a firm believer in curating your own online experience, and one of the biggest draws for me to bsky in the first place was how we as a community were allowed to self-regulate. The new wording in the TOS is the first step on a downward slope of #bskycensorship that can only end badly.

actions that will contribute more to pushing against bluesky's censorship than a blackout: -submitting a feedback request -@ing moderation about it -commenting on mods posts about it -making and sharing memes (ex: "i consent!" sticker) -leaving an app store review -just generally posting about it

DO NOT participate in #blueskyblackout2025 I'm nsfw artist and other nsfw artists are asking you to SHOUT! Bsky wants to censor us so the worst thing we can do is censor ourselves! Publicly shame them, use the feedback button, and post about it using the tag #bskycensorship Silence is compliance!

Every day I respect Ao3 more for just going, “As long as it’s not hurting real live actual people, we dgaf.”

Writing Skyrim fic when you are a completionist player is kind of crazy. Realistically, writing the Dragonborn that I play in-game would probably be akin to writing a classic Mary Sue. I play out every storyline, join all my favorite factions, and there are no "real" consequences to the player.

So anywayyyy After a week of misery with bronchitis followed IMMEDIATELY by a week of misery with completely unexpected super heavy bleeding, I'm FINALLY feeling up for working on creative endeavors again... UNfortunately I have re-hyperfixated on Skyrim and will be working on that.

If you can’t separate fiction from reality then you’re not mature enough to be consuming said fiction Please grow a brain

The solution right now is not saying “move to Mastodon, to Pillowfort, use Picarto galleries” etc, bc that won't stop this silent escalation of censorship and sexual repression on the internet. The issue is not which platform we choose, but rather raising our voices against what is happening.

I was going to make a post asking if y'all thought people would ever get tired of all the "the world is ending" talk, but I realized that was a dumb question. We've had doomsayers for thousands of years, we'll probably have them for thousands more.

btw 400 likes and yall can get the fully human forms of this drawing with mishu and shoomy

This would be cute reversed too ngl 🧡💚 #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #ktdk #bakugo #deku

Reversed version 💚🧡 #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #ktdk #bakugo #deku

So yesterday, after working my scheduled off days, I got my boss to agree to let me have today and tomorrow off. Today he texts me "can you come in today? You can do Friday Saturday Sunday off, or you can come back Sunday" Like no sir. You're not gonna offer me 3 days off in a row then backtrack

TW for blood and menstruation . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I am experiencing the HEAVIEST period I've had in years and it's super distressing. I've gone through like 4 or 5 pads since I woke up like 3 hours ago and I'm in so much pain. And I have to fucking work today. I'm off tomorrow but still

A short story: Me, thoughtfully: This smells weird. Me, confused: This smells like rosemary. *sniff sniff* Me, aghast: No! This smells like Vicks! *to my tea* WHY do you smell like Vicks? Me, distantly: Oh, right. That's why. ... Is this going to hurt me?

I would very much like my next home to have the look and feel of a Hobbit hole.

The most uncomfortable thing about recovering from bronchitis is how my lungs continue to rumble and rasp with every breath. The best way I can describe it is like when your tummy rumbles with hunger, but higher in your chest and constant.

Woke up this morning and my nose is clear, my throat doesn't itch, and the rattle in my lungs is almost gone! Yay!

Also shout-out to my uncle who went out of his way today to make sure that I had food and water, because I didn't want to go around contaminating the whole damn kitchen just for snacks. If it was just me and him I would have, but my mom has a super weak immune system.

Finally feeling like the symptoms are passing. Taking the extra day off was the right move (though now my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked, oops) I've still got a bit of a wet cough, but it's way better than it was even just this morning.

Guys I have literally the best manager ever. He texted me back to get well soon and to thank me for working the days that I did before the symptoms really knocked me down. I've never had a manager like this. The last time I contracted bronchitis while working retail, I actually had to go to the

I did it. I put myself first and textrd my boss I won't be going in for my shift today. I would have called but I literally can't talk. He hasn't replied yet but he's generally understanding so I don't think it'll be a problem.

I trying to decide if I should call out of work today. I was up half the night hacking up a lung, but I think my fever might have broken. I just took another round of meds just in case. I can always wear a mask, but idk. I'm up for a possible promotion soon. I don't wanna jeopardize that.

So the symptoms finally manifested in full today and I worked out that it's bronchitis. I tend to get it around this time every year so I should have seen it coming. Unfortunately knowing what it is does nothing for me. Literally all I can do is stay hydrated and wait it out.

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i was already behind schedule and then i got sick. being sick SUCKS. I'm a HUGE baby when I get sick, like, I'm not ashamed to admit it. I just wanna curl up and sleep until its over. but I only get today off and then I gotta work two more days, and like. I'm so tempted to call out tomorrow ngl

Ugh. I'm sick and I legitimately can't tell if it's oncoming flu or a sinus infection or just allergies going haywire. But I work today and I'm miserable

I hate how my phone carrier, when I say I want to upgrade my phone, shows me the prices for "new customers" or "new line on x program only". Then I go into the damn thing to try to buy the phone and it's WAY more expensive. I don't HAVE $200 rn. I have a phone that won't fucking charge :|

My piece from the My Hero Babysitters zine is now up on AO3! This one is a gen-fic that focuses on Aizawa when he gets turned into a toddler during a villain arrest - please enjoy the adorableness! archiveofourown.org/works/70500666

It just occurred to me that I have a zine fic I can make public now cause it finished like. forever ago. brb lemme just...

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Supplication - a little something from Pætrëøn. I was watching a lot of Greek/Roman era movies/shows Here is praying I get back on my feet soon. It has been a hectic last few months. #bkdk #dkbk

Forbidden Fruit 😌🧡💚.. #bkdk #dkbk #ktdk #izkt #bakudeku

Today is Sunday Reset in my house, which means doing all the chores I had no time or energy for throughout the week and that either no one else cared or also had energy to do. The to do list is short but FEELS enormous

Remembering the time I did extensive research to give an OC a symbolic name (which was esp. applicable for her given her circumstances) and some ass on ffnet said "thats not even a real name/word in Japanese, you just jumbled up the letters for Akira. Thats like the most common oc name ever."

Sweater Weather is now up! I'm determined to not let this series down like I did with previous ones. archiveofourown.org/works/70422636

Woke up after only 5 hours of sleep cause of this recurring character in my dreams. No matter what the setting of my dream is, this dude keeps appearing out of nowhere. He's a security guard, a little chubby with a mustache, he ONLY speaks Spanish, and he absolutely hates me.

I promise that I'm not slacking on the autumn countdown on purpose. This week we did inventory at the store so the schedule got all fucky, after ALREADY being all fucky for me specifically cause I'm the only closing shift cashier anymore. I have the content, I'm just Tired™