Look, besides some grammatical mistakes because short prose is really hard to write nicely, I've revisited my first short adventure and it isn't even that bad It's PWYW for MÖRK BORG, but let me know what you think! It's a good mood for October :P shukin.itch.io/elk-deathyard #TTRPG #Halloween

Look, besides some grammatical mistakes because short prose is really hard to write nicely, I've revisited my first short adventure and it isn't even that bad It's PWYW for MÖRK BORG, but let me know what you think! It's a good mood for October :P shukin.itch.io/elk-deathyard #TTRPG #Halloween

I really want to get back to streaming Doing something regular as work might help out

Still thinking on this and waiting in possible answers There's so many communities out there, what attracts you to a new one?

Two portraits done for @illyrian.bsky.social through ko-fi, if you want one you can always support me there! ko-fi.com/c/a373069216 #FurryArt #CommsOpen

If you enjoy watching streams, what do you expect when subbing/getting a membership? Trying to figure out what to offer and what to focus on in vgen and my own future streams 💭💭

Gonna need some extra income this end of the month to pay for my creachers' food and litter If you want a portrait to help, you can get one at ko-fi.com/c/a373069216 Help me keep them fed, thank you 💛✨✨ #CommsOpen #FurryArt

Gonna need some extra income this end of the month to pay for my creachers' food and litter If you want a portrait to help, you can get one at ko-fi.com/c/a373069216 Help me keep them fed, thank you 💛✨✨ #CommsOpen #FurryArt

I want to make a difference to those around me, but to do that, I need to be stable myself I need the energy to fight back and rebuild from scratch if needed be

I think I want to rework a few details of my sona to make the fox closer to how I look I've seen such an adorable take on another character that really made me go "oh wait I could've done that, right?"

Beyond the financial reason, the only other reason I have trouble streaming is that I don't want to fill up my available schedule that I'd hangout with friends into, technically, more work I don't know how streamers can handle having a social life outside streaming ngl And I'm not even talking IRL

This is an open letter to whomever it may concern: if you move to twitter. Do not expect support from me, or even for me!

I'm so exhausted We've seen this a thousand times, it's not even a slippery slope anymore, it's just the natural progress of censorship Good job on enforcing a community with self-tagging and content warnings, they're now tools to figure out who to ban first I won't blame posts without tags tbh

Please god don't delete your old bad art in the back end of your galleries, it's one of the few certificates of authenticity against AI that we have left 😔

And if I do, and rewrite the scripts in English, do y'all think using a kemonomimi avatar like the original Live2D design works better (and that comes with a new name as well), or should I try just extending this account into that too? There is a lot I'm still trying to figure out for my future pff

I've written a few scripts for shorts about TTRPGs, and their portuguese version worked pretty well with a vtuber persona I still like my work at that Live2D avi even though it's pretty simple, so I'm honestly wondering a few things: Should I rework that channel in English for more reach? 1/2

I've written a few scripts for shorts about TTRPGs, and their portuguese version worked pretty well with a vtuber persona I still like my work at that Live2D avi even though it's pretty simple, so I'm honestly wondering a few things: Should I rework that channel in English for more reach? 1/2

Considering how totalitarism is evolving, I guess I should make a Signal account, right? I don't think there's anything that could go wrong with having one, just in case

In other completely unrelated news, 5e is still the most played and searched for game in SPG, and if I want to run games professionally in an efficient manner, I won't be able to escape its grasp So now I'm writing down a list of house rules to fix all the silly bullshit in 5e24 that I can find 🙃

With everything that's happening these days, I'm extremely grateful for this chance every single one of you gave me Every like, reblog, comment, every commission, every tip and donation If it wasn't for your support, I wouldn't be where I am today, and I'm eternally grateful Thank you so much 💛💛✨

I am so extremely confused right now My monitor just decided to become a 16:9 It was 21:9, but now it just turns on as a 16:9 and there's nothing I can do to change that It was working perfectly normal yesterday pffff

Breaking news: Right-wing former Brazilian president Jair Bolsonaro was found guilty of attempting a military coup to reverse his 2022 election loss in a plot that included plans to assassinate the man who defeated him.

I was just ordered a tooon of blood tests, which is completely fair and understandable, but they'll take more than a month to be collected That's the only issue with public healthcare, it takes a while if it's not an emergency pff What's really fucking us over is that Dot woke up feeling worse :/

Tomorrow's my time to start a health checkup I'm honestly worried about what the doctor might think about the dude that's completely sedentary for almost six years because his chronic inflammatory condition worsened and also the classic combo of depression + anxiety 🙃

Every night we gotta pay close attention to how Dot is feeling, as her condition worsens after she lays down to sleep, and this was the first day in a few that we were able to spend the entire night at home, instead of the hospital again And my mom handed us down her microwave pfffff Progress!

With our current health issues and having the closest hospital being 10km away, we've been spending a ton in transportation, plus our microwave breaking a few days ago now means we need some extra income to stay afloat As a reminder that comms including one of my characters get 25% off!

AW C'MON MY MICROWAVE STOPPED WORKING NOW

I think part of my difficulty settling up with any identity is that I've always had trouble defining who I am in general I feel no sona of mine ever matched with how my voice sounds And getting a femme avi, even if just for fun, would probably make this effect worse It would be funny, I guess!

Five years ago I took the leap into moving with my partner and trying to get our lives in order I think the reason I've been so down is because such a mark warrants self-reflection, on what worked and what didn't It's good to think about things objectively from time to time

I think the struggle of feeling that I unlearned how to draw is the worst part about the entire thing It's annoying how frequently this feeling reappears lately, and it takes weeks to get back to my usual

I started and stopped streaming a dozen times already SPECIFICALLY because I start when I'm good financially, and am forced to stop when finances dry up and I need to lock in getting money as fast as koboldly possible I want to have a silly hobby but I also need to pay bills and eat How do

uuuuugh I love the idea of streaming I want to stream and force myself to dedicate a few hours to something exclusively Without a huge cross-platform campaign posting clips and stuff, it's kinda impossible to gather a following, and consequently, it's just not rentable compared to anything else

I really need a confidence boost sooner rather than later I'm distrusting my critical self because I've been staring too long at my own work and this is the worst pff

I think I'm just tired of YouTube and I'm gonna try spending less time writing its algorithm I need to rebuild my hobbies and that takes time and disposition

I'm gonna get back to writing, I just need 2k words a day, no matter if it's a good story or not, if it makes sense or not What matters is to continue practicing and to get back to the point where writing that amount isn't difficult I know I can do that

I'm trying to finish OFF remaster and although I like the atmosphere and the story, I ended up reaching a conclusion that's both surprising and a bit sad: Despite everything that I like, I reeeally don't like pure turn-based RPG gameplay where the only strategy comes from weakness exploiting

I'll admit I still love MLP designs, there's something pretty great in the color pattern stuff of "flat pastel for body, more detailed coloring on hair"

Okay, started posting my backlog on FA again, and everything that I still have a file of and that I haven't posted there yet Trying to catalog my different name changes and separate posts into folders for ease of search as well Although you can't change your username, changing display name helps!

I'm just so exhausted of everything at this point, I need a vacation

With everything going on, I've had a ton of time self reflecting and thinking about everything that brought me to this point in time I've tried streaming, I've tried YouTube, I've tried doing art for a living, I have a degree in Industrial Automation, I've done many things over the last decade

I hate getting sick, I can't stop coughing and I just want to lay down the entire day uuuuugh

I don't know what it is, and I'd like to know if anyone else has any experience with something similar, but I have a chronic inflammatory condition that, whenever it flares up and the pain worsens For -some reason-, staying under a fan even if it's in a colder weather helps dull some of the pain

oh my god I LOVE TAXES SO MUCH, SPECIALLY SURPRISE DEBT :DDD I'm gonna need around 500US$ to pay these, so if you're interested in supporting me, I still have portraits on ko-fi and comms open ko-fi.com/c/a373069216 forms.gle/Rja8QeiimLLh... Thank you for your time 💛💛✨ #CommsOpen #FurryArt

oh my god I LOVE TAXES SO MUCH, SPECIALLY SURPRISE DEBT :DDD I'm gonna need around 500US$ to pay these, so if you're interested in supporting me, I still have portraits on ko-fi and comms open ko-fi.com/c/a373069216 forms.gle/Rja8QeiimLLh... Thank you for your time 💛💛✨ #CommsOpen #FurryArt

I really need to relearn how to write for fun before tackling a larger project, I feel like I've hit a wall right now

By the way, any preferred website for sharing and listing your characters? I really need to center this stuff somewhere, and I was looking into either Toyhou.se or Refsheet.net, I just don't know if there are better alternatives somewhere, or if anyone has any suggestions!

I'm kinda interested in making a cuter, smaller version of my gryph sona to be a bit more open with my feelings regarding my general orientation Although my current design is definitely closer to my physical appearance, I'd like to think fursonas should be used for your ideal self too

Today I started my journey through Draw Steel and so far it seems like a really interesting take on the 4e heritage inspiration Extremely superficially based on just the Quickstart character sheets and some minion sheets, this is a less finicky, less micromanaging 4.75e I'm all for it

With everything going on with payment processors and the overall censorship of adult content, I honestly feel like separating SFW from NSFW might be detrimental to everyone Would it be better to unify my accounts again or do you prefer the contents to be separate? Asking here too!