ALSO THIS DFLKGJDFGKLDF me accidentally killing my friend via junkrat

found this thing i made in 2020 for some reason

not sick enough to call out of work, sick enouigh to whine about not wainting to go to work 👍

new floorwash machine at work starts leaving trails after like a week of use orz GIRL WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!!!!! i thought u were a beast.... i thought u were the savior.......

ovw team keeps being like look guys! we fixed lifeweaver! [makes him worse]

my bestie, talking abt furry art: now, if it's an insect, then that goes into the monster territory- me: which, there's something to be said about that, my bestie: THERE'S SOMETHING TO BE SAID ABOUT THAT-

the type of things i do at the club:

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Hey y'all, I gotta be real vulnerable for a second - bear (lol) with me please. Since breaking my back, I've been continuously hit with more and more bills among other things... I literally cannot keep up. The stress is affecting my heart and mental health so bad. (continued)

hm. i shoyld probably draw something one of these days

life is so good. it has noodles and broth. and vastlakuklid.

they need to invent self-washing floors. and then still pay me

he's actually based on a number of cats, from Baby Corn to Machine Gun Max (the family cat), but... Haku has an extra special connection w/ nervous siamese cats

HAKU BLAST!!!!!!!!! +❄️🔥🦋misery trio Haku--🐈‍⬛--is a version of post-demonhood Akaza, and the protag of God's Sorrier Creatures!!

Chapter 8 is out! archiveofourown.org/works/610714... With all the Kyojuros I post you'd think he's my only favorite, but no, there's others. They just appear elsewhere🦋❄️🐈‍⬛ #akaren #shinobu #renkaza #hakuji #kinda-sorta-you-will-see

they are the same image

its kind of funny how suddenly the utter inability to do everyday basic things like eating and showering regularly has snuck up on me. every time its like going into battle. like. relax, bro, its just mashed potatoes.......

maruki p5r is an interesting n complex character, but hes also kind of a loser n definitely a coward

i've been able to remove a significant amount of Agony from having to work a 6am shift by accepting the fact that i am NOT getting 8 hours, and that 3-5 hours is enough to survive on until i get back to bed. (advice not applicable if your morning shift lasts longer than 2-ish hours)

my life is a comedy. called the psych. talked to her a while. asked her to prescribe me one more box of these meds i want to quit,so i can taper off of them. agreed for her to prescribe me some new antidepressant she said might help. ... .... .............. ................

whatever. cat be upon you

i love being told to be at work 'a little before 3pm' to do a mandatory safety test, getting there 10 minutes before, running around the whole building trying to find where the fuck to go while no one answers the phone, then when i finally get there sitting in front of a computer not knowing what im

the day has started so well n then i remembered i have to call my psych TODAY if i dont want the side effects of dropping the meds to hit me orz

me: i have trouble focusing, and sometimes its so bad i have to think for a solid minute before figuring out what task im supposed to be doing at work (when i always have the same tasks) my psych: i know! 😀☝️try this epilepsy medication. its also prescribed for bipolar, but you dont have that :)

almost out of these new meds i got prescribed n im honestlt this 🤏 close to just quitting them cold turkey bcs theyre not doing anything AND i just really dont want to fucking talk to my psychiatrist again

every time i rewatch natsuyuu theres always that one moment where i go "oh, its that episode...kinda dont wana watch it, kinda had enough of that particular one" and INEVITABLY, every time, i do still watch it n cry by the end. this series never misses

i love when not only are there courses happening till 8 and 9pm in the areas i need to clean, but also a bunch of kids running all over the building for some fucking reason. leave!!!!!!!

obsessed with this cat

purge me and evacuate the venom and the fear that binds me #renkaza #akaren

started my drawing journey following one o those "how to draw manga" at like 12, so its kind of ironic that now i cant even draw one (1) anime character without them looking weird orz

guy who's basically kidnapped this teenager twice (2 times): you seem to really dislike me 🤔

u know whjat. even if im cringe failing at life, at least i was lucky enough not to have to remove any of my wisdom teeth

some people will see a little bit of sunshine and take a shower n start thinking they can change their entire life n get rid of all the bad habits starting tomorrow 🙄(im people)

huge fan of natsume's art tbh

redrew an old mushishi art i did in 2017 <3

he drinks too much, but hes compact....

can i just say. obsessed with this translator's note. like buddy, might as well give up. the og material is actively working against your efforts

two of the most foundational to my personal philosophy stories n i havent rly drawn anything good for either of them......i neeeeeeeeeed to fix this

first episode of natsuyuu with the exorcism mafia boss. less than 5 minutes of screentime n u can already file 'kidnapping and assault of a minor' into his crimes folder. creep behavior. cant stand this guy!!!

what if i rewatched natsumes book of friends again. what then

baby need smoko

reading one of my favorite chapters of mushishi rn and OUGHGHGHGHGHG GODDD this one hits hard. when youve been on the road as long as u can remember and then are forced to stay in one place for a while due to Circumstances, and damnnnnnn the temptation to stay for good is so strong but you CANT.

Now That I Think About It, the theme of the coldness of a sunny winter day, and how it translates emotionally, might have been something that started for me at least in part bcs of mushishi...n i never did any art about it. i should fix that

oooo ginko my good friend ginko.......how i missed u.....

do you ever see a particular post n think "omg this is just like my blorbos from that series-" and realize that you are done for

do u guys liek my chicken

кукарекууу or whatever💃

my little guy* 🥺

coloring outfits is so hard. and for what :(