Update, redid the model from scratch and it Does look better but I am forever afraid that I'm gonna move or modify one of these edges and the entire model is gonna collapse. I don't know how realistic of a fear that is but I've no sense of the correct course of action in 3d modeling so.

So i have a final project for 3d modelling class, right? I haven't touched it in a while. The model LOOKS fine. Incomplete, but fine. Topology is shit but what can you so. I t. I tried. I tried to. I just pressed Bevel on one of the edges and maya straight up CRASHED. WHAT???

There is no Santa Clause, there is no Tooth Fairy, and there is no special connection between Bards and Mages that doesn't extend to other classes in their clique as well.

Does remembering something ever feel like you're peering through the eyes of a complete stranger? Like you're seeing the snippets of a life that isn't yours even though it was technically you who went through all that? Or is that just a me thing?

I'm so very close to finishing my script for a classpecting video series but for the love of god have I made this overly complicated for myself. In trying to be thurough I've instead circled around into giving myself a headache.

Me: *has been outside literally all day, carrying around a backpack of expensive equipment, and forgetting to eat lunch* Also me: Huh why am I so tired

Of all the ship art I've done. Of all the ship art I've done. And I STILL CAN'T DRAW PEOPLE KISSING!!!!!

I love doing everything last minute, getting at most 2 hours of sleep, showing up to class late, barely eating breakfast, and somehow STILL doing the assignment arguably better than anyone else did.

I think a lot of people are confuse AU/rewrite ideas that appeals to them with objective improvements to the narrative/ themes of Hazbin Hotel. Like Hey, those stories changes could be cool to read fanfic of but treating the crew like they're incompetent for their creative choices is kind of lame.

I send this exact gif to people probably at least once a day, or react to Discord messages with an emoji of it. It describes my exact approach to consuming a lot of art. At some point I'm going to have to bite the bullet and just buy one of those SICKOS sweaters

Wait wh

A vision from an angry god just got beamed into my head at 1 am so I guess I'm picking up my pencil and drawing a character about it.

I love spadesgore so much I'm gonna eat my phone

RT if you've never had a tab of ChatGPT open 'just to do quick research'

Like gravity #HazbinHotel #HazbinHotelLute

Hey every other company ever, check out how easy this was blog.bandcamp.com/2026/01/13/k...

ACTUALLY. I might stream once I switch to linux both as celebration and to test the setup. I don't think I can do a better stress-test than streaming a game to youtube with several applications open to make it work.

Love how my film teacher isnt used to the stupid w*ndows 11 they installed on the computer she shows us films through, so I got to watch her pull up the quick access window, get completely confused by its size and blatant misuse Twice, then turn off the computer via the button on the machine instead

Alternatively I could stream smth like binding of isaac bc i've never played it before so it might be funny to see my reactions to things but idk the Well of Animals calls to me

Chat once this schoolyear is over should I stream playing animal well? I've beaten the game like 5 times now but I don't care I wanna do a longplay again....... and again and again and again and aga

Is there a word for feeling, simultaniously, like you need to lie down for 200 years straight, and like you need to work for 200 years straight? Because buddy ol pal have I got a severe case of it. Typical January drop ig.

Consistency is key. It doesn't matter if you practice for 10 hours straight if you then don't touch your notebook for several days. It's better to do something small every day than to only draw one giant fully-coloured image every 3 months.

Maybe I'm just in a bad fuckin mood but I feel like unfollowing some people just because my feed's been feeling more bloated and tone deaf than usual.

I wish every website that features prominent ai buttons a very merry Die In A Fire

I write way too fucking much for someone who can't spell "awknoledge" Acknowledge? Ackknoladge. A knowing ledge Aknolege Aw. Awknolege Acknowlege. Acnowlege A

What if you wanted to be productive but god said. I Revoke All Your Maya Skills Immediatly. And now you have to cry and start from scratch and hope you can make something even a little presentable before tuesday

It's fascinating how youtube thinks that just because I listen to an artist a lot, that automatically means I want shortform content about their personal lives too.

Oh, wonderful thing I just learned. Bluesky doesn't have softblock features. There's just straight up no way to remove someone from your list of followers, even if you block them. This sucks major ass and I now need to figure out a way around this before I can properly switch to an 18+ account fffff

This is just barely and tangentially related to what the thread is about, but, this whole phenomenon about queer spaces as a whole turning more "safe" also makes me think certain things that didn't Used to be so niche now being pushed away from the realm of "acceptable" -

Chat is it bad that I woke up at 2pm with a headache after staying up last night til like 5?

I wish I could essentially make private feeds on bluesky. Making several personalized feeds that make no sense for anyone else but me, to split my timeline up between mutuals' original posts, art reposts, and then a third one of all the shit that I don't feel like seeing the moment I wake up.

Someone who has "anti trans kids" tagged on their about post just reblogged one of my old deltarune sprite edits. Where am I. What planet is this.

We talk about lacking media literacy but no one ever tells you that the friend who goes "I need to watch a video explaining this movie after I watched it" is also the friend who Does Not Read messeges that she leaves a heart react on that contains time sensitive and situation-specific information.

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Ok fuck it Kooki posting more unpopular media opinions on bluesky time: Everyone who writes and buys into the 'Eridan is nonbinary' shit that started with friendsim (officially) completely missed the point of his entire character. I'm dead serious.

Every day I am so fucking grateful that I'm not a child anymore. Growing up trans in this country was a NIGHTMARE. Thank god for better friends and a brain that isn't actively working against you and goals that are actually achievable because you aren't 12 anymore. Fuck.

I constantly spelled 'cupcake' as 'cupquake' when i was 11. I can't even BEGIN to assume why.

God. Looking through my old childhood notebooks for the sake of clearing out a shelf. Didn't have the energy to look through all of them but i did look through some of them, and man. Man. Some things never change (they have changed in the last few years).

Finally start that piece of shit comic project I've been thinking about for years now

Oh also since I posted it in serbian last night: Happy new years!!

Ok y'know what all things considered not that bad. I was expecting more embaressing posts but I was mostly just yelling and having mood swings. Good for me I guess I didn't humiliate myself on a public platform on new years.

Update im considerably less drunk on the bus so i think my wish to come home decently sober came true thank u dionisys or however the fuck you spell that twinks name

Apparently some fuckin transphobe tried to troll me on my drunk posts. To every coward on a burner account with nothing better to do on new years eve: Suck my whole entire cock sloppy and hard through my jeans

Waiting for da bus hoooome tonight was dope

Chat pray for me that i dont pass out in the bus on my way home

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Shoutout to ruby for liking all of my drunk tweets as she always does and shoutout to chaos for being there just a bit late and shoutout to salt for being a real one and shoutout to future me whos gonna HATE how much ive been posting while without inhubitions

Oh god i just remembered im gonna have to shower when i get home. And also put the gifts for my parents under the christmas tree. Fuck. I hope i sober up by the time i get home

Happy 2026 to all the motherfuckers who still follow me and happy 2026 to all the people i lost along the way and happy 2026 to all the fuckasses ive yet to meet. I love you all and i wish this year be kind to all of us

I can see a decorative fireplace outside and its making me think about how mmuch i want to commit arson