Ahhhhh tis so close to the weekend. I've been screaming and banging my head against polls at work because holly hell I'm bored and my ocd is all over the place! T-T Ima play date everything after work for a bit, be in like 10 ish hours. Possibly a bit more. I do have to dress up for the weekend ^w^

XD god, I can't believe yall got me to wear a collar last weekend. Sucks I gotta work 10 hours a day this week for work..... idk if I'll have energy or time to stream until Saturday. T-T Back to taking pictures in cute clothing before I sleep....

More pokemon ZA! its a real addiction I swaer..... help.... www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Damn. Really hate how my mind thinks still. Like I'm thinking about that comet that could be an alien spaceship cuase it keeps showing up, can't determine if anything is real, tho cause AI making fake stuff. And then Im also thinking whitch pokemon are mommy like in za for team

I hate work.... changing sceduals mid week and during night because they didn't think about Halloween and how many people would call off. Make us work more hours on the 30th, so we come in at 9pm on the 31st so we could have time with family....... This makes no sense.... T-T

What I wear to work and what's underneath.... >-< It's just getting worse. idk how to stop this....

Been having way too much fun guys..... T-T what I want to dress like irl but too afraid still... this game has so many socks... my addiction to socks is real...

Playing more ledges za XP then probably palworld to switch things up. Gonna be yp for a while, just chilling it is my night off. ^w^ www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Ppst playing pokemon za now on both red and purple site.... XP addiction to hunt is too strong... www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

One last day of work, 10 more hours, then it's the weekend. Although I have to go somewhere for a bit on Saturday but only one hour so it's fine. Time to chug a new monster. XP Ima also trying to stream some date everything after work to fill my empty cold heart. ^^

Getting that feeling lonley disease now.... blah this is why I went emotionless.... I'm too down bad..... T-T I just wanna be a cute femboy and pamper a mommy.....

Felt cute. Won't delete, been just in my thigh pics album and I couldn't resist XP.

Damn going into work today people could only recognize me because of my nails and flannel XD. Also saying I look way younger. Feels so nice to be clean shaved. XP my beard just held 5 years of stress is all.

Was given this little guy at work XP. Forever mine now onto key chain XD. I flipped out over their was a crab on the table, and they just gave it to me. For more context, my mother goes around hiding small trinkets at work. Everyone loved it and joined in.

Man, now I'm just lonely.... I really need to get off my ass and go places.... I'm never gonna find me a mommy if I just work, sleep, and play by myself.... and I already feel so old at 25.... next big event near me that I'm interested in. I'm going.

hate that before leaving work. My mother had to say I needs to go down a size for my flannels.... T-T my feelings hurt.... but shes right..... shouldn't have picked large....

Goblin time! ^w^ time for fun XP www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Hmmmm, yeah, I'm definitely gonna be playing more goblin cleanup after work. It won't be for long. I'll be sleepy and I need my me time before sleep still. XP

Morning smoke XP love my nails way too much. idk why they feel so nice now.....

Today's stream was just fun. Playing goblin cleanup with ultimatemaou, made this adorable creature. Game is amazing. Cleaning up is fun XD.

I'm not the best at painting nails but this second attempt turned out good enough. First attempt on stream wasn't good... T-T oh well. At least now I have more purple on me XP.

Man I wish I had more things to say or post.... T-T rn all I'm doing is working, ordering femboy clothing and some toys. BLAH! Why was i just a gooner femboy trapped in a box.... T-T I'm sorry yall I just kept falling further.... and im just at work wanting to post thigh pics T-T

Impulsive thoughts take over before I sleep. XP

Damn... I'm not sure what has gotten into me... made a throne account and fansly account. :P I think I'm too far gone. I'm just getting worse. Not sure when fansly will be fully set up. Still alot of things I'm sorting out in life XD. But I keep going.

I feel bad for saying nothing. Here's my cat talking. I've been just tired from working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week. It sucked no more of that tho. Back to something more manageable. My legs and eyes got a good workout, tho. But man, do I want to gouge my eyes out with a spoon..

Having fun playing pokemon White Two. Haven't posted in here much kinda forgot been working a lot. But also playing a lot of this... T-T addictions.... Anyways subway guys awesome. Love their characters. And team is looking nice. Cactus just fun XP.

Work is over. I am hone and baked... had to go get stuff elsewhere, but now. I'm free a little bit. Gonna play some Borderlands 4 with siri when it's updated, then just stream and play till I am very sleepy. XP, I am sorry for the silence. Just been getting us to new job

Welp. I didn't want to really say this but. I can't really stream on the day I work. Next week, 6 to 6. 6 days a week is tough. At least money is good. BUT! I can stream on Sundays or if I get home early. It was 6 to 4: 30... I can't wait for the night shift to start... T-T

Am dating objects after work now.... XP maybe too much to smoke and eat XD www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Mmmm.... I've been going down a rabbit hole of how to get the rest of the skylanders figures i need as well as pokemon games to 100%.... :P god skylanders are expensive now....

The first day of work at new job was fun. XP had enough energy to stream a little bit of date everything then raided one of my friends XP. Work was great, honestly so much better. I can't wait to really start working after this training, tho.....

So I have now successfully moved out of my garage into a small room inside. Tho my lizards now have to be in the living room. It's just too damn hot for the garage now. Still have more to move and organize, but moving terrariums sucks... why did I fill them with dirt.... T-T

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Do it, last chance. It'll be fun, trust me. You can definitely trust a crab, right?

Twas a bit tired and cranky my last 2 days at work. They really started to piss me off. But now that I'm gone, I already feel less stress XD. New job starts in the mornings for a bit sadly for training. Other than that already it is looking better than the old job.

Pokemon infinite fusuion is just too funny to try and do anything offline in. XD I couldn't stop laughing at some of the fusions. This is amazing. Come watch! www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabki...

God finally it cooling down enough in my room XD sorry I just can't think or stream when it's near 90 in here.

I can't wait for this night to be over for work. Has been a very boring weekend at work. Everything is either broken or barely functioning. Now even more happy to have a new job lined up. But in all honesty, I just wanna play games and wear thigh highs.... T-T

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Was just too hot to do much until now. I dont like doing much when it over 90 in the room.... T-T www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabki...

FINALLY HOME!! EVERYTHING DONE!! NATURE WALK! NATURE WALK! NATURE WALK!

God, I'm excited to get off work..... I have 2 days off. I'll be finally doing that drug test for that new job, and once that's done. I'm free again to smoke! XP It's gonna feel so good. With tolerance back to 0, it's gonna hit me like a truck, and I can't wait. XD

I may be at work, but I must spread the word about my bestie. XP

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God I was so stressed at work. Not from the work no. I'm a dumb ass, before I had to leave work I hit my back on my desk, that made me bleed. That also made a cup of water spill, onto my keyboard. Thankfully I did unplug it and leave to dry and it works still T-T but back hurts..

It's over 90% in my room/garage. I want to sleep on rhe couch becuse of that for the first time in forever and its my fault for being drunk wtf kind of argument is that from mu brother im sorry even tho I am drunk that was stupid to say.

DATE EVERYTHING AGAIN INTO BG3!!! this will be a fun stream. I'm already 4 shots into a bottle this will be a very fun one XP www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Eating the beat pizza and dating objects while drunk. Best night ever XD

I drunk dating everything i dont think you wanna miss this one XD. TIS no filter no fear and laughing me its definitely 100000% a good idea www.twitch.tv/mogar_crabking

Huh. Me learning milk and carbonation don't really mix well. Foams up a lot and just stays. Good to know. Why it do that tho I need to know now before date everything