Been feeling like dying lately. 12 hour workdays with no time to rest after so I can study I don't even have energy to eat, I just sleep

I became friends with a one eyed cat

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Goodness, my stomach problems just seem to be getting worse

a random fact about myself is that i like to listen to documentaries while i draw or do menial tasks i like learning about random stuff about the world. today, i learned that the FAL rifle was made during the cold war era and thus, never really used in combat and sorta faded away in history

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO BUSY FUCK

I think the main reason why I have difficulty connecting with people and having meaningful conversations is that, I've encountered many people who would treat me unfairly, and when I protested against mistreatment, I would be labeled as the unstable one. My ex fiance did quite a bit of that.

A random OC fact about the two straps on Yowan's coat and his blue/brown color scheme is that it resembles a swallow bird When he runs and dashes, the arms of his coat fly beside him like wings

I'm ngl, I've been developing a bit of fear on being on airplanes now

I feel like Texas is very much like this too :^)

I like cold winter nights by the seaside. I like gentle guitar and piano music. I like dressing in simple, monochromatic clothing. I like making small talk with strangers and complimenting them. I like the getting a new drink flavor from the store and sipping on it while reading the news.

getting back into animating gonna do a goldenglow one

texas rkgk late valentine's

beauty, and love.

youtu.be/chhfMyywFJE?... Emi Evans' voice is so hauntingly beautiful, I seriously CANNOT emphasize how much I love her singing Chaos Language the fact that she made up an entire language for a game without ever disclosing its meaning hurts my heart hh

pen

tied up wife

tied up

recommending some of my favorite indie games from the past few months

I don't wanna wake up. I'm too tired to do anything

i was playing Nier Replicant and i couldnt help but become infatuated with Chaos Language. the fact that it's an ancient language, its meaning lost to time, such that no one knows what the speaker is trying to say exactly. but the emotions in the songs - sadness, despair, longing - i can feel it

So tired

Unwinding by playing Hollow Knight This game seriously tests my reaction time and I love it. It feels so satisfying doing a radiant run on a boss and making it look easy

woman

illness making me eepy

ugh, coughing blood now why must i be so weak.,..

i hate coughing so hard i get nauseous.

drawing wife while fighting through a lung infection

the past 3 weeks i've been working 14 hour days and only having enough time to make food and draw a little bit. i'm honestly starting to get burnt out

Happy 2025!

10 PM and still grinding out

bad dog

Yowan wears a hanbok jacket when he's older, and after he returns from Dan, after his confrontation with his sister

no one loves me like you do.

something about Yowan is different...

lappdog wipo

the fires currently raging in the city are right by me, so i have to prepare to run if i have to

quick schwarz practice

I wanna draw my OC, I really do. I want to portray his inner world and how he still relives the nightmare of losing someone he cared about

im going crazy schwarz

I'm so starved of new YoTexas content istg

Yowan and Rani's swords

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Texas rkgk c: happy new year!

youtu.be/mJPG2RxJ6RE?... learning this on guitar rn

i just love that feeling of realizing you remember or find something that perfectly explains or analogizes a concept or thought in your mind in my case, Yowan's Arts and philosophy on things, rooted in Daoism