Internal struggle? Self destruction of one’s self? both half’s who go against and fight for the same thing, fighting a losing battle or winning a losing batter? I’m not sure anymore #ventart #vent #faith

The quote is symbolism,But if it wasn’t & I did cut off both hands in my heart, I truly think it wouldn’t stop me from sinning and I hate myself for it,..being human sucks.. I always ask God for help and in the end I alway ignore him, I’m mad at myself more then I am at the devil #ventart #vent

I want to sh, but now that I’m older it feels like I’m just doing it for “Attention”.. I hate it but I just wanna feel something, it feels like God hates me, like I’m not his anymore, I hate my sin but I always run back to it and ignore him, I don’t feel guilt like I use to anymore #ventart #vent

Little vent art doodle of my sona #furry #furryartist #ventart (idk if tags work oh here I never post)