I apologize for not talking to anyone, lately my heart and mind desperately call to self destruct and i want to distance myself from everyone to keep them safe from that reality, no matter how lonely or how bad im hurting just being away from everyone

I am feeling LRT's artwork again and i wish i didnt, i wish i didnt

only half alive

... This place seems eerily familiar...

btw Im down to do a couple more fast-turnaround traditional commisshes today! Give it a quick glance if you'd like me to doodle something quick & cool for you in cheap ;w;

hoe

she’ll bite you and won’t apologize

Randoms from my latest sketchbook 💥

Anyways

(Feeling very socially numb lately)

Everything sucks so i need my guy bleeding from the facE 💥

whatever, life moves on and there will be tenderness one day

Some days i genuinelly just wish i could be over with everything

I'M LOSING MY PIXELS!!!

ENJOY SOME REST!!!!! And I hope things are more "art" than "grind. ❤️❤️

Hello I am back LOOK AT THE ZUCCINNI QUISHE I MADE ✨️

Im... tired. Im gonna step away from here for abit and get back to the art/work grind 🧎‍♂️ Take care my friends

🐺🌿

Basking with the creach...

Forever With You - oil on canvas

Behold the snake.

this blog is not safe from my Team Galactic propaganda.........

no prophesies

I don’t “network,” I make friends. Other artists are not my competition, they’re my beloved peers and sources of inspiration. We all have the same goal; to share our art. I’m not gonna corporatize my human relationships with them. I am in my sandbox playing and I hope they join me.

Dark Knight commission for @DungeonD0rk :3

Im suffering such horrible, horrible nightmares lately... sleeping comes so hard despite my night meds and it fucks with me really bad aghh.. I wish it was easier to get a prescription for medical cannabis because it really helped me in the past and im more than viable for it, its just–

me if i was a mini cd player:

Burning Souls /WIP

Angry at myself that its been so hard to speak lately...

Back in the old days of DeviantART, I'd dedicate a day to comment on new artists I found. Finding new faves, giving thoughtful insight on works I enjoyed, encouraging others. The current artist website landscape doesn't feel as welcoming for that, and I'm really missing it.

Art by Rodney Matthews ‘The Rainbow Room’ (1993)

#repostyourart day 21 - cloud those covid lockdown days felt never-ending, yet a sliver of hope remained

Bah, Im tired.. it took alot, but going through this again gave me alot to think about, too. Its tough to find the words to describe everything that i feel, so as always, i'll let my art be the outlet for that. For now, i just want to let folk know im back, and ill tend to what-

Feeling the consequences of my numbing sessions. I would scoff at myself, bitterly, ironically- but, maybe internal quiet is what i need, as much as i fear it overstaying its welcome. Alright, i guess, just dont dissipate into the wind

throwing my last tears in the rain... heres for a better week starting now /orz

˗ˏ💙 ❯❯❯ What's in the Middle ? 💔ˎˊ˗

memory

(Hard to speak today... Working and putting out art but have so little energy to actually- move my mind to assemble words TT I feel everyone's hype and love and im tenderly wagging my big dumb wolf tail at you all... I hope tomorrow will be easier, I wanna talk & respond back so much)

family photo

(🦓) ...!!!