Basically been sleeping for 2 days. Just not feeling good. Still recovering.

I'm having to take another day to rest. Had a flare up last night. I just now got around to posting my mutual aid post for this month. I've just not been feeling good.

February Mutual Aid. Goes towards bills, medical, personal care, and March rent. If you want to just support a disabled Native artist share or donate. Also have my kofi where I sell my art. PayPal.me/kiagbear Cashapp $kiagbear Venmo kiagbear ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

So mainly been resting from my hospital stay but I was able to finish the black cherries and do a strawberry. Slowly getting back to things. Next is this woman in a shell dress.

Need met! Thank you!! Will delete posts.

I'm so tired. I have to go see my doctor tomorrow as a follow up to being in the hospital. That is going to drain me. I'm happy I'm home though. At least my body is comfortable and not hurting as bad. That hospital bed and my joints and muscles did not like each other. It was so bad.

Going to upload more earrings later. Also need $40 to finish paying my water bill. Any sales are appreciated ❤️

I'm home! I'm trying to get settled. Everything is so exhausting cause I've been in a bed for a week. I'm here, I'm tired. I feel better. I got my rent paid yesterday. Still trying to get rest for my utilities but at least my rent is paid. I'll be around but I'm most likely just going to rest.

Still in icu. Still need help to get rent. I'm just too exhausted to be on my phone.

I'm in the icu for sepsis. Just how I wanted to spend my time 😭

So I have made a decision. I am going to do aceo cards. I don't know I like to do mini art. This way I can still art but small and in between bigger pieces. My goal this year is to do more painting and drawing. I need to be more well rounded with myself.

I'm just mentally and physically tired. Everything feels so draining. On top of all the crazy someone has threatened to shoot up my sons school. I'm so over what ever the hell is wrong with people.

First my microwave died and now I think my dryer did too. I can not afford to replace either of these things. Even if I found them cheap I don't have the extra funds. This is just stressful. 😮‍💨

Making some beaded cherry purse charms. I had drawn these for something else but decided to do this instead.

Put me on a list. I don't give a fuuuuck. Been on one since I was born.

Prepping up some purse charms and pins. I'm kind of tired making earrings for right now so doing other things. Just need to be a little more creative.

👋🏽❤️SHOP UPDATE❤️👋🏽 Small update. Just a few pairs of fringe earrings. Again if you want to purchase directly from me just message me. Help support a disabled Native artist by sharing! 🥰 ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

I have added shipping to Canada in my shop. Shipping there is at least $25 for things under 4 lbs. I just figured I'd put that option back up since I've had people asking.

This government really has just ripped off the mask for everyone to see now. Known my whole life as a Native woman how ugly it is. Been telling people. No one listens until it happens to them.

I just want some tacos lol that would make life better today.

New short on my YouTube youtube.com/shorts/gWU-8...

👋🏽❤️SHOP UPDATE❤️👋🏽 Small update. Just a few pairs of fringe earrings. Again if you want to purchase directly from me just message me. Help support a disabled Native artist by sharing! 🥰 ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

Needs met thank you!!

Been down with just exhaustion. I slept for 2 days. This weather is causing crazy nosebleeds also. Not looking forward to this storm coming in. Already making my body ache. Sorry if I'm complaining 😭

Made my daughter some long fringe earrings ❤️https://youtube.com/shorts/VVFOcZ1KqSQ?si=U-IChyUruoxIp81J

Going to upload more earrings later. Also need $40 to finish paying my water bill. Any sales are appreciated ❤️

Been down cause I thought I could do a thing and my body said no.

🔥🔥SHOP UPDATE🔥🔥 Just added some beaded bracelets and 2 pairs of dentillium earrings to the ko-fi shop ❤️ If you want to support a disabled Native artist please share. ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe... 1/4

🔥🔥SHOP UPDATE🔥🔥 Just added some beaded bracelets and 2 pairs of dentillium earrings to the ko-fi shop ❤️ If you want to support a disabled Native artist please share. ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe... 1/4

Took pics now to edit and upload. I'll make a shop update post as soon as I'm done!

Well I forgot about the earrings I still had to finish so been doing that today instead. Tomorrow I will take pics and all that jazz.

Need met! Thank you!! Will be working on a shop update for today or tomorrow.

If I have the energy I will be taking pics and uploading them to my ko-fi shop tomorrow. 12 bracelets and 2 pairs of earrings.

Edging like a maniac. Have 3 more bracelets to do and a few earrings. Hope to have them up in the shop by next week.

Time to focus and get things done. Orders need packed and I need to finish edging bracelets. Also need to lock in and do prints on my redbubble. Just need to get it done.

I will have new beadwork coming. I have had to take some time to rest up. I'm finishing up some bracelets and have some purse charms I'm also going to start. I don't have any customs to do so I am able to just make what I want right now.

I holidayed too hard and spent the last day and a half on the couch asleep. By too hard I mean I made cookies and lumpia and that took me out.

made a better video. have a happy new year! youtube.com/shorts/KCgTy...

I could just eat dippable snacks for every meal. I don't really like eating meals. It's like overwhelming.

Here's hoping next year is just as creative! youtube.com/shorts/568o6...

Of course because I'm working on a bigger canvas I have to make things even more detailed and complicated right.

🎄🎁SHOP UPDATE🎁🎄 Just added a few things. One beaded medallion set and a set of hand painted ornaments. I meant to do this a few weeks ago but life happens and people get sick. ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

I was resting for the last 2 days. My dr had upped one of my meds and it made me really sick so I stopped taking that dose and did half instead. Feel better with that. Going to slowly increase it. My body did not like that switch up.

What I've been obsessing over. I even made earrings. Just have to back them all.

Saw the doctor today. Again. Took some blood to do more testing. Trying to find an EDS person since there aren't many in the state. Will go back in a month and do more tests. Fun stuff.

my mom gave me this spool of thread before she passed away. I used it on so many things these last 2 and half years. it was the last thing she gave me. I'm kind of sad about it. thank you for always supporting me mom.

Obsessed 😍

It's all taken care of!! Thanks!!

Working on the loom. Making some bracelets. They will be adjustable. Still going to post the ornaments. Have the pics taken just need to edit and upload them.