$1780 TO GO RENT & ELECTRIC BY MONDAY URGENT! Indigenous. Artist. Disabled. Currently sick. This is THE weekend to shop Native small business. Check their stuff & get to it. Any combo ppl x $$ = $1780, sales or donations, keeps the family safe. Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2025

690/2500 made so far. Due in 3 days. Anything helps ❤️

635/2500 made. Due in 5 days. Any help or sales is very appreciated ❤️

$2050 TO GO RENT/POWER DUE DEC 1 - URGENT! #IndigenousArtist. Parent. Disabled. It's the holiday season so check out their lovely work for gifts. Any combo ppl x $$ = $2050, sales &/or donations, keeps the family safe. Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2025

I'm finally fever free!! Almost 2 weeks of being besties with my couch I think I may be able to semi function like regular tomorrow. I'm never at 100 percent but I'm sick of being on the couch. Back to crafting tomorrow fingers crossed.

One day closer to feeling better. Fever is slowly going down. I almost feel like my normal, which is just my normal chronic self. I'd rather deal with my regular health issues than this though.

I feel accomplished because I am able to sit up a bit today 😊

450/2500 made. Need rent and electric by the 1st. Disabled so selling my art and crowdfunding is how I get by. I've been really sick this month, more so than usual. Any help or sales is appreciated. #SettlerSaturday #HelpFolksLive2025 #HelpSky #NativeAmericanHeritageMonth #DisabilityMutualAid

Been sick again. Still down with a fever but it's not gotten high enough to go to the ER. I'm also congested now. This sucks. I also don't have any money to get anything to help me feel better. Just raw dogging it over here 🥴

So I'm finally back up after being a blob on my couch for the last 4 days. I totally over did things last week and made myself sick. I knew it was going to happen but sometimes I just want to be semi normal and push too hard. It's ok. That's just my life anymore.

I think I'm going to become a notary so I can be my own boss and still work from home. I've been looking into it. Just need to get my money saved up.

Well I may or may not have lupus. Further testing is needed. Looking into it it makes a lot of things make sense. If it is then I can deal with knowing what is going on with me.

Ooof went and got some groceries last night after all that dr appointment stuff too and 😮‍💨🥴😭 my body is punishing me for it now. I'm just really sore but nothing some pain meds and a heating pad can't handle.

Had my ultrasounds today. They looked at my liver, gallbladder, spleen, kidney, and thyroid. Fun stuff. I'm now exhausted. I had to fast so maybe if I eat something and rest a bit I'll be ok. Don't know results yet so we shall see.

I was down for like 3 days. Sleeping and sick. I feel almost normal again. I haven't had a gallbladder flare up in a very long time. Kind of glad I have ultrasound and xray appointments tomorrow. Maybe I can get some beading done today. Haven't done anything since Saturday when I started feeling bad

Been sick since last night. Just been trying to rest.

It's Native American Heritage Month. Go support an Indigenous artist ❤️

Well I had to dip into bill money to buy some food. I was really trying not to do that. I haven't eaten today mainly due to stress but also my health friendly foods are all gone and I have to be careful what I eat. This too shall pass but man it sucks.

November Mutual Aid. Goes towards bills, medical, personal care, and December rent. If you want to just support a disabled Native artist share or donate. Also have my kofi where I sell my art. PayPal.me/kiagbear Cashapp $kiagbear Venmo kiagbear ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

I just want to feel like the world isn't crashing for just one day. Is that too much to ask for.

Needs met for rent and stuff. Thank you all. Also thank you for all the birthday wishes, y'all really made me smile. ❤️❤️ I'll be deleting the aid posts for October.

What I have so far. It's coming along. Hoping to get at least 3 more inches on it today.

Today is my birthday 🎊

It's Native American Heritage Month. Go support an Indigenous artist ❤️

At this point all I want for my birthday is to be able to pay my rent. That's it. I just want to stay housed.

Need to back and edge this. Is a hair piece for my sister 🥰

My birthday is Sunday. 😭🎉

October 27th. #HelpFolksLive2025 thread. Something's *always* due & food is *always* needed. Things only get better with community action. *Now* is when folks need food, water, shelter, meds. *Now* is when we/the community needs to be there for each other. There's no one else. Just us.

My shoulders keep popping out of place today. I sprained my neck from lifting up my head. Who needs a haunted house when your body is a horror movie.

Jellyfish are gone but still have a lot of other things available. Lot of items $25 and under. ❤️

I didn't just cut bangs but gave myself a very uneven bob. Have to have my daughter even it out. Feel better. Idk sometimes cutting my hair off makes me feel better. I haven't cut it in 3 years.

Got some really cute earrings from @mahtheyzhawey.bsky.social!

Pair of scissors hates to see me coming. Hello depression bangs!

I'm really depressed right now. I don't even have the motivation to advocate for myself. I just want to give up.

Jellyfish are gone but still have a lot of other things available. Lot of items $25 and under. ❤️

Got a call about my labs. A1C is lower but not low enough. Thyroid still isn't working and my meds are way too high so going in for an ultrasound on my thyroid and my liver. Plus some concerns over my kidneys and am most likely going to get that connective tissue disorder diagnosis. Yup. I'm tired.

Got my labs done today so curious to see what they say. I wobbled with my cane everywhere and am tired now. I think I have to get my genetic testing done in a different building. Have to call and ask. Still feel like an emotional bomb went off with me yesterday so I'm sad but I'll get through it.

Eight of Cups 🍷

I can't keep doing this. Water will be shut off at any time today or tomorrow they said. I owe them another $200 so I can keep my water on. All because I didn't get 20 paid on my arrangement that I didn't even know I had to pay because I had already paid extra. I'm just going to sit here and cry.

Never underestimate a hot shower and screaming into the void. Your tears don't exist if the hot water is running down your face.

This place is going to cause me to have a meltdown. I lost my SSI. I just got confirmation that no SNAP as of the first. I'm getting rejected from every job I apply for. I don't make enough sales anymore to cover even basic needs. I'm really afraid I'm not going to make it out of this.

I'm still here. I wasn't feeling well so I kind of checked out and slept. Got my wifi paid. Water company is trying to tell me I owe them more and they canceled my payment arrangement I made so have to talk to them. I'm tired of utility companies doing whatever they want.

I just had a tooth fall out. It's been loose for like a year. I can't afford dental care. Sad thing is it's fine. No cavities it's bc of my connective tissue issues. My teeth are moving around bc of this. I now have no lower molars. Going to make chewing hard until I can maybe get dentures.

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🎊💖SHOP UPDATE💖🎊 Just uploaded a lot of new earrings and very affordable items to my shop so go check them out! As always share and help support a disabled Indigenous artist. 1/3 ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...