so i was already having a shitty day, self-esteem-wise. then i got called worthless by someone who it turns out was failing to do their job and decided to make it my problem. anyway. feeling good feeling great feeling like shit. just feeling extremely uh. *disliked* in general. to put it nicely.

the gorls 💜 four tavs walk into a tavern… the rest is history. bg3 first playthroughs are MUCH easier with friends who’ve played before lmao from left to right: isolde [mine] // drow druid nirro [jaydin] // drow fighter daphne [cait] // high elf monk filduine [g] // tiefling bard #myart #bg3

"Through darkness unknown" 🎨 Fan art by ajl100 #BeyondTheHorizon

the final pinup: aloy! that’s it for the super old pinup series. hope yall enjoyed. labels and all. #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

the penultimate pinup: nil! resizing removed a lot of body hair, alas. unfortunately i completed this before that drawing challenge going around. oops. #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

Noctule bat hunting. This is the next illustration of the series on animals moving in their environment. See more below... and more coming soon! #SciArt #art #bats

this morning’s old pinup features everyone’s favourite sunhawk, talanah! #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

another pinup. everyone’s favourite thigh daddy, hekarro! #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

booked a massage appointment for 7:30 this morning hoping to alleviate some back pain. 7:15 the masseuse calls in sick. reception gets me a rescheduled appointment for 7:45 but i have to lose 15 minutes. that’s fine. 7:35 new masseuse calls in sick. is it me. am i the problem. do people hate me.

you know, i’m just gonna put a label on this myself for the cheeky fondle. this morning’s pinup featuring fandom mom & dad, vanasha & uthid! #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

for my birthday this year i bought a christmas tree and decorations. just a lil guy.

for my balloons day yall should go read some of my fic :)))))

another pinup with varl!! the cape is kept on by sheer will of his pecs. #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

watched “Good Boy” a while back with my good girl and she was Very Concerned™

another one that’s a little on the cheeky side. very old pinup of petra. don’t worry bsky i got your label. #horizonpinups #myart #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon

Smut is fine, porn is fine, writing about difficult subject matter or other fucked up shit is fine. Books are not capable of harming, traumatizing, or corrupting you. Mobbing an author bc of something they WROTE instead of something they DID is censorship and you're acting like a fascist. Sit down.

i know this old pinup will get slapped with a label if i don’t do it myself lmao. today it’s kotallo! #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

another pinup for the day. beta! her pose is more about coziness and comfort but still a little coy. #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart #fanart

looking at a wip sketch that isn’t going how i want and im like. okay my art is Bad but at least it’s mine. i made it. poorly. but i made it.

today’s old pinup is drakka as a spokesmodel for whatever tenakth stitcher is famous for undergarments. (saxx, anyone?) i guess this one is a little cheeky so i do expect it to be censored but let’s see what happens. #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #myart #horizonpinups #fanart

yesterday i woke up with a huge painful bump on the back of my head and today i woke up with back pain. what is HAPPENING in my sleep yall

okay. cautiously optimistic. have concerns about lore or if it’s this little alternate universe where people can just Do That. not a big fan of the heavy beauty filter on everyone. hoping the existing tribes are more of a base than actually integrated. oseram are nomadic enough i can see but others…

am very Depressed but i did adopt an orca today.

one more pinup for today because i feel like it. also curious if bsky will hide this one too. alva! #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #myart #horizonpinups

aaand bluesky is force-applying labels to pinup art too. like i’m sorry but does that not seem excessively censored and prudish? there’s no nudity and tbh they are not sexually suggestive. it’s like seeing people on the beach in bathing suits. maybe i’m too ace to decide what’s actually sexual idk

bringing you another horizon pinup today featuring erend! #horizonzerodawn #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #myart #horizonpinups (begging bluesky to not put a label on it this time)

i’ve never watched critical role despite interest; i always would think about it “too late” into the campaigns to catch up. but looks like i’m not too far behind the newest campaign, so i’m giving it a go! not gonna lie, so far i am riveted. #spoilers in thread, beware

realised my old horizon pinups aren’t on bluesky so i’m bringing them over. don’t worry, i’ll do only a couple per day to not spam. let’s start with zo! #horizonforbiddenwest #beyondthehorizon #horizonpinups #myart

found out today that tumblr has flagged my horizon x animorphs art post for mature content too. not gonna lie, this one i don’t understand at ALL.

the niche animorphs x horizon crossover au no asked for, part the second! decided to go a little different direction and add the bird of prey morph! // zo // battle ➡️ saltwater crocodile // bird of prey ➡️ osprey #myart #beyondthehorizon #horizonforbiddenwest #animorphs #fanart

a creator on tiktok filmed lego phantom of the opera live and posted it later in two parts… i am getting nothing done tonight.

okay so after i went through them all, these ones were flagged for mature content: - alva - beta - talanah - aloy INTERESTING how it’s all women… and they left the men alone when they are showing way more skin in more scandalous poses… SO CURIOUS…

so some of my horizon pinups are currently being flagged for mature content on tumblr… i’m appealing them all but LMAO WHAT. ????!!!!

i would love to play dnd but i can already tell that dice will be the death of my savings.

i’m struggling with procrastination and actually doing the writing of my original, despite really, really wanting to. i’ve reopened my NGL so if you have any q’s about it (or anything else!) feel free to send! it might spark some motivation fkfkfkf ngl.link/rediimere1 #thegoldnotes #wip

dealing with a stress headache because of events yesterday and i just really would rather be in bed tbh.

Day at the Beach

Again, this precise use case is why these systems exist-to proliferate people’s racist (transphobic, misogynistic…) imaginary at scale. This should not be seen as a “misuse” but rather the product being used exactly as intended.

look as someone who has a dog who is either perfectly behaved OR reactive, depending on the energy from the other dog, i know her signals and when and how i need to correct. but i am begging other dog owners to do the same and at least teach leash etiquette 😭😭😭

i have never watched “the night manager” but a promo photo was released and well— #myart #originalcharacters #ot3

i need this news about the mummy to be real please for my mental health

It's cool how we keep proving over and over and over again that there's a significant market for narrative-heavy, character-driven, single-player experiences in video games and publishers just categorically refuse to believe us

got asked if i used ch*tgpt to write equilibrium… would anyone object if i threw myself into the sun

anyone else just have massive burnout from the state of the world? like it’s not even job stress that has me down rn, it’s just… *gestures to the globe* this

CANADIANS! Our government is once again trying to convince us AI is good, actually, and they have a whole big survey about how we can use AI. I pretty much just said "we can't until we can do it without mass theft and poisoning the environment" over and over again, and you can too

Happy Holo-ween, Horizon! What do you think they’re watching? 👀💀🎃🎃 Collaboration by @kelsochronicles.bsky.social @kittleskittle1.bsky.social @nerdartist.bsky.social @escafiils.bsky.social ! #HorizonForbiddenWest #BeyondTheHorizon

Checking in! Participants, how we feeling? Feel free to reach out with any questions. The deadline to drop is November 30. Please reach by/before then if you need to!

Art does not get easier the better you get at it. Making art is hard. Making art is fun. Making art frustrating. Making art is passion. Making art is a lot of blood sweat and tears. And I love every moment of the process.

in other news… finally playing baldur’s gate 3 after start-stopping like four times. this time i’m seeing it through with substantial help from friends. kinda wondering who to smooch tho. isolde is a seldarine drow druid. she was brought up to be a priestess of lolth but decided fuck that.

Periodic reminder for #Animorphs fans: There are great audiobook versions of the entire series, including the Megamorphs and Chronicles books. The cast of narrators did such a wonderful job bringing these stories to life. 💚🦎 Here's the series page on @libro.fm: