I truly want to be by my gf to eat out and hangout with her but right now, its way to early for a long distance relationship and I see a trend of her wanting to draw commissions, I keep supporting her works, I love them and her... I shouldn't make her sad too, even if shes sometimes cold at me.

I dwonder how myself and my gf would do in the future, it's an unpredictable future but right now I selfishly wanting her for myself but I gotta respect her privacy. I don't how does she feel about me ever since we started dating 5 months ago after a long time confessing to her. 🤔😖

Ever since my gf changed her schedule to sleep early, I somehow adjusted my schedule a bit. We rarely have a time to play other games but just doing dailies in an online game. She is not a type to express in words a lot but she is doing her best to impress me these days. I'm proud of her so much!😊🤭

A exhausting birthday but it wasn't so bad to drive around and dine with friends. Then, at night spending time with my gf though it was quite short, I enjoyed it and I love her so much for that moment.

I love hanging out with my gf, I want to spend more time with her at night....

Such a rough day, went for a part-time work trial for 3 hours to not get accepted because the desired schedule for me doesn't not meet the company's standard, meanwhile the form says "4-5 hour and 4 days minimum required". Then I picked 7:30am to 1pm.

Even if my relationship is on the other side of the screen then I will hold on to it dearly, and progress my relationship slowly. I do really like to tease my gf and comfort her 🤣, truly is the girl that motivates myself to be better. 🥰

我什么时候也能画这么好🥲这太萌了…

Sometimes I do wish to be able to comfort one's trauma but all I can do is listen to them and to understand their respective point of view. Am I helping them?, hard to say... but I wish I am helping them by being with them.

It's 2AM, I cannot sleep because my caffeine is still not wearing down, hopefully it will be soon so I can sleep for mushroom game with my gf tomorrow. I have been advancing on a good relationship pace but still need more improvements and listen to her more, the keyword is patient.

If there's a chance to redo this life, I will not take it because right now, I do feel fine with this current life. All thanks to my gf and good friends to keep myself going even though the current tech industry is a bit messy. I just need to be more patient in the relationship with my gf anyways.

a lot of things to do yet the feeling of procrastination sometimes occurs, I'm such a bad example of a CS student...

I'm definitely a type to overthink a lot because my pasts being so bad, that I still felt it in the brain whenever I communicate with someone new. I'm still learning to get rid of it but the progress is minimal that I even had some intrusive thoughts of being abandoned by my gf and friend/family. 😓

I honestly getting tired of being bossed around by my sister for the most random things possible, when I'm busy studying nor resting. I will just be scolded for having bad hearing meanwhile I'm actually not and all I want, is a peaceful time to do whatever I want.

Will there be a time that I can do anything as I like? It's a little tiring to think of my future when the present is still unfinished, really need to work on my present-self more in coming months... I do really want to buy a gift for a person I love dearly first when it's her birthday, but how?

What am I gonna do with myself? I just hope that I had not messed up my relationships with her....

I will do my best to make the person I love happy, that's my vow.

🌸🌸🌸 #木之本桜生誕祭2025 #カードキャプターさくら

Just another week with me and @siruca.bsky.social, both doing our respective works in real life while afk...

hmmm, I don't know if I would do well on my future works.... too much shit has to be done after I have finished with the current schedule... Shit....

#絵描きさんと繋がりたい #秋の創作クラスタフォロー祭り キラキラ可愛い女の子を描くことが大好きです！全反応巡回いたします🕊️よろしくお願いいたします🌼