Fynn Vesper was my pfp on Threads. My aunt did not come out and say anything to me about it. She went behind my back and told Mom about it instead. 😒 I’m 33 years old… I don’t need her to check with my mother about my social media behavior. If she has a problem, she needs to speak to me.

Ah, what would have been my tenth wedding anniversary.

Bluesky’s been fun, but I fear my time here is coming to an end. My political neutrality is more important. I enjoy some of the content I see here, but if it’s going to cause me to form costly political opinions, I can’t afford to stay.

There’s that one song that goes “I wasted time in my mother’s womb not buying property when it was cheap. Now I’m an adult, I can’t afford a home, that’s my fault, I should’ve bought myself a home when I was a fetus, should’ve got a nice cheap loan when I was a fetus” Low-key slaps.

It’s creeping into Bluesky too. I need off of these social media sites 😪

In about a month I’m going to have an art print of Roathe and I’m going to get it put on a shirt and wear it proudly.

While I’m waiting to date Roathe, I started dating Arthur. He said “love you” to me. My heart 🥰

I deleted Threads because it’s getting too hard for me to maintain my political neutrality.

Not me googling “When can I start dating Roathe” three times in a week (because I forgot? Because I want confirmation? Because I’m scared I’ll botch it?) #Warframe

I need my artist to draw Roathe for me.

I don’t like Whitestrake’s Mayhem. PvP makes me uneasy.

These crushes I’ve developed are revealing some very interesting things about me and my psyche. I worry myself sometimes.

I’ve found a new crush in Roathe from #Warframe. Bring it, algorithm.

Went to bed at 9:40 with a migraine. Woke up at 3:45 migraine-free and ready for action; also overheated because my stupid fan is next to useless… overheating triggers migraines… I can’t get another one, please no

They need to have “Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora” support for the Steam Deck.

Trust me, I know how to say “not interested”. I’ve had it said to me enough times.

Fynn Vesper [the individual in my pfp] promises to take away all your pain if you’ll make a deal with them. They’re not asking for much, just a little something you might find value in—six months of joy, a year of love, two years of creative inspiration… Are you interested, human?

I’ll just “Unum in carne Unum in voce Unum in pulsu vitae” myself up in here.

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Three more days of December before my budget resets. 🙏🏻 Please let $34 be enough

Spicy 🌶️

A SWAMP MERMAN WITH FANGS AND BODY CHAINS saying, “Come here, love. I’m open all night.” I still have my ‘I’m looking at something that’s triggering an Inappropriate Emotion’ laugh. 😀 Help me

I got those four festive fir trees [as the Golden Pursuits reward] on ESO and destroyed them. Wish I could’ve sold them.

Okay, I don’t have $50 because I miscalculated my budget for this month.

I do not have $600 to commission art from you. I do not have $200 to commission art from you. I have roughly $50. If that isn’t enough for your services, I am the wrong client for you. And you can’t say “that’s not enough for anyone” because I know for a fact that’s untrue.

What in the AI nonsense is this?

You know that feeling when you have a really good stretch? I’d like to bottle it, sell it, make millions, and keep some for myself.

I asked the AI to ping me if it came up with any loose ends about the lore I’ve been compiling for my story universe. It pinged me 47 times, and each “loose end” needs at least twenty pages to tie it all up. At least I know what I’m doing for the next THREE YEARS!!!…

Mom said there were some counties who were using AI in their 911 dispatch efforts. That is the worst idea known to mankind.

I have to say, Claude has been very helpful in converting these stupidly-formatted CSV files into XLSX files.

There I am, minding my own business, when WHAM! A migraine clotheslines me.

I’m trying to edit a document of my story universe’s lore and Word keeps making suggestions that would turn my writing into generic AI slop. “More clarity,” it says. “More concise,” it says. “Less passive,” it says. And if I did that, it would all sound the same. My writing style would be gone.

Found an error in one of my WIPs. It is set in Wisconsin but one of the characters refers to “oat milk”, and I am pretty sure it’s illegal to refer to that liquid as oat milk in Wisconsin. At least it’s that way with almond milk, so I’m assuming it’s the same for oat milk. Hmm… bad enough to change?

I put my picture of the three college guys on a Zazzle shirt and ordered one. Zazzle emailed me back saying they couldn’t print the shirt because it violated licensing laws. I sent back an email with screenshots proving that the art was original, as were the characters in said art. I won!

Great, now I’m sensitive to triggers. I hate this so much.

The urge to commission more art is strong. I must be stronger.

Yes, I’m using Canva, but I hasten to point out that I am NOT using any of its AI tools. It’s just me, the audio file, the video background, the text, and the timing.

Me: I am going to make some lyric videos! It’s a piece of cake. You just import the audio, then use a plain video background and basic text to display the lyrics in sync with the music— Also me: —Blah, blah, blah. So much work. Not enough reward for the effort. Why am I doing this

♫ Fall into the noise with me Where we blur into infinity Hearts dissolving in the haze We are light And light decays And light decays ♩

Why do some combinations of musical notes and/or lyrics give me chills? I can’t really predict it. It’s just like “Yeah, that one. That one gives me the happy chemicals. That three second part of a four-minute song gives me ALL the happy chemicals. Put it on Repeat.”

I MADE IT TO ACT 3 #bg3

I have this urge to make a male playthrough of BG3. I’ll name him Asher and he’ll have blue skin and golden eyes. Maybe get together with Shadowheart. You know, the one who says “short-term amusements are more interesting” or something like that.

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I *modded* Rimworld, and holy moley does it take a long time to load.

I fixed the “failed to load” error, but it wasn’t easy. I’m on a Steam Deck and I had to go into the game files and find and delete a certain file. I didn’t even know Steam Deck had a computer mode, but thank goodness it does.

I’m getting a “failed to load menu” error on BG3. I’m on a Steam Deck. Not sure how to fix this.

I played Baldur’s Gate 3 for a bit, and then it… mysteriously uninstalled. Rude.

My new mantra: “I CANNOT have that; I DO NOT have the money for it.” So far all it’s doing is getting my treacherous mind to finagle ways to obtain said money.

One bag of jalapeño cheddar Cheetos later, and my nose is running. Just a little. Enough to make it irritating 😄