I opened up Pandora's box by bringing back the slug bug game. Our car rides will never be the same now. Jin is looking for the opportunity to get me back. He finally found one, but I wasn't there. He was so mad lol. Finding a bug in the wild now is like trying to spot a unicorn. The battle rages on.

After not using my first pngtuber for awhile, I miss it. It's interesting because I was tired of it before. She was never replaced, just put aside for awhile. But I also am even more excited for the next one. [: Soon, I start learning Live2D. +

All the food I was seeing during the stream made me SO hungry. We got giant burritos after it was over. Delicious.

🔴「LIVE」 🎐Streaming: Like A Dragon Pirate Yakuza in Hawaii (part 8) twitch.tv/suwillow

Progress is not linear. The way "doing our best" looks like one day can look different than the next, and that's okay. Be kind and patient with yourself along the journey. You're doing just fine. 💙

Thanks to Zomboi for sharing this HUGE resource!!! For anyone wanting StreamElements alternatives, this is a wonderful document with pros, cons, and guides. I'd done some research a few years ago due to SE's questionable dealings and had little luck. This is an awesome doc so please share it!~

I went on a drive with Jin out to the coast, went on a walk, and visited an aquarium! We saw wild harbor seal moms and babies, along with some deer on our walk, thank to parking far away to avoid a parking fee and get a nice walk in. [: Lots of firsts for Jin too. +

I think I share a birthday with Goro Majima... [:<

With the nature walks I've been taking, I've come to notice quite a handful of people that pass by wear some sort of perfume and way too much of it. Why???

I started learning Russian recently. I know my grandpa would have been so into this. While I wish I did this a lot sooner, I am still enjoying it. It's been fun.

I love this tarot deck so much. I've been using it a lot. It's so pretty!

I love how ridiculous the Yakuza games are. Also this title fits pretty well and makes 0 sense without context, and that's okay. youtube.com/shorts/ISWef...

For some reason, Twitch is borked and somehow a new subscriber and follower slipped under the radar and didn't have an alert. ]:<

Some updates! - I finally got chat emotes on twitch - I lost a few Vod's there - My health continues to improve - My sleep schedule is borked again - I rediscovered my love for tarot - I got back into D&D after 6 mo - I'm excited for some life changes/progress - Looking forward to streaming more

I am so hyped, and it's an icy themed expansion! 0:

Went to have a barbecue at the river, and ELEVEN cats followed me. I would say my cat aura persists, but they were trying to look cute for everyone for food, not just me.

Within a few weeks, 7 of my health issues have stopped completely or improved considerably. All from managing stress. It feels unreal. I am feeling pretty great. ;-;

✨My finalist entry for the #FFXIV #FanFest2026 Art contest! “The Journey through FINAL FANTASY XIV” made me think about Alpha & Omega traveling around the same sights we once did as our WoLs🥺🧳 Voting is open till April 26! Good luck everyone! fanfest-na.finalfantasyxiv.com/2026/en-us/n...

In other news - My cat keeps coming home from the vet smelling like perfume. I know she's a cuddly cat, and they know it too, but lol stop iiiiit! I keep having to wash it off! Lol

I've hit the 2 year mark of doing yoga. When I stop and look back and see how far I've come, it's crazy. I started because I had nowhere else to turn when my body was new to anxiety attacks. I didn't even understand what was happening and I was collecting ailments like pokemon. +

It's been such a long time since my grandpa has visited in my dreams. The last time was 2 years ago to say happy birthday. This time, it was to say hi, ask if I've been doing my journal, and give me a hug. I haven't been journaling like my doctor suggested, but I think I should now. Thanks, Papa. 💙

I really appreciate those who stop by my streams. I deal with a lot of stress and anxiety that I've been learning to navigate in life, and streaming can be a way to distract me and have a fun time. I was in the hospital yesterday for heart and breathing issues. All tests came back great. +

Playing Neva has been such a treat. I am enjoying it a lot so far. 💙

I've been working on Suwillow in emotelab lately. It's been a fun challenge customizing the textures. It took me awhile to figure out how to put the bells on her head. Hoping I can show/use these soon! Also hoping that this is the spark that motivates me to draw more again... ;-;

Every time a new trailer for Stranger Than Heaven drops, I'm reminded it exists, and I get excited again. It's starting to make me think of RDR2 now.

Just some eye doodlin' I forgot about. #SuwoDoodo #SuwoDraws

Jin hung out with me on stream, using his pngtuber for the first time, while I worked on Ender Lilies. Mistakes were made.....

For health reasons, I decided to set a soft cap of 4 hours for myself for streaming. This should also, hopefully, allow me to stream more during the week. [:

I've hit my 2 year mark of doing yoga,and I'm still so thankful for it. 💙

Behold! My child, the sock goblin - also known as Trash bag, Beebee, or Ori (real name). We had to quickly make a vest out of an old sock to keep her from licking her meds. We've discovered that she is very chilled out, wearing this... We might need to get her some jammies. She just ate here.

I've gotten lots of rest, plenty of water, and feeling pretty good. One of the health issues I suspected was anxiety, has been gone for over a day now. I'm very relieved. Still sore from hiking, but that's expected. I'm considering doing a stream today to work more on Ender Lilies.

Make a healthy routine adjustment. Body goes: "WHOA, WHAT'S GOING ON! YOU CYCLIN'?" Knee get angry, hormones do a backflip and scream. Spend the day with Pain, plus another unexpected guest, Anxiety, that nobody invited. I didn't think I went that hard. Sheesh. Okay. I'm doing better today though.

I started including cycling and qigong with my daily yoga. I think this is working for me. I've been feeling pretty good. \o/

I couldn't fit them all, but here are 10 of my favorite games. my9games.com Teehee I snuck an extra in.

Update: she seems to be getting better. Huzzah \o/ Also, cat tax. She's taken a liking to sleeping like this on my chair lately.

I think I need to hold off on streaming for a bit. My cat has been sick and I need to be able to hear her in case she needs help with the litter box.

I'm slowly settling into my new home in Sweden! All these Star Projectors and Star Lanterns really helped with the winter blues by transforming the corners of my house into a whimsical starscape🌟✨⭐ And they'll be available soon on my Kickstarer! www.kickstarter.com/projects/yuu...

It's alive!! I spent awhile trying to get the PS2 working again with an HDMI converter, and eventually found the issue to be the controller buttons were too squishy and I wasn't pressing hard enough..

I've been going through old games, and I've decided I want to bust out Dance Dance Revolution and play again. I also have several of those games that I've never even played. I'll eventually make younger Suwillow giddy with a better dance pad than those flimsy foldable ones.

10 anime to get to know me: - Mushishi - Toradora - Horimiya - Natsume Yuujinchou - Chainsaw Man - Fruits Basket - Ao no Exorcist - My Dress-up Darling - My Love Story with Yamada-kun at Lv999 - Noragami I couldn't fit them all.

I hopped back in to Monster Hunter Wilds the other day to check out the new update. It's going well.

I started working on a new pngtuber, and decided to do something different and make it a chibi style. I haven't drawn like that since maybe high school, so it feels weird. Hopefully it'll be done soon!

I've been taking things slowly since dealing with an incident which played outside our home. Some of the things I've heard and seen will stick with me for awhile, but I am thankful for all the first responders who came and worked swiftly when we called. I am doing alright - just a bit shaken up.

Since I usually do daily yoga, when I skipped a day recently, it bugged me sooo much to do that. I can't believe it's almost been 2 years already since I got serious about it...

I've gone down such a rabbit hole troubleshooting stream issues (which I suspect is a bad cable connection) that I've ended up building a 2nd PC with part builder.. I haven't even tested ports and bought a replacement cable yet. But I did need to do these things anyway, so... Lol

Gris is a favorite comfy game of mine. So, it was really cool to see this homage to another one of my favorite games, Journey, in it. Both of these are beautifully done, and I would recommend them.

Hellooo! My class “Mastering Character Animation Using Live2D: From Basics to Advanced Actions” is now up for pre-order on Coloso(@colosoglobal) I’ll be teaching you how to create dynamic character animations in Live2D from start to finish! ( ´ ꒳ ` ) Link: bit.ly/MiiKOxColoso #coloso #live2d

After stewing on it for a few days, I decided to now refer to myself as a "snow kirin" rather than an "ice kirin". It flows better to me. Yesyes. I updated all my info, but I can't edit my pinned intro post, soooo ... I guess I have more motivation to work on doing updated Suwillow art... D:

We played and beat What Remains of Edith Finch on twitch, but I accidentally missed a few parts, so now I am left with so many questions, and I have to replay it to finally get my answers and closure. ;0;

My step counter is working great...