Why do twitch video links sometimes show previews and sometimes they don't? aaaaaaaaaa

The new Final Fantasy Tactics game came out, and of course, Jin had to play it. We played it on my stream. It was a difficult setup having 2 on the same mic and passing the controller back and forth, but it we did it. \o/ One day, we'll have a better setup. www.twitch.tv/suwillow/cli...

1st attempt against Omega. wtf is this fight #monsterhunterwilds www.twitch.tv/videos/25787...

There is a kitty that likes to nap near our front door.

Today I went to get a filling at my new dentist and I reacted a little differently. I shook and cried a bit from the extra numbing. They were patient with me and let me get up a stretch, which helped tons. Then gave me Kpop Demon Hunter on netflix for the rest, then ice cream after. Lol I love them.

IT'S DONE! ;o; It's come such a long way. If I keep at it, I'll never feel finished. I learned a lot doing it though. Now I can move onto other projects! #SuwoDraws #SuwoDoodo

... When you realize your drawing that's almost done looks oversaturated on your other monitor. And someone else's phone. I have a filter on that desaturates my phone too! Everyone has different monitors and vision and may not see it the same anyway. ..... Man. This is going to bug me now. Lol

It's finally autumn!! Next is winter. Let's goooo!

After over a year of use, it's time to retire my old yoga mat. It's become worn and every time I use it, I lose crumbs worth of it from just touching it. It's been falling apart kinda. Jin bought me a new one. Yayyy It has a lifetime guarantee, and is emission free! Look how big it is. Aaaaa

I'm also good at procrastinating art with art. I have a folder somewhere with lots of unfinished stuff. I got sidetracked starting up this one, and I'm trying to not allow myself to work on it until the other is done. It's another of my OC's. I'm currently playing her in D&D also. #SuwoDraws

Go and create. I need to spend more time on this myself. And it's interesting how this popped up for me while I was tabbed out of CSP, taking more time not drawing. The universe is funny like that. youtu.be/2XZ9z6OewR0?...

With October creeping up, I'm itching to do some Resident Evil.

Omg I finally beat Soul Tyrant. #hollowknight www.twitch.tv/videos/25698...

I started keeping a daily food/calorie journal to help me get a better idea of what a day for me is supposed to look like, because I sometimes forget to eat and end up feeling sick, and dang.. has it been ... challenging. Like, I just want to eat and not check labels and do math. Lol +

I haven't had time to draw lately because I've been busy working on my next Kickstarter! A lot of people asked me about the star projector seen in my last Koi Lantern Kickstarter so I've been working hard on perfecting the design and it's finally ready! #stars #papercraft

Woops forgot pic! I've been wanting to try congee for the longest time, so Jin and I made it ourselves! He wanted chicken in it, and I ended up finding a recipe by a Cantonese chef. Omg it's so good.... We're making this more often. We used Costco rotisserie chicken in it and it turned out great.

1st Time VS. Soul Master in Hollow Knight! *wheeze* www.twitch.tv/videos/25640...

Aaaaaaaaa I've discovered OBS filters! I was thinking I had to buy a new mic, and this one wasn't cheap... ;o; omg such relief.

A fun Hollow Knight clip from stream #2. www.twitch.tv/suwillow/cli...

I am learning a ton with streaming! One of the things I found was that I'm not sure I like streaming grindy content while I'm still new (end game Yakuza 8 and MH: Wilds). I find I have less to talk about. It's interesting. Hollow Knight has definitely been a good one though. +

Played around in OBS and did some streaming today! Hollow Knight was a good time, but I'm probably not going to be hopped up on caffeine anymore while I get used to doing this. Lol By the way, I'm not a fan of these. www.twitch.tv/suwillow/cli...

Wait. We can upload videos? Here's a short compilation of clips I captured of the lightning from the other day then.

I got my replacement delivered early! The delivery guy marked it was delivered yesterday though? But I was watching it move during tracking today. It also still says on the warranty repair that it's scheduled for delivery at the end of the month. Lol.. I wouldn't mind a second one... [:

Heard thunder, and after all the stuff earlier, I wasn't going to chance it, and shut my PC down. Decided to wait it out and just watch the lightning outside. Nature is terrifying. +

frierens your miku

Man... Now that I'm stuck using this 200 something GB drive, I'm finding just how many of my games are huge. I cannot install a lot of these. I have to wait a month to get my new (fixed?) SSD sent to me. I should get a bigger backup drive so I don't have to deal with this again.

a cookbook is pretty much a grimoire for food

RIP to my cursed boot drive. I will not miss all the crashes it caused me. Hopefully this temp one holds up while I try to see if I can get a new one from the warranty. I think it's like 2 years old? My other two are like 10+. What the hell. Aaaaasaa can I please draw now?

We unplugged the other drives and it ended up working again and hasn't acted up since, even when they were reconnected. What in the world. Whatever, I'll take it!

I reached the final area in Yakuza 8, and then ... my computer froze, blue screened, couldn't bsod probably, and just died. Final boss too powerful. 😭 Hoping a fresh windows install fixes it and my boot drive didn't just die on me. Fingers crossed. I have projects to finish.

Counting down the days til autumn.

Recently dumped my dentist after 10+ years of poor treatment. I found the best dentist I could ever ask for in under 10 min. They even gave me a free ice cream bar at the end up my appointment. A good lesson to never settle. There's something amazing out there waiting for you.

Caught shrimpin 🦐 #shrimp #art #comic

Dream Ghost More wavy wiggly lines to sooth the my mind. Inspired by the SF bay fog that washes over the landscape like waves in the night. I want to grow wings and surf the wind. I want to be a dream ghost. #art

After years of behind the scenes effort we have LICENSED Baman Piderman lmao. It'll be coming home to our channel in august. This is literally the best I could do and took me about 7 years!! I HOPE THIS WILL MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEONE!!

As a child, I used to see things others couldn't.

I miss winter and bundling up in cute, comfy clothes.

Sometimes, I play this game. #FFXIV Why'd they take the pink from my horns though? ]:<

My 2 cats are exact opposites at the vet: One is scared and tries to fight everyone. The other is scared, but tries to aggressively headbutt everyone. (this one also sounds like a donkey on the drive over)

Chicken tortilla soup with lots of shredded cheese on top is *chef's kiss*. If younger, very lactose intolerant me could see me now... I fought a war for this.

There's so many games coming out soon that I want aaaaaaaa!

Ohhh man. Time for @jindjinn.bsky.social to drag me back into his favorite game again.

Let this be your sign to stop caring about the negative things people say about you or what you do, etc. Whenever I find myself thinking about something that hurt my feelings, I try to instead focus on a time someone said something kind or made me smile! It helps a lot! ✨

I used to think for many years that I was a bad artist because I drew slowly. Well into my adult years I realized many artists aren't as fast as I thought they were. I have been plodding a long, working on stuff, and I'm both proud and enjoying the progress, even if it is slow. Art teaches patience.

You know that point in drawing where something doesn't sit right about it and you just can't get it to look "right"? That's the point I've hit. Taking breaks are good when this happens. I'll get it down eventually. D:<

I drew today, and surprisingly, it went well! I'm excited to finish it. Finally some Suwillow art. [:< /Soon/

My last Threads of Fate oracle decks came in! \o/ I'm sad they're closing shop, but I'm so grateful for their decks. 💙 I wanted the white deck years back and missed out, so I was excited to see a final drop on it for my birthday.

Caged Fangs~ Part of my Cage Dress series. I've been so busy with other things, it's nice to finish a proper painting again.

@jindjinn.bsky.social and I made home-made carrot cake cookies and cream cheese frosting for my birthday.💙 They turned out yummy.