DAY TWO OF SUFFERING WITH THIS DAMN KIT twitch.tv/carnationvt

IM GOING LIVE BUILDING THE GUNDAM KIT, GET IN HERE twitch.tv/carnationvt

I DIDNT GET CALLED IN LETS FUCKING GO, I CANT WAIT TO BUILD THIS SHIT IN LIKE AN HOUR

Just impulse bought a gundam kit because I had a craving telling me to build something… $85 well spent I think :3 Gonna be building this bad boy live starting tomorrow at 11:30AM ACST

THIS JUST IN, I FUCKING LIED AGAIN. I hate this whole “having a job” thing, I just want to sit at home and play games. On another note, I have had this impulse recently telling me to build something so I’ve been thinking of buying another Gunpla kit to build on stream :3

NEVERMIND I FUCKING LIED. I just got home and I don’t think I’ve ever felt so low energy before now, I WILL try to stream this week though, I promise that

I WAS FUCKING SICK ALL WEEK LAST WEEK AND HONESTLY IM STILL SICK BUT FUCK IT. I feel bad for going radio silent and not streaming last week so I WILL be live in like 3 hours when I get home from work. :3c

I have once again FORGOT to make a schedule however I doubt I will be streaming much this week anyway. I’ve been feeling pretty out of it over the weekend and it seems to be carrying into the week too. If I do stream I’ll let y’all know :3c

Stream will be delayed today, probably by about an hour. New bo6 update dropped and it is 30gb which will take a WHILE (LETS GO AUSSIE INTERNET) so see y’all at like 5pm ACDT

Not me being late to stream because I thought I was scheduled to go live at 1:30 today and not 12:30 :3c twitch.tv/carnationvt

[🔴Rocket League] On a journey to either hit my peak once again or somehow derank all the way to plat twitch.tv/carnationvt

[🔴Diablo IV] Another day that will be spent farming for this stupid rune, feel free to stop by and call me names or something twitch.tv/carnationvt

I ALMOST FUCKING FORGOT AGAIN. anyway here is a schedule for this week, I love yoinking templates from random sites and editing them slightly :3c

I think tonight I might not stream, going to take a day to relax. Also this time I will make a schedule… I swear

[[🔴COD BO6]] IM SUFFERING PROBABLY, i need my shooter fix so I might as well play some COD, pray for me please twitch.tv/carnationvt

[[🔴Rocket League]] LATE ONCE AGAIN. i had to update the game... BUT ANYWAY COME HANG OUT PLEASE GOD twitch.tv/carnationvt

[[🔴Diablo IV]] A little late but we are LIVE doing a ton of grinding today, come hang out and keep me company please please please im begging you twitch.tv/carnationvt

OK SO MAYBE I FORGOT TO MAKE A SCHEDULE BUT I STILL HAVE A PLAN. I’m going to try stream every weekday except Friday at 4:30PM ACST this week (10PM PST* // 7AM CET) *the day before ex. Mondays (today) stream is a Sunday for you Americans

MH Wilds was unbelievably fun, I could never really get into any MH games because I just felt overwhelmed but Wilds felt easier to wrap my head around for some reason :3 Thank y’all for hanging out during stream! Raided into @nokkovt.bsky.social wish her a happy birthdayween or else

WE ARE LIVE WITH THE MONSTER HUNTER WILDS BETA, LETS GET THIS BREAD!! www.twitch.tv/carnationvt

So the Monster Hunter Wilds beta test is out today on pc which means I have a great idea for a stream after work today :3c see y’all in like 7 hours

yeah I think I was on to something, streaming games forces me into doing the things I want to do so I will FOR SURE stream more often. Finna try drop a schedule on Sunday and from then on we ball

A LITTLE LATE BUT IM LIVE PLAYING THE NEW COD RIGHT NOW, STOP BY OR CRINGE www.twitch.tv/carnationvt

You know what, fuck it. I’m streaming in like an hour

Now realising that streaming may end giving me the motivation I need to play games for more than like 20 minutes so if I can simply find time to stream then I can break the cycle…

Everyday ong

Truly all I want to be rn

THATS WHAT I NEED, A STREAM SCHEDULE. That will fix ALL my problems (it won’t)

Trapped in a cycle of >want to stream something >tired from work and don’t want to play games >feel like shit since I’m not streaming

all my online friends play webfishing ✅ when I'm sleeping ✅ when I'm working ❌ when I'm available 💀

First stream in a long time and it was pretty epic, went for 3 hours and built this lovely man, another desk buddy for my collection :3

ITS FUCKING HAPPENING!! WHY?? I AM LIVE AT twitch.tv/carnationvt

Yeah fuck it, going live in like 45 minutes twitch.tv/carnationvt

What if I just decided to stream today? Thoughts, questions, concerns?

where am I? what year is it? how did I even get here?