I just got done repairing 125 materials and 48 blueprints... I deserve treats, dammit. If you like my mad science and your wallet's been kind to you, consider showing some love. No, the ship isn't sinking, but we could always find use for a boost. paypal: [email protected]

Who needs to do whippets when the very fabric of our reality is idling at Steve-0 Circa 2007? Refuse the freakout.

No pretenses of sophistication, no lies, no deflection, just a grotesquely overfed man saying "People are afraid because science snitches keep tellin em what I'm trying to get away with" and still avoids the room temperature challenge. We live in an Onion article within another Onion article.

youtube.com/shorts/4cII4... if you follow me for aviation stuff, this is a good example of why some jets physically can't land on carriers no matter what. It's a sim, but it shows how much shocks make a difference.

Sometimes I wonder if Howard Hughes just had a tall enough pile of money to see clearly how the human-powered world longed to burn, and so he chose a more quiet and reserved madness just for himself.

We're proud to announce the opening of our official @infrablack.bsky.social community server. This is much more than just a promotional landing pad for our game #phobolis, but a community of vibrant and imaginative entertainers and audiences converging in one place. Get in! discord.gg/64HExkspwY

I told you it was my year.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGzi... you have put something in motion much greater than you've ever known standing there in all your grand naivete' about to reap what you have sown.

#phobolis is the playable Jungian Shadow Work of five quiet people who vanished at the end of the world, and have clawed their way back into existence with something from the other side they never wanted you to see. It could be like this. It could all be like this.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GCZ... I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic Insecure delusions I wanna feel the change consume me Feel the outside turning in I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured in

it's still my fucking year.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRyh... I was hired to make a horror game of my own choosing for Dreadx in 2020 and made an isometric housekeeping game. I knew I wanted the deaths to feel genuinely horrifying without actually being seen. I was inspired by this.

Today, remember our poor readers who are putting up with utterly unrealistic celebrity cameos, cartoon lore glut, outdated Simpsons irony, and the kind of edge only three freshly divorced middle age writers can come up with. (I'm looking at you) Do something cool. If only for the plot. Amen.

When i used to go to GDC and hang around moscone center, I felt far more uncomfortable and unsafe there than I did walking around the Tenderloin district or hanging out in the "rough' parts of Oakland or San Jose I got more out of random cigarette conversations with homeless people than visionaries

youtube.com/shorts/EGfTs... accurate re-enactment of starting the super-computer I bought in 2001 that had failing capacitors. You had to slap it to get it to boot.

nowhere now here

I'm queer and trans but I don't relate to much of the LGBT scene in the United States. I find it passive-aggressive, sex obsessed, and eager to make martyrs. I'm aggressive-aggressive, I don't fuck around, and I live. I'm not here for validation and back pats. I'm here for the whole. Damn. Thing.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsuH... when i say that i don't care it really means my engine's breaking down. The chisel chips my heart again The granite cracks beneath my skin I crumble into pieces on the ground

you cannot catch a this/that, the bird.

A wish is just an eloquent whine. Which is something we all do, but If you can't dare to grab at a wish and ride it through rocks and thorns, then all you're doing is wasting people's time by re describing a want you won't or can't chase. take. risks.

"it gets better" only matters to people who have a desire to see more.

I can't keep this up.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHXC... Focus on the solution. Not the problem.

crossfaded af learning how to fly kamikaze drones. this can't be good for me but nothing's good anymore, so i'm settling for fun.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=952r... so you're a masochist? well i'm a narcissist who doesn't want to go home with his heart broken.

When I was 24 I was a rat for a local body art studio. in it there were beautiful welding sculptures. All original, created by hand, by this incredible artist. He worked nonstop to get major recognition and faced rejection after rejection. The day he killed himself a journalist came looking.

People say that being alone isn't good for me without bothering to address the fact that everyone's just as miserable self absorbed and shitty as I am now. So, keep saying it if you need to. I'll act like it suddenly makes sense and you can feel like you did a good deed.

i want out i want out i want out i want out i want out i want out i want out i want out i want out

youtu.be/uye_34ISuJQ?... There is a game I play Try to make myself okay Tried so hard to make the pieces all fit Smash it apart, just for the fuck of it Gotta get back to the bottom. The big comedown, isn't that what You wanted?

our parents failed us. we were supposed to have a perfectly good nuclear apocalypse and they chickened out at the 11th hour. Do you feel cheated? because I wake up every day pretending I don't.

"honey, the roof guys are here"

Found out matt gafford pals around with the former creator of earthworm Jim and other alt-right defenders of "the island". Disappointment in old friends used to pain me, now it's just another Sunday.

I don't do side-projects, but sometimes I really, really think about a dream I had of Luftrausers meets Spectre VR

End of the month isn't a walk in the park if you work for yourself. if you tune into my stuff and like what I do, please consider helping me keep the lights on. paypal: [email protected]

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOXF... want one. want one now like... brain-damaging levels of want. ive been changed. and its for the worse.

I invaded a Microsoft Flight Sim server. They never knew what hit them. #DCS

like drinking coke from a pepsi can.

youtu.be/17_Lfsxflwg?... the NINoize remix of Vessel is the audio equivalent of an industrial night club in 2005 cross-faded on molly, absinthe and cocaine. An apocalyptic kind of sexuality.

2026 in a nutshell

Cross-faded on Tylenol and Shirley Temples.

The most erosive thing to happen to conservative voters has been implicitly trusting anyone with a GOP badge to be their ally. Most of them aren't even racist in the way their base wishes they were because it wasting spending money on one obsolete labor-base demographic for another.

JK Rowling wants people to care about how "nice" she is now. You know, after spending the past decade doing everything in her power to tell her queer-coded fan base their money wasn't good. If you get tired of victimizing people, then you have to get into running and hiding. That's how it goes.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bBU... Get in loser, we goin' Fred's.

a guy with the 1992 kid 'n play column of hair tried to throw shade on me for having crazy hair at a club once. I said at least mine finishes loading.

"BUT IT'S GOT TPM BRO" @microsoft.com Don't act like you hate the shame, you've worked so, so hard for it.

The rapidly growing distance from cis-masculine norms in my personal life has been eye-opening. It's not that straight people enjoy being cruel to one another, but having been in three major relationships as a cis male partner, I can say there's a social expectation for men to be talking dogs.