There are no qualms that I am open about my dreadful struggles with my mental health. I don't know if I will ever be okay but I do know the pinched nerve in my neck is causing debilitating problems that is also effecting my mental health greatly and I feel terrible about it.

Oh...feeling like I have the zoomies owo; Welp time to stream! See y'all soon! www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga...

GET INTO IT! Bumping up the art streams! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ Nail art this Sunday! #vtuber

Aw hell.. I feel the mental miasma encroaching and temping thoughts flooding.. On the positive, I'm currently severely infirmed and in too much agony to even think of acting on it so that's a positive, I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

There are so many reasons to quit. To give up and roll over. The drama, the stress, the bullshit. You wanna let all that weight just suppress you into inaction. But, never forget the following: To exist is an act of rebellion. So to those you want to outlive. Carry on.

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HEY !!!!!! YOU !!!!!!!!! 🗣️‼️👉 it's compliment-O-clock time :) WHAT is something u love about urself ........ could be what u do, appearance, ETC !!!!!!!!!!

Over 190,000 soundboards had been created by this single user profile and I made sure to specifically request the banning and removal of this user from the platform in my email. Unsure if this made a difference, but I'm glad it's over.

I miss when I didn't experience migraines, ocular pain, or feeling so ill that only laying still provides even some relief

I'd like to make meaningful art education content!!! There are a lot of people that have been discouraged or shamed throughout their art learning journey and I wanna be a positive resource and inspiration to them. I'd also like to make cool stuff with cool people 😎👏🔥

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I'm in too much agony to sleep.. Universe, please let this hell end or end me. I'm not picky.

Just an update: I've been made aware that the AI TTS of my voice was removed. However, 93 of my clips were uploaded for use on this soundboard site. I was put in touch with the webhost providers and gave them a detailed explanation of my digital copyright as well as links to all 93 affected clips.

Medicinal capsulated/pressed chemicals of regulation ingested. If this verbose phrasing is to your liking, then enjoy.

Welcome to the Kliff enjoyers club🐾 ∠( ᐛ 」∠) twitch.tv/bwaithin

Originally didn't intend to post this as it's not even a rough draft, more idea testing but it is amusing, hopefully. I need to get on with actually drawing the Peça character and enjoy that malcontent being pestered for once. Take care all, hope you have a nice week!

I share "You matter as you are, enough just being here, and worthy without having to change yourself" I'll repeat that a trillion times if I have to!! If you aren't causing yourself or others' problems, then you should not have to feel shamed for being splendid as you are.

I miss the days when crippling debilitating pain was a strange acquaintance rather than the badgering unwanted tagalong best friend it has forced become. My life is abysmal miserable, and it was great great before this

How I made my waving emote! #live2d #vtuber

I haven't posted a pic of Luna in a bit. Look, is smol babushka

Hey coffee 𝖺̶𝖽̶𝖽̶𝗂̶𝖼̶𝗍̶𝗌̶ lovers, you have a new defensive talking point.

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Saw a cool post on the unfortunate dead bird site. Of course but unfortunately, creamans don't really do more than exist. Without a doubt Kay would've been into it and I'd happily doing all I could to promote her incredible creativity and humor but alas, life is cruel and merciless. c'est la vie

They need more answers!! (Me too which js why I'm reposting it, shhh)

Lets talk about it. I went to support a new mutual that I adore and they are collabing but I am banned from their guest's channel so I cant chat. (i dont know them) It happens. Sucks I cant engage but I am not entitled to be there. ♥ I hope they have a great stream. THIS IS HOW YOU HANDLE IT

This may explain a lot about many things.

In horrible agony.. I can't think clearly, I can barely move, constant agonizing pain. Life currently is abysmal hell..

Marzanna is just a epic cool person.

TIME TO GET SILLY AND MAYBE A LIL CHEESY! www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga...

I feel maybe lesser part to why I constantly want to be supportive or encouraging to others is so for once I can believe the same about myself of the kind things I tell others..

it's gonna get really cheesy here :3c Yapping and finally checking out "Mouse: P.I. For Hire" later~ Come in if you just need a place to lurk while you work and/or chill! owo www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga...

Pinched nerve in neck feels like brain is frying.. don't know if I can make it to Friday

A BLACKOUT & GONNA TOUCH MOLD?! YIPEE~ More "Look Outside" Come chill & hang w/ us! www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga...

>>> ... >>> Today we're starting Alan Wake and all I really know about it is that it's in the same universe as Control, probably? And it involves writing! Come watch me probably freak out a lot~ www.twitch.tv/gizmoartifice #vtuber #vsky #vcanada #twitch

NEW JOB STARTS TOMORROW! Come and say hi today as idk what my new stream schedule will become, but it will def be changing! <3 Would love to see you Cutie Beans! LIVE NOW! twitch.tv/redfury9 #red #goblin #vivacious #mothman #twitch #twithtv #twitchstreamer #smallstreamer #promisemascotagency #pma

WE GOTTA GO DEEPER! Yapping & more more exploring "Look Outside" so I'll see y'all soon! www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga...

Today would have been Kay's birthday.. I tried adjust some settings to go online but it just burnt out my energy. I feel so exhausted.. I wish I could not care and be selfish to finally feel peace..

These being two of my major personality moods says something, I don't know what, but it's something.

More followers and fans for the epic cosmic witch. triacosmicgarden.carrd.co www.twitch.tv/triacosmicga... www.youtube.com/@TriaCosmicg...

@mujinofficial.bsky.social a lovely and fun person that enjoys your detailed investigative journalism (the high quality stuff from decade ago) grade content.

You matter as you are, enough just being here, and worthy without having to change yourself

I finally filled all the base emote slots Twitch gives. I had so much fun with all these and can't wait to see them get used.

The madness is imperious. It is baffling. It is cunning; most of all it is patient Waiting for its moment to consume..

1 yr anniversary of Promised Mascot Agency! Praise the Grand Queen Pinky! LIVE NOW! twitch.tv/redfury9 #red #goblin #vivacious #mothman #twitch #twithtv #twitchstreamer #smallstreamer #promisedmascotagency #pma #queenpinky #1yranniversary

Luna saw the last thing in your media gallery, what is it?

I had thought the initial flare-up a few years ago of the pinched nerve in my c-spine was the worst pain but nope a flare-up mixed with the still undiagnosed neurological symptoms is excruciating agony. Spine epidural not for two more weeks.. Picture by me, unrelated.