YAY I JUST GOT OUT OF MY INTERVIEW I WAS SO NERVOUS i am really bad at anything public speaking adjacent and i feel like i rambled too much but.... i am hopeful.......

YAY I MIGHT HAVE AN INTERVIEW FOR A PART TIME OVERNIGHT JOB IM SO EXCITED BUT IM ALSO SO NERVOYS

my pompom....... my awful sour bitter lemon pudding.....

bwehhh :p

guyese.... if i lock in i might reach 2300xp tc this season..... it would be my all time high ever omg.......... i want it so bad....

hrrgrjgh i wanna post my kofi but im so scared no one will see it/be interested and then ill just be embarrassed auuuu auuuu auuuuuuuu

ive been thinking abt changing annemonie lore.... making them a college student or smthn like tht but like what do people even go to college for.... what would someone like Annemonie go to college for hmmm hm

i kinda wanna try like pickups and sendou q and stuff but im so like.... ;w; idk......... ive been in such a social funk lately i feel like i wouldnt make a good impression on ppl but i really want to like... grind and stuff i dunno im just in a slump i think i feel so lost

low level and carried by mechanics that r carried by machine hitbox yayyy ♡ i love not thinking and just trying to mech diff everyone yayyy its so fun ♡

sloshibg machine wants killer wail she told me i need to get this message to nintendo asap

basically that entire arc in utena

i love utena so much esp rewatching it with like a fully developed adult brain but ggshbhakl its so hard to watch the last stretch of episodes dude akio is so vile i want a firing squad on this man NOW

annemonie depression compilation

i need to project my mental illnesses onto annemonie so i can be free i need annemonie to be goob and offputtingly awkward and be bad at talking to people and be really bad at making friendly conversation

i like my art :3 i like my characters and i like their designs and they all have their own special places in my heart.... i realised tho all of them r like failures i need to have One (1) competent oc i think that isnt a total idiot

yellow :3

my sticker idea #myidea #mysticker #mystickerIdea

I NEED TO DRAW I WANNA MAKE ANNEMONIE STICKERS FOR NOVA i need to come up with something tho i have no ideas.... smthn smthn dying without cooler smthn smthn not thirsty + feeding

if senrei got sick i think he would end up killing himself on accident like... overexertion... get reaaaally lightheaded all of a sudden while hes carrying smthn big and heavy and get squish like a bug fjskjxk

hmmmm tomorrow will be my one sopping wet day this week me thinks

i need to draw annemonie with cat ears and then bristling like a cat and doing the funny cat thing where theyre shaped like n and i had a dream where they were wearing a collar on the beach like a dog and honestly..... yeah cjskjcsk leashed like a rabid dog

oh no the illnesses are setting in..... D:

IM SO PINK TODAY i didnt take any pictures of my outfit so look at my dogs

im so nervous abt tomorrow ;w; ive never been to a lan before and im so awkward and quiet eeuufhfhhjghhjh i know it will at worse be fine and at best itll be really fun (most likely) but... i do not like the unknown..... >:

YELLOW THING JUMPSCARE WHEN I OPENED MY FIREFOX AHHHHH

they should make a version of sleep where u become rested from staying up all night and playing video games :3

guy who keeps smashing eggs in his hand instead of tapping them on the counter bc its more convenient

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i dont like the bg color i liked the light bg more but yhe smooooooke wehhh D:

i had vanilla mugcake with honey and now im normal again :3

my mimis :3

guy who named themself after an anime character: wait why is this anime character just like me

silly au doodle of @koibuoy's oc (right) and mine (left) :3

the developments.... i am rotating him in my mind more seriously...

i think this year... i need to do more stuff im scared of and be more annoying and fail a lot 3:< and work on not being so hard on myself... and thinking and dwelling on the past... and figuring out more stuff that i actually like to do

I NEED TO GET TO SHB IVE HAD ENOUGJ OF HW

hmmm what if i resume my quest to be the number one sloshing machine user in the world >:o (based on love not skill!!!!!!!!)

MERRY SENMAS :D

senrei picking up all his friends and giving them big strong bear hugs and punching their shoulders when he laughs and covering his mouth.... being a huge acts of service guy and willing to do anything for ppl at the drop of a hat no matter how stupid or dangerous.... i wub him.......

it just took me like 5 hours to replace 5 slats on my blinds :'''3 and i accidently put some of them in backwards but i am NOT fixing it gjskcjsk

ytp voice MAH BOY

i need plugins to be updated so i dont have to look at skinny senrei anymore ):

DONT FLOUNDER IS ONLY LIKE max 2 hours away from my house i think i actually have to go to this one >:O

i think itd be really funny if senrei had a little bit of a temper but hes always V(^_^)V so its really hard to tell hehehe scary angry smiler... i wanna draw it so bad

senrei from a few days ago i couldnt stop thinking abt the nicorinpana magazine art :'3

i like to imagine senrei being really good at catching small critters like anoles and cicadas and fireflies :3 guy who could/would pick up a roach and be V(^7^)V <- his horns >:3

at first i was kind of upset wheny therapist called me weird (autistic (in a really roundabout way)) :'3 but i think it actually feels kind of like. reassuring in a way.. i dont have to try so hard to like.. mask and stuff if its going to be obvious im weird either way vjskchsk