If I die due to the lack of access to resources - it's not simply due to the violence of the state, medical industrial complex, psych & mental health industrial complex, etc.-

Hey ya'll - as the empire continues to further expand and enact their genocidal intent - I want to share that despite my chronic suicidal ideation, I have no intent to attempt or complete suicide.

DESPITE CHRONIC SUICIDAL IDEATION, I WILL NOT ATTEMPT NOR COMPLETE SUICIDE. IF I DIE AND IT'S CLAIMED THAT IT WAS SUICIDE, IT'S A LIE. I CONTINUE TO LIVE OUT OF SPITE TO OUTLIVE EMPIRE AND TO BE A PART OF AND TO BEAR WITNESS TO THE LIBERATION OF THE OPPRESSED.

Hi! I'm devi, the chthonic companion and I'm a queer, agender, severely & multiply disabled, chronically ill, mad, AuDHD, crip Malayali who is a parent to two amazing human children.

I have news to share and if it makes you uncomfortable, I am open to having a discussion. However, if you hold judgement, unable to hold possibilities and hold harmful thoughts, beliefs, and values - then we are not aligned and we cannot be in community or relationship with each other.

Oh, my goodness. I finally completed the first module! 🫶🏾 🌻 🔆 🙌🏾 🤩 "Hello suja, Congratulations! You've just completed Module 1, Infant Anatomy and Development! This is an important step in your journey, as you gain vital foundational skills and knowledge for your future in lactation support."

It’s Giving Tuesday and I ask you to consider redirecting financial resources to those who are in need of direct and mutual aid. VENMO: strelitzia-at-daybreak CASHAPP: strelitziaatdaybreak PAYPAL: magicandsword If you are also in need of aid, then please share the information on this post.

Instead of giving your funds to major corporations that are committed to harm and violence through wealth hoarding, minimum wage, unjust practices, environmental violence, etc., please instead commit to sending funds to those who are in need of mutual and/or direct aid.

It's highly concerning to me that birthwork is very much cis, hetero, able-bodied, sane-minded, and white-centered - whether it's the birthworkers or the people who have access to care and support from birthworkers.

Hi! Can anyone connect me with a #midwife and an #IBCLC - International Board Certified Lactation Consultant - for apprenticeship and mentorship in Philadelphia, PA?

I want an explanation for how and why I'm experiencing the such severe intensity in symptoms occurring in my mind and body. I have ideas for why, but these ideas may just be speculations. 😮‍💨

Today is another day where I feel like I cannot keep going as a person living with severe disabilities and chronic illnesses. The cognitive dysfunctioning contributes to intense fog and I also have intense fatigue. I'm incredibly uncomfortable in my body.

Are there folks calling out Zohran Mamdani for co-opting Sylvia Riveria's labor for trans liberation in order to further his own agenda to become an agent of the state via political power?

Hey ya'll! For this week, we need to aim for 1000 in order to pay for - car repairs, transportation until the car is repaired, and for the digital copies of textbooks for my #ibclc course. Please consider sharing this ask around.

Hey ya'll! For this week, we need to aim for 1000 in order to pay for - car repairs, transportation until the car is repaired, and for the digital copies of textbooks for my #ibclc course. Please consider sharing this ask around.

Hello! I'm devi, the chthonic doula! I'm a multiply disabled, chronically ill, predominately bed- and housebound trans, queer, agender Malayali who is also an ambulatory wheelchair and rollator user.

CHRONICALLY ILL, SEVERELY & MULTIPLY DISABLED, PREDOMINATELY BED- & HOUSEBOUND MAD, AUDHD, CRIP QUEER AGENDER MALAYALI MOTHER & STUDENT URGENTLY NEEDS ONGOING COMMUNITY CARE VM: strelitzia-at-daybreak CA: strelitziaatdaybreak PP: magicandsword

PLEASE CONSIDER SUPPORTING A KOREAN & MALAYALI FAMILY WITH ONGOING COMMUNITY CARE SO THEY REMAIN HOUSED AND AVOID FORECLOSURE V: strelitzia-at-daybreak C: strelitziaatdaybreak PP: magicandsword

I was discharged in the morning and I'm very much grateful to be home! The ER doctor did listen - the annoying part was him placing more value on the feelings of doctors who are unable to successfully manage and treat patients with complex symptoms - such as myself.

I've been patiently waiting in the Penn Presbyterian ER since 9:16pm and about 30 minutes ago, I asked my spouse to help me use the bathroom because I'm a mobility device user and a fall risk.

I usually have little to no compassion for people who are some type of healthcare worker when they themselves hold significant power and influence in the care of multiply marginalized people who are also severely disabled.

I'm holding myself and my wounded parts with grace, softness, tenderness, sorrow, grief, and anger as I reflect on what my sister expressed to me.

HOW DOES RACISM AND BIAS SHOW UP IN END OF LIFE CARE, AND, CONSIDERING THAT, WHAT MIGHT YOUR ROLE BE AS A DEATH DOULA? - a post I made for the Village Deathcare community

DEATH & DYING IS POLITICAL - a post I made for the Village Deathcare community It is my very much my thought, value, and understanding that death and dying is political.

😮‍💨 [sigh emoji] I want to emphasize how unmanaged chronic pain is detrimental not only to one's physical well-being, but also to their mental, emotional, and spiritual well-being.

I'm feeling extra concussed from what feels like adrenaline dumps due to #dysautonomia and also from having intensified symptoms due to having severe #myalgicencephalomyelitis and #LongCovid. I feel extra awful today.