saw dead zone with some friends today

waitress: could i get you anything to drink? me: yeah uhhhh can i get the noncon pepsi

i think im gonna solo queue a hero shooter and instalock a bottom tier support as a form of self harm

20 job apps sent no offers and two times i was stood up for a scheduled interview

cut again #balluptop

this good right

several oomfs texting me about how great their lives are going like i didnt try offing myself last night

im like if a costco hot dog was a person. very cheap + easy, probably less meat than you were expecting, but serviceable

i got some nice photos of the lake the other night, so i'll post another

i'll regret letting both our hearts die

there is no easier way to get me to stop being depressed than to show me this video. straight up if i was gonna kill myself i would stop if i was sent this video

is it natural to feel like im lost in my own life? i feel like im just being jerked around by the powers that be and regardless of the effort i put in or the tears i cry im just back at square zero once i try to prioritize myself

im gonna get crossfaded and see if any pretty women at the bar wanna pay me a tenner to punch me in the mouth as hard as they can

do you remember what she was wearing that night?

hospital again

"can you explain this gap in your resume" yeah. fuckin bitches. gettin money. moneys all gone now though so i need more. to fuck more bitches

im scared of going under for surgery what if they touch on me and are like lol her cock is huge everyone look at it. thatd be terrible i dont want them to know about my huge cock

explain your @: granblue song youtu.be/a5tBdv2_h6s?...

heartbreaking: the twinkish body i had been envisioning since 2023 has been shattered because my thighs and arms are too fucking muscular

hark, fair maiden! i am a knight of the kingdom of meet n' fuck!

nobody told me being a parent would be this difficult. my 6 year old son braelynn is going through a rastafarian phase and i dont know how to tell him it needs to stop

i can't believe i share an earth with some of these people

had a really damn good day save for the whole "hey you gotta get $3k surgery" thing. had a little date, worked out, walked a hell of a lot. hit a lotta goals just for one day! didn't really see myself being so positive lately

i'm going to torture myself