I wanna be a witch.. please? throne.com/shadzy

The issue with having an oc that is hard to draw is that if I want a specific drawing of her, I'd have to do it myself I would love to have some really creepy art of shadzy but I already have several drawings to complete -.-

anyway, fully settled back home and back to business now with the new addition of the tarot inspired cards! vgen.co/Shadzys_Art/...

Good morning my bluesky lovelies 💜 Today is my birthday, yippie!!

Hmm... what if I set up a shopping fund... I'm broke and might not get monetary aid, I just want pretty clothes :(

I just wanna go shopping for pretty goth clothes man, I just wanna feel pretty and I just wanna have a reason to put energy into getting out of bed and getting dressed

The set of dreams I had last night still unsettle me, man, how come a dream manages to be worse than an actual nightmare The eyes, oh god all the eyes, and it was all so real despite my aphantasia, I can still feel how it felt to touch an eye And the hollow hands... I can still feel the holes...

I love getting bad news on my vacation... ...anyway, anyone want a marmot?

Wife secured-

Closing my comms as I will be away for 3 weeks starting friday I really need some peace and quiet in the mountains, lets hope this year it will go smoother Also am hoping I will have stuff to announce when I get home

Okay I can now post the good news I have. While on vacation last week, my beloved @celkat.bsky.social proposed to me. BearKat is official baby!!!

✨Newspost✨ The winning team of Art Fight's 2025 event has been announced! CONGRATULATIONS!! We hope you all had a fantastic year! artfight.net/news/105.art...

Life kinda happened, so sadly wasn't able to really do art fight as much as I really wanted this year... But Im still fully dedicated to finishing all the art I started back in July! Starting with @shadzys-art.bsky.social!!

now that I've returned to drawing for myself.. how am I supposed to draw, to design something that stands above everything? that shapes our very reality by their existence, their thoughts, that should be unfathomable, yet chooses to be perceivable with a form that is pure yet terrifying beauty? how?

first year I actually joined artfight, I had a lot of fun! did a lot attacks but I think these are my favourites- do you agree? #sharemyattack2025 #artfight

first year I actually joined artfight, I had a lot of fun! did a lot attacks but I think these are my favourites- do you agree? #sharemyattack2025 #artfight

aaaand last 2 of this artfight, done 32 total, I am tired now #artfight

i’m gonna stop being lazy and just post all my attacks at once 😅 here u go guys #artfight2025

I am back on schedule, I think #artfight

we follow up on my madness with the next batch for #artfight

one of the many things that happened on yesterday's stream: youtube.com/shorts/vTxoI...

I am free from my nearly 8 hours of streaming to show you the latest batch #artfight

[LIVE] I need to get back on schedule for #artfight www.twitch.tv/shadzys_art youtu.be/iNqR0pseJUc

Some artfight attacks I've done today for @shadzys-art.bsky.social and @therosecleric.bsky.social #RazzdazzArt #Artfight #Artfight2025

god all the appointments got me tired so now I'm behind on my "schedule" #artfight

"don't cry for me" WIP 1

tonight is... one of those nights.

would anyone be interested in custom tarot inspired card commissions?

oops forgot to post them yesterday #artfight

[LIVE] fighting the artfight! www.twitch.tv/shadzys_art youtu.be/OtckV4p6PhU

and also, here's Scarlett, the black magic witch that inhabits my animal crossing island

also since I added her to my artfight character list.. meet Fate, the spirit god scythe Shadzy wields-

I'm starting to run out of steam a bit, but oh well #artfight

took a bit of a break but still going #artfight

I'm tired man..

picked out some very pretty women for this set #artfight

I have confirmation that the disability aid rejection is uh, to put it bluntly, fucking bullshit, and we will be fighting it But man, please don't give me this hope just to take it away again Please

preview for my next attack of course if there ever was anything that'd make me relearn drawing human faces it would be all these drop dead gorgeous women "respectfully, I'd let her kill me" -me, an ace person

yeah idk man wtf i tried to say here youtube.com/shorts/5GC8W...

went all out just because I could #artfight

please just attack me on artfight... I swear my ocs aren't that bad, are they really that bad? is that why? is that why I'm getting like no attacks or revenges? I don't know...

team fossils are you really going to let me have these battle stats? really? #artfight artfight.net/~Shadzys-Art

took a bit of a break, but onwards we go

anyway if you want to cheer me up, attack me on artfight I guess artfight.net/~Shadzys-Art

I'm devastated I mean, this is the outcome that I should've expected, but it still really fucking hurts and Idk what to do... All of this effort and waiting just to be rejected, so now I won't be getting monetary aid Why did I expect anything to go right for once...

lmao the difference, anyway another 2 done

a bit simpler but still going

Recently I've been really struggling mentally Over the past year I've been having to come to terms with likely having some form of chronic fatigue illness because of (long) covid, but due to still being on a waiting list for a diagnosis or treatment, I often feel like I'm just a fraud. +

another 2 done

also got whatever happened here as a short: youtube.com/shorts/cHw7f...