Ere the end ♥️

Pace is the trick

I've seen love And I follow the speed in the starlight

July

Where I end and you begin.

Go for it >:3c

Redrew something that dakoten did recently, super hot I couldn’t resist. Need to get better at drawing bondage uwu

Okay I had some ice cream and slept a lot I’m over it.

Try as I may I’m just not special to anybody like that. I was once, years ago. How have I not made even one deep connection since? Feels like I’ll never get back up to the top of the mountain where everyone else is. Always almost good enough, always.

can’t keep watching people I love express so much love for others that they don’t have for me, it’s unhealthy. I don’t get it, we’ve shared so much but they can’t see me that way. but I see them longing for others, expressing want for others. There is no want for me. What do some have that I don’t?

Dreadful sorry, clementine.

I had like a whole week where I felt fairly happy and normal. It’s of course gone now, I’m back to just sinking deeper and deeper into an endless black void. But I proved I can still do something like that. That’s gotta be a good sign.

iPad doesn’t charge anymore, no art for a while. Have to wait until I have enough money to fix it, or god forbid, buy a new one. I don’t really have enough for either right now. Sorry.

Stream doodle

Stream doodle

Needy slut

Slut

Don’t pull so hard! >.<

Breed, yes? Breed, yes? Breed, yes?

Every time they update the Bluesky app icon it gets fucking uglier

Holotype

Best size of prey is when they’re just big enough to fuck your prostate while your colon sucks on their face :3 the best prey are the ones that make out with my bowels 💜💜💜

Pics taken seconds before @angiespangie.bsky.social disappears for at least a week X) 💜💜💜

What? Of course you’re going in!

Friends: 0 Zippa with teefs behind it: 1

Kal update: I own a dress now. I still feel hollow.

Whoring myself out for crumbs of affection 🥰🥰🥰

I’m just trying to sleep

Nothingness engine

It hurts so much seeing someone you love giving another something so sacred, something you were never worthy of. How long will it be like this???

Worst part about hanging out in public is trying to keep it low-key

Couldn’t find a way to shrink this down and draw the rest of me without it looking terrible so just imagine the rest of me, or at least the rest of my ass, like right here

Hunters!

Optimal method for holding your cat bat dog for breeding :) poor thing

Hey guys check out my new outfi-

Sunday, the morning after.

Blegh, sorry I just wanna be special to someone. There’s just that level I’m not worthy of yet, I’m not special enough to anyone for that. It eats at me man.

I dreamt I was with my friends last night, this guy I love more than anyone, some mutuals, even my ex who won’t talk to me anymore. We were in a field, I think we were looking for something. It was so nice being with them after how bad yesterday was. It was so nice.

Today was one of the worst days of my life. Every time you think you’re at the bottom of the pit you find it goes so much more hopelessly deeper. Fuck.

Here’s a lil work in progress, doing a Frank frazetta study!

All the things he used to say to me, he saves it for others now. He won’t even reciprocate when I try. I think It was always gonna turn out like this, but I let myself think it’d be different this time -w- stupid

Reminders that he can’t say he loves me anymore 💜

Come inside ^^ I insist!

It’s the first day of October and I’ve already been haunted!!! Fuck!!

All my friends have someone they’re super close and intimate with, for some it’s their partner for others it’s just someone special. I wanna be special to someone like that. Every time I try, I get pushed away, it sucks.

October begins and now we have to deal with the ghost hands again

Girl why you so limbs

Sedna