I really do believe that everyone will leave me eventually. Sometimes I run test trials, I just isolate and see if anybody notices. I’ve never thought about why I do that before now. I think I’m preparing, that’s probably why I do it.

I have some art I haven’t posted, it’s just so much work

When he told me he didn’t want me I thought he didn’t love me anymore. Back then I had no idea how much I still had to lose, no idea how lucky I was. others have taken everything I had, they’ve got even more than I had actually. And no matter what I try, I can’t get back there anymore. This is it.

Birthday vore art for kitty friend :3

Everybody replaces you eventually 🍃

Ever out-valued

My lioness

Needy cat-bat-dog might as well do something a lil romantic for the day

Unrequited always

Happy pain and suffering day to all my pain and suffering enjoyers 😎

Zone of avoidance

Still beating

before you show me how much I’ll never have again, just erase me.

Smoldering

This stupid bullshit I desire every day

I had a dream in which the person I love most, at last, loved me in return. But in a dream just before that the greatest love i have known, one that does not even speak with me or think of me anymore, had found someone else, someone who’s always been there. All my wires are crossed man

Ere the end ♥️

Pace is the trick

I've seen love And I follow the speed in the starlight

July

Where I end and you begin.

Go for it >:3c

Redrew something that dakoten did recently, super hot I couldn’t resist. Need to get better at drawing bondage uwu

Okay I had some ice cream and slept a lot I’m over it.

Try as I may I’m just not special to anybody like that. I was once, years ago. How have I not made even one deep connection since? Feels like I’ll never get back up to the top of the mountain where everyone else is. Always almost good enough, always.

can’t keep watching people I love express so much love for others that they don’t have for me, it’s unhealthy. I don’t get it, we’ve shared so much but they can’t see me that way. but I see them longing for others, expressing want for others. There is no want for me. What do some have that I don’t?

Dreadful sorry, clementine.

I had like a whole week where I felt fairly happy and normal. It’s of course gone now, I’m back to just sinking deeper and deeper into an endless black void. But I proved I can still do something like that. That’s gotta be a good sign.

iPad doesn’t charge anymore, no art for a while. Have to wait until I have enough money to fix it, or god forbid, buy a new one. I don’t really have enough for either right now. Sorry.

Stream doodle

Stream doodle

Needy slut

Slut

Don’t pull so hard! >.<

Breed, yes? Breed, yes? Breed, yes?

Every time they update the Bluesky app icon it gets fucking uglier

Holotype

Best size of prey is when they’re just big enough to fuck your prostate while your colon sucks on their face :3 the best prey are the ones that make out with my bowels 💜💜💜

Pics taken seconds before @angiespangie.bsky.social disappears for at least a week X) 💜💜💜

What? Of course you’re going in!

Friends: 0 Zippa with teefs behind it: 1

Kal update: I own a dress now. I still feel hollow.

Whoring myself out for crumbs of affection 🥰🥰🥰

I’m just trying to sleep

Nothingness engine

It hurts so much seeing someone you love giving another something so sacred, something you were never worthy of. How long will it be like this???

Worst part about hanging out in public is trying to keep it low-key

Couldn’t find a way to shrink this down and draw the rest of me without it looking terrible so just imagine the rest of me, or at least the rest of my ass, like right here

Hunters!