Have been wanting to post that I've been feeling better mentally but never did because I feel like I'd just jinx myself lmao Altough I was in a bit of a slump during January.... Eh idk, this all might be the 2 am coffee talking.

Im getting those intense urges to work on something at midnight again, but this time with art. Is this what healing feels like? And like, this form of obsession can be seen as walking the same path towards burning out and becoming nothing but white ash. But I'm enjoying it right now

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one day ill lock in enough to be able to actually finish a piece

l8r 1 & l8r 2

more random shit

practice

cold update, my nose hurts

more

skuh

The growl I did when coughing just now... The dawg in me... Wants pho

1 million skatches my throat hurts less

i think i will download tiktok. ill report on the state of my dogshit feed in a week

Lmao my headphones leaks like crazy Fuck...

Fuck you, imma start to retweet my goods. I'm a whore and my boobs need to be seen

skecs

eh

bah

red

skehs

random shit

Why am I digging around for memories I've repressed and tying them to behaviours instead of SLEEEEPING

skecs

buh.....

guhhhh almost everything im drawing is facing left

eh

bah

Is it bad that I'm so much of a stick that I can use my body as reference for drawing like most landmarks and superficial muscles

red

every time i go on some artistic tangent, or some shit, i always get bumfucked scared of like forgetting everything ive ever known or done. and like, thats not happening. be free, do what you want

skehs

random shit

Can't wait to start painting traditionally again next week. It's been soooo long. It'll mostly be portraits and landscape to start with, but some solo projects later. Thinking about doing one of the "self portrait" ideas I had last year

Fuck that little bitch in your head telling you what you can or can't post. Stop trying to be a corporation.

I have been falling asleep every day at around 2pm and nap for like 2 hours and it's been RUINING my days I just wake up completely groggy and fuck faced and it takes me hours to do shit.....

I'm on a tangent again + a 10 week commitment Here is someone else's sketch I copied

quick shower thought question how do you (((you))) approach thinking. is it like an internal monologue or an internal dialogue... or is it just complete silence.

mby l8r

apple 2

anyway... coffe bad for hear t :( even if it is like just a one time thing due to sleep. the anxiety pang is just sooo fucking annoying

I CANT WRITE ANYTHING IN BROKEN ENGLISH WITHOUT A 4K PICTURE OF JEFFERY FUCKING EPSTINE BEAMED STRAIGHT IN TO MY GHEAD!! FUCK MY LIFE MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN

appul

buh blub

not much of a fantasy person, but are goblins green midgets, fucked up sphynx cats, or fucked up pigs? or is it a three way graph between 5'11 shrek, cute thing, and pig

something is causing csps inputs to hang for a second, its driving me insane i dont know if its my fuck ass keyboard, driver issues, windows, or the program itself. grr

blah bluh

just me or does this piece taste like candy, like a warhead or a sourpatch kid

value pracdeez nah

that fuck ass buh