Happy new yarr from Central Europe I'd this year sucks cock make it your bitch. PUT IT DOWN. As for me, I'll get better,that's it,and maybe draw more porn

I really have to get better at mixing up what I'm practicing during the day.

random assortment of shit

dawgs

buh, redo later i guess

dumb bots

i swear to god, everthing i draw is at a fucking angle my muscle memory has scoliosis or something, or brain... or i might have the osis

The outside smells really good when it's cold

I have like idk 6 or more pieces I'm working on, and like im stuck with some dumb shit on each and every one of them. The "???????" phase is beating my fucking ass hole whole ough....

quicky

junk

My death grip is exploding my hand

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buh...

hair stuff

random shjit

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I want to do shit, but I'm too tired and I'm just feeling restless because of it. It's pissing me off

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also this

Oh right I forgot another complaint thing because I'm very complainy today. My fucking huion inspiroy 2 doesn't support pen tilt. Or atleast the pen doesn't. I was going to try make brush that goes from chisel point to a wide and flat one depending the tilt. But nope.

I honestly don't know why I ping pong between traditional and digital every month. Would be smart to do both, like at the same time...

Maaaaan, family thing ended daily sketching streak. Oh well, wine and redbull is an alright combo.

This is kind of weird to ask, me and my pal have had horrendous luck lately and I'm running out of HRT. I only need to get 60€ by the end of the month for things to transition smoothly, so maybe folks can help me out a lil, even just sharing is really appreciated. thelivelyire.carrd.co

Last time I'll mention this, but i think I can handle caffeine again like I used to. Doesn't mean I'll go for 3 a day again, but yeah. Was just death anxiety that spun a bit out of control.

4 l8r

Something while I'm doing schizo stuff

i have a trillion tabs open and one of them is making a ding sound :

why is the polish mcdonalds site appealing to 2000s nostalgia. like why cant we be this based...... idc if im soyboying and reddit maxing rn, i want MY nostalgia represented

jesus, youtube autoplaying a windows 96 album sent me back 5 years. man time really i moving quicker... epic

im once again attempting something i can barely create

idk

honestly whatever happend yesterday fixed me (this is not me insinuating that i will drink every day. or week, or whatever. just that im feeling mentally a lot better)

stuff

value studies?

idk other things

value studies?

I got mad over my inaction

eh

maaaan, i was asleep for a bit too long and ive been having this stupid penis headache all day. fuck my chungus life

BLEH, it just feels like a wall has been put infront of me i have things i want to do, but i cant do anything dont know if its just a flash case of anhedonia or something else

thinbg

heads up i guess. as im going through a phase of major experimenation of artstyle and subject i will be doing more explicit stuff. so uh, be aware of that or smthng

boobs are neat, but i should learn to draw boobs of men (balls and penit

sketches modified a pastel brush to react in some way to pressure sens