know nothing about hrtzwav but after seeing them on music shows for a couple weeks there is always one guy that has 3x the energy of everyone else

got out of costco only spending $30 thats gotta be a world record

felix mocking my poor financial decisions

waiting for my bf to come home with my ice cream

watching inkigayo and what exactly do young posse mean by "lit and wet"

having sensitive skin sucks wdym i put a bandaid on a wound just to get a new wound from the bandaid itself

my delivery addiction is so bad i burned through like $75 in my first week here

summer 127 is def in my top 10 kpop songs its just so good

the zero sugar options in korea are so far ahead of the us its crazy

just realized that the scent of flonase is totally a perfume i would wear

whoever said this is very sweet and i truly believe blue is the best color

did not realize my preference for blue was this bad until i hung up all my clothes

listening to the love and letter repackage album while on the bus looking at the cherry blossoms this is basically what 2017 laine was manifesting

these were from our walk to the supermarket last night!

i shouldve known that my guava monster had leaked when i was like huh why is there a pink residue on the outside of only one of my suitcases.... thats odd...

i had such grand plans for today but i severely underestimated how tired i'd be so we are doing them tomorrow instead 🙏🙏🙏

didnt even last a full day without ordering boba

officially in koreaaaaa

finally on the ground the plane wifi didnt work at alllll

finally on my planeee

man why do i smell round table pizza dont make me hungry while sitting at my gate

shifted my leg and immediately got a cramp and had to fight through it bc im too embarrassed to suddenly stand up and walk it off omg

im already so uncomfortable bc ive been sitting for most of the last 7 hours and im not even on the plane yet

i see my plane pulling up i wonder what they do for the hour and a half before boarding

trying not to drink too much water so i dont have to pee during my flight but i keep getting the worst dry mouth and throat feeling why nowwww

somebody said the lyrics of candy match mark leaving but that would mean he changes his mind and comes back

waiting at A gate but not sure its MY gate

san francisco is always so prettyyyyy

now why does it feel warm in san francisco thats so unusual

my mom turning her nose up at sticker but dancing in her seat to tap and shalala is so funny to me

on the way to the airportttt

so.... tired....

last american sleep until julyyyy

every dance challenge i see from k is always sooooo good

i really dont think manon is coming back bc why did the korea herald update their article from saying shes performing at coachella to saying it remains unclear 😭 this has been so messy from the start

i think all of my stuff fits in my suitcases so lets pray they're not overweight 🙏🙏🙏

i wasnt wrong but who tf is dakota

this is really the end of a kpop era for me like i started listening in 2017 and a lot of those early nct songs are so deeply nostalgic to me and of course mark is prominent in all of them 😭 ik him leaving isnt purely a negative thing but the passing of time really sucks

this is such a rollercoaster of a paragraph

"you wont be able to see nct 127 with mark for a while" so youre telling me theres a chance???

just walked in on my dog peeing and we made eye contact this is surprisingly awkward

just had a silly thought of maybe his spiderman activities are interfering with his idol schedules too much

i just feel like whatever mark wants to do sm should have been able to accommodate it like thats mark

i will say that marks letter was amazingly written like its clear that he couldnt say everything he wanted to but he really tried

lets all cry to the cherry bomb ep and mourn 2017 kpop

idk im choosing to believe mark is setting out on some path for justice and freedom from sm

and i just know my moms first question is gonna be "what about him and yuta??"

if i was a sm trainee rn i might be fleeing in the middle of the night like imagine seeing one of the hardest working employees in the company leaving all disgruntled when youre waiting for your job interview

the way mark has been working so incredibly hard for sm for alllll these years i cant imagine how disrespected he would feel if they werent willing to work with him on whatever the issue was 😭 he sounded very frustrated in his letter this is just crazy

this really shouldnt be surprising in theory bc sm sucks soooo bad but i think the difference is him not staying in nct when other sm idols manage to continue with their groups under other companies