In living a life with nothing to lose, I lose everything I stand to gain.

why

just another one of those days where you feel helpless and useless and invisible and like nothing you do will matter because no matter what other people think of you for some reason you can't manage to find a single reason to love yourself so most days, basically

I'm late but I'm live now playing Night in the Woods for VTubers Against ICE! www.twitch.tv/candiedcalico #VTvsICE #vtuber #nokings

just wanna be held, y'know? 🤍

been quiet on the streaming front and also on the writing front for a while. i think i'm burnt out 😭

tonight i'll continue playing yakuza 0 on stream, but this time i'll be drinking some booze :3

i'm live, streaming yakuza 0! gonna play through legend difficulty again since the dumb achievement didn't unlock when i played off stream. this must be a sign! www.twitch.tv/neonyricey

why tf are us stocks looking like my weight loss journey 😭

if you're reading this, you are beautiful 🥰

i think i'll stream supermarket sim today or tomorrow, haven't decided yet :3

can i stay at 69 followers please? it's really funny to me

i'm gonna edge this sentence so har

cock

Breakthrough... Impending manic elation What a beautiful day~

had to get the bad thoughts out to see past it and into hope again. today is just a rough day. maybe it'll get better...

No matter what happens, this eldritch stands w/ you. You are loved. If you have transphobic ideals in your heart gtfo, my community fosters love and support.

When my game is done I might try to learn 3d modeling, animation and stuff. Though idk how far I'd be able to get on my own, I'd like to do more than text-based.

My heart goes out to those suffering and fighting against the Californian fires. Be safe. 🩷💙

My annual nightmare finally arrived. The worst part is that it perfectly hit all of my biggest fears and insecurities. Ouch...

Goddamn, the snowy season is relentless this year

I finally feel alive 🥰

Forbid yourself from giving in to fear, anger or hopelessness. There are too many joys in life, loads of wonderful people and countless opportunities waiting for you. I believe in you. So you believe in you, too. Don't give up. I'm rooting for you! 💕

Trad art I did today! I fear my only friend is my sketchbook…. /hjk

Suicide Prevention is a very important cause to me and based on multiple skeets on my skyline: 📞 988 - National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (has text chat, too) 🏳️‍⚧️ Trans Lifeline - 877-565-8860 🏳️‍🌈 Trevor Project - 866-488-7386 Or if you are in immediate danger go to the closest emergency room.

If your words can reach somebody who needs to hear them, you will lose nothing by saying them. Let's support each other, and never stop. 💙

Hotlines and resources if you need, please share with others

Trans rights are human rights. LGBTQ+ is not a threat. The color of your skin doesn't define your worth. Your gender does not make you more or less superior. You deserve rights on what to do with your own body. This is 2024. This is our truth. They cannot take it from us. Don't lose hope.

Don't you dare give up. The people up top may not give a damn, but don't think for a SECOND that you're alone. The world might get pretty bad for a while, but we can get through it together. Millions of hearts from Canada 🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦

ADHD meds... I should have never doubted you

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Going back on ADHD meds for the first time in 7 years is scary... But probably for the best. The time I stopped taking them is around the same time I stopped going to school, and everything went downhill from there.

🌈🍚 Not even sure I can call myself a VTuber. I'm so busy writing my IF that I rarely think of streaming. Maybe I'll go live here or there, but for the moment I'm content with working on Brain Death. If you're curious on what that is, here's the Tumblr! 💜💙 www.tumblr.com/braindeathaoe

didn't we leave twitter because we wanted better? this isn't better at all.

🌈🍚 Went on a walk today... My legs hurt

🌈🍚 Another piece of the puzzle is founded.

🌈🍚 I've spent a lot of my life fantasizing about being part of specific groups, friends with specific people, enjoying a specific life. It's taken years for me to come to terms with the fact that it's not my wish to befriend these people. I've only ever wanted to be someone other than me.

🌈🍚 Nintendo Switch is great, really should've gotten it sooner lol

🌈🍚 Eh? But... I am using Chrome rn @.@

🌈🍚 Deleted twitter and I feel so free~

🌈🍚 Oh dms are a thing now... Cool!

🌈🍚 Good morning!

🌈🍚 Whoa hey, hashtags are actually working on here so I think I’ll post more often now!! 🥰 Unfortunately tho it looks like you still can’t upload videos… Maybe it’s a server size issue? #Vtuber #Envtubers

🌈🍚 YOOOOYYY!!! Debut is happening in 1 HOUR!!!!!! My brain is still missing so I’m hoping to grow a new one with some educational fun, and I found the perfect game for it! Would love to see you 🥰🥰🥰 🎨: @akiiba0.bsky.social twitch.tv/neonyricey #VTuberUprising #VTuberEN #Vtuber

🌈🍚 Will start using this app more once #'s are implemented 🥰

🌈🍚 Hihii... so I wear glasses irl, and I'm trying to fix Live2d tracking cuz of it. I'm torn between getting a ring light or anti-reflective lenses. Does anyone have any thoughts or tips? I'd appreciate it so much 🥺 also eye reveal #Vtuber #VtuberSupport #ENVtuber

🌈🍚 I'm a lil Ricey, short and thicc Here are my buttcheeks, here is my di—

🌈🍚 Always remember, that actively avoiding something can only make it more likely~

🌈🍚 Psst.... hey. You're lovely 🥰

🌈🍚 I wonder how many wieners i can fit in my mouth