Are you a late 20s autistic psyche-fragmented genderfuck NEET?? What if you personified the voices in your head and complained about your life in a thinly veiled psychological modern-magic fantasy webcomic?? You could get SOOOO much attention and validation from strangers on the internet!!!! :3

Don't shoot the messenger

Jaws clenching, claws popping, grrr grrr grrr itch itch itch hunger hunger hunger

BLEEHHHH 👅

lawa mi li seli....

Be it nervousness, a lack of energy or words, many times I glance, I know, I feel, yet I take a long moment to really come forward. I wish for the readiness to engage deeply, spontaneously, full attention. I try to accept my limits. Though I place my doubts upon an ambiance of constant overwhelm.

I refuse to be a part of that paradigm so I speak not of it!!! Not for, not against. I continue in peace, doing simply what I want

honestly i think it's an excercise of chasing your own tail by trying to think about how you think,it's kinda like not knowing a position and a velocity at the same time. Ive found out a lot more by logging thoughts into a book or something and viewing it months later

tenpo suno ni la tomo ni li jo e mi taso.. nasa mute li kama~

Bends over waves my butt spreads it waves it waves it slaps it spreads it mmmhnnnhhh FUCK stop taking me seriously!!!!!! stop taking YOU seriously!!!!!!!!!!!

🎀✨💕

Yes, I see you too, through the mirror in the mirror in the mirror, so close yet so far

See it as the art it is, or don't!!

Fuck your judgement. Fuck your martyrdom. Fuck your cynicism. I say hypocritically, contradictorally, knowingly, cheek turned. Welcome to the real world.

I believe in you

The sass comes from a few emotional seeds, the flavor mix DOES have a felt difference in the body, and to the receiver: - playful, lighthearted, silly, friend!!! - flighty, heart-protecting, deflecting, tsundere - fighty, undermining, dominating, critic

I am but one plane of perspective, as much as the arbiter wishes for an all-seeing eye Keep me in your pocket, check yourself, peer through me around the corners, and watch out behind!!

Lenormand spread: Clouds, Key

It seems our collective shadow has cast into this account, a lot of thoughts and feelings that we aren't quite done working through... Lili shrugs, the usual observational neutrality (or amusement) Perhaps part of this lesson is acceptance of the rough edges

Oh, that's right... I'm This!! ✨

I am more stubborn than you can ever imagine but that means I WILL make it work MY way

❌

In motion, not necessarily towards "it", simply, in motion, and the chance of a miracle collision, something so unexpected yet so special, raises greatly

sitelen usawi mi

Wildcard ♥️♠️♦️♣️

tenpo mute la ona li toki e wile sona sama: misikeke li seme? o pali e ni sina ken

mi olin olin olin e sina 💕💕💕

I forgot estrogen is SO sweet!! 🍬

It really *is* dysphoria, isn't it...

Large art project, dread working on it more, cancellation considered Reached the expected wall, needs MORE prep before proceeding. DEEPLY demoralizing! Coloring earlier portions, a renewed sense of momentum (important), much happier! A new approach, the second time at the wall Obervations noted!!

Wildcard ♥️♠️♦️♣️

I want kiss I want kiss I want kiss...... 💕💕💕

We'll PROBABLY be horny here too :3

sina wile lon ma ni anu seme? sina wile lon tenpo ni anu seme?

Oh nyo that's right I'm supposed to be a silly little kitty hehe > w < I almost forgot!!!!!

I'm circus I'm monkeys

mi moku la pilin utala li weka.. musi musi musi mi~

Lenormand spread: Rider-Child :3 nodding sagely

BIG sigh. Lots of cleaning to do here...! I'll treat you right.. through and past the sharpness is a soft core, I promise!! 💕 Now kiss my ass "thank you"

Symbol-seeds with hindsight-sprouted meaning... valid or invalid? That's not a real question, I don't think. I think it comes from a deeper "but I wish this could have been shaped with no priming, no pre-thought, all stumbled upon by pure fate" ...............And? This path still happened. Own it.

Ah it feels better to be un-stifled... So many silly rules the arbiter placed, trying to bend us into a more "productive" shape Didn't you hate your dad for that?? lmao

All is not lost Remember it

a, o kute kin e toki pona tan mi ijo mute li tawa lon kon sona ni

What if it wasn't just some big "coping mechanism" huh??? What if it was Fun??? Ever thought about that???

Oohhhh let's overthink our first post, that'll be great yes :3