there's this orange cat that i used to walk past a lot and it would always come up to me and at one point i realised i was patting my manager's cat 😭

this app is so strange because why are the only people on it taylor swift fans and taylor swift haters? there seems to be no one between the two

such a scam that getting enough sleep actually does make you feel better

not to toot my own horn but my on repeat playlist is so good

update: i did! i slept till 12pm and am now cleaning my house. i feel okay for once

genuinely do i take a sick day for mental health tomorrow?

why are so many tiktoks with text along the lines of “what i saw before i stopped listening to taylor swift” over edits like she died popping up on my fyp 😭

having done line dancing for about six months now, it has proven to me that consistency really is the key to improving upon anything

it's the way every bit of wedding hatred i've seen has gone to taylor as if it wasn't also travis' wedding too, but sure, tell me how sexism isn't real

it's been a day mentally but hopefully line dancing tonight is good and takes my mind off things

i lowkey want to make a thread of how my workplace terribly handled my mum's death and leadup because i'm remembering now my former boss asked me to use her cancer as an excuse to get out of jury duty... surely asking someone to exploit their trauma is wrong 💀

i wish i could go back to 2022-2024 when i felt like my life was good and i wasn't stuck

i'd like to be my old self again but i'm still trying to find it 😔

how do we know those photos of sabrina are actually from the wedding?

it's one of those days where my mind just won't let me do anything fr

realised i’ve been to 10 beaches in the span of three weekends

australian sun is no joke because why am i sunburnt after going for a walk ON A CLOUDY DAY IN WINTER AND I HAVE DARK SKIN

btw i found out taylor’s wedding was confirmed because i woke up to a message from my friend saying “KARLIE KLOSS WAS AT THE WEDDING” 😭

i’m gonna be honest, i thought the msg rumours were true the whole time. it’s established that the venue has lots of big names so security would be able to handle it. that said, i didn’t publicly comment because i didn’t want to add speculation i’m very happy for them 🥹

i’ve got an hours drive ahead of me tonight so i think i’m just going to shuffle taylor’s discography and enjoy whatever comes up 🥰

spotify playing the best day followed immediately by never grow up was a little brutal

and in this perfect weather, it’s like we don’t remember the rain we thought would last forever and ever 🥰

happy friday!! it’s been a very difficult week but we’re having company-paid sushi for lunch and then it’s the weekend

okay i am off work now and i survived today woohoo

very annoyingly, there's a gretta ray song that is perfect for what i need now, but it is an unreleased song she specifically asked us not to record when performing it

i'm torn between wanting to get more done and trying to acknowledge i'm not mentally in a great place and should be kind to myself ❤️‍🩹

i'd like to be my old self again but i'm still trying to find it 🥹

nothing better than playing old taylor swift songs and having a good ol' spiral 🥰

the soundtrack of my year 7 fr

i've played the cure by gretta ray like six times today, it really is comforting ❤️‍🩹

what’s going on and why am i listening to christmas tree farm for comfort in july and why is it lowkey working

i'm aware that it's been nine months since she died but it's really been hitting me the last week how little (literally nothing aside from three days off) my company did regarding my mum's death

wouldn't it have been nice for my company to have gotten me flowers and a card when my mum died? oh well, i guess you can't have everything

this july is the first month since january 2025 i don’t have a concert lined up

i love line dancing and i love country music 👢🤠

does one think there needs to be some kind of investigation if five people from april till june have announced resignation in a company of 35?

if i were to hypothetically add an open to work banner could i do it in a way where no one at my current job would see

i'm only 22 followers away from being in the double digits on my personal instagram so perhaps it's time i remove some people

should i do a thread of my favourite albums from the first half of 2026? so much good music this year

my latest update is i have seen 144 artists live, including openers/special guests

it amazes me the person i am at work vs not at work. it’s a complete 180 in my mental state. perhaps it’s a sign to leave

someone teach me to be normal in gretta ray’s comments section for once in my life 💀 (it will never happen)

i’m finally cleaning my apartment today. i’m not proud of how long it’s been but at least it’s getting in order

update: it was overpriced and had very little substance. will not be returning

finally going to try the vegan ramen place today and i can't wait

i've just realised what a song i've had in my playlist since 2018 is about and my goodness it hits so different now

i've never heard an album where i've liked the second half so significantly more than the first until today

seven artists i listen to have released something today and i am absolutely thriving

it's the way olivia rodrigo now has three albums and not a single skip on any of them

a tiktok of someone talking about how a good workplace would handle a major death made me cry because i’ve realised how much better i deserved from mine. the way my former boss handled my mum’s death has traumatised me almost as much as the death itself (i was 23 losing a parent - not normal)