i'm changing my brain meds again but i have to taper off my current one whilst taking the new one, and god i love the NHS but the price this is going to cost me makes me want to cry actually

it's literally me and @sailortea.bsky.social

I FOUND MY BESTIE😭😭😭😭😭😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭

it is officially sad anxious girl hours

im ngl i am genuinely so bad at pokopia

slept 7 hours straight for the first time in forever and yet im still sleepy 😭😭😭😭

nearly deleted my 1.3k hours animal crossing island😭😭😭 shoutout reddit for helping me save it omg😭😭😭

another month another case of it is looking like pmdd cause guess who's period started today😭😭😭

i love wooper

i am sooo sleepy

Cherry Blossom Leafeon 🌸

happy international women's day!!! buy me a gift :) throne.com/sailortea_

copying zoe LOL teehee throne.com/iridiem

i love women

Here are some otters in hats to complete your day.

Happy International Women’s Day!

missed my first day of pokopia?? want to know what's happening before tomorrow stream?? just wanna watch a woman in her 30's cry over how cute pokemon are?? friday's pokopia stream is up on the vod channel now! 💕 watch here: youtu.be/P22yfjN9nn8

my switch 2 should be arriving tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY! IF YOUR FEMINISM ISN'T INTERSECTIONAL IT ISN'T FEMINISM 😚💕

happy international womens day what man is going to buy me pokopia to celebrate xxx

thinkin about pokopia

oh now apparently me making jokes about not owning a switch 2 is begging people on the internet😭 taking this as a sign to beg on the internet so if anyone fancies buying a girl pokopia its on my throne LOL: throne.com/iridiem (i'm literally going to buy it during the week no matter what)

I'm so glad I can draw and function without using AI. I'm so glad I can do basic things like jobs without needing it at all

posted a silly video yesterday about not having a switch 2 for pokopia and now a bunch of men are now mansplaining how consoles work to me </3 (i literally bought a switch 2 afterwards) (hehhe)

hehehehe anyway

i have the money for a switch 2.... should i just.... get one......

i fear i am broken and unfixable

damn u miss one dose of anti depressants and suddenly life feels like it isnt worth living

idk what is wrong with me but i am broken and just unfixable. i thought i would be better by now but it all is just too much and i cant do it anymore. its all too hard, everything is too hard and i just don't have the fight in me anymore!!!!!!

no shame in our scars❤️‍🩹

the depression be hitting hard af but wow: midnight is there for me 🥰

i AM FED UP

GOT TWO OF MY BESTIE ON A 10 PACK OPENINGGGG🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

so obsessed with how we all are collectively so mad and sad that concerned ape made clint a marriage candidate in stardew valley LOL

one like and i'll buy the krobus

to celebrate the 10th anniversary of #StardewValley, i wanted to share a thread of all my favorite farm designs from over the years! to start, we obviously have the icon... STARDEWY NIGHT 🌙 you can watch the process of this one here: youtu.be/vLJlJQG52Yw

thinking about him www.fangamer.eu/collections/...

i fixed it!!! clint was never there!!!! #stardewvalley

wow pringles!!

everyone would be better off if i didn't exist🩷

the depression is absolutely depressioning🥰🤌🏻

i also absolutely need to switch medications again and i am absolutely not prepared for that mentally :)

i have absolutely picked up the cold that i managed to avoid for 2 weeks. i am so sad and i feel like i have been hit by a bus x

guys i love modding for a woke vtuber

literally in the middle of training for a promotion at work and yet i still interpret a "can you come see me after your break" message as "you're getting fired" rather than "hello this is more training for your PROMOTION" 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂