I'm so terrified. IT'S TIME FOR PAMALI, AND THAT MEANS IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CRY AND BE TERRIFIED NOW.

The Big Bearathon is on hold while I deal with being VIOLENTLY ill. Thanks for all the support so far, I'm replacing the 24 hour fortnite day with a VR Phasmophobia stream when the new PC comes in! I'm really hopeful that a few days off along with some medicine are all I need.

Update: chat made me go to bed. Gonna sleep off this weird funk I'm feeling and if I'm not better, I'll see you guys tomorrow night. 🐻💖

No sleep. ONLY FORTNITE! THE NEXT 24 HOURS I'M TRAPPED IN ALMOST CONSTANT FORTNITE MATCHES! Enjoy your reward guys, I hope it's worth seeing it live right now!

wow a post before noon? YES! REAL! To thank fool_juice and McGwerk for the raids last night, and everybody for their support in the Bearathon so far! Y'ALL MADE ME SO HAPPY I CRIED LAST NIGHT, AND I'D DO IT AGAIN TOO! Anyways, Pamali stream Thursday, love you guys, cya later!

WHEN WILL I BE FREE FROM THIS BIG BEARATHON??? WHAT WILL I EVEN DO WHEN I AM RELEASED FROM MY SELF IMPOSED, DEFINITELY ABLE TO STOP AT ANY TIME PRISON??? ah, who cares? It's time to continue running down the timer! Also big news for subs and members of the Big Bear Sticker Club while I'm live now!

WE MADE IT TO 367 HOURS YOU GUYS KEEP LETTING ME GET AWAY WITH GOOFS AND TALKS ABOUT SHOVING MY FRIENDS INTO JARS, AND GOD I LOVE THAT ABOUT YOU ALL! I'm actually gonna cry, y'all are amazing. Hope you guys enjoy all the content coming this year!

Finally back to the Big Bearathon NOW! THE HOLE IS THE GOAL! DIG DIG DIG! Coffee in hand, I'm gonna solo run Pratfall (and maybe Roadside Research) tonight, come check me out!

THE ETERNAL BEARATHON MIGHT BE REAL, AND IT IS CURRENTLY THANKS TO SOME AMAZING GIGACHADS IN THE COMMUNITY THAT WE MADE IT THIS FAR! So fucking blessed to have such an amazing bear fam. 🐻💖

Forgot to queue this post because I was sleepy as hell, BUT YOU GUYS REALLY ARE BATTING 1000! Thanks to all the subs given, THE TIMER IS NOW OVER 150 HOURS! Thanks Fool_Juice and Lost_Abyssal for the raids, love you guys, see you all in 10 minutes for day 8 of the Big Bearathon!

THE BIG BEARATHON CONTINUES WITH THE RETURN OF TRAUMA TUESDAY! Bear and friends explore the depths of Europa, all while occasionally being turned into a worm! ALSO YOU GUYS HAVE NEW SUB GOALS TO HIT, AND I'M VERY TERRIFIED OF SPECIFICALLY 2 OF THEM

Hey chat, you guys got my rent money? Right? ... right? Thanks to Vision Party for the free key to Nano Flat Owner! Check it out now while it's still 15% off on steam until May 19! Want to try before you buy? Come check out my stream RIGHT NOW for some gameplay and good vibes!

goodnight chat! While I got time, thanks everybody that's followed, subbed, tipped, and raided during the bearathon! There's way too many to tag, and I'm in desperate need of some sleep, but I hope to compile a list soon! See you guys later tonight, road to 1000 is almost done!

something something... idk, whatever pleases the algo I guess. I'm back from a trip to a KBBQ place and I. AM. EEPY. but I'm also live because I wanna get through this timer so bad. THE BIG BEARATHON CONTINUES!

After last night and all the shenanigans, me and the boys are hyped to go do some gambling! IT'S TIME TO FEEL LUCKY TODAY!

WE FUCKING HIT 100 SUBS TONIGHT!!! THE BIG BEARATHON HAS NOW ADDED 4 DAYS TO THE TIMER!!! RELEASE MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THIS, I'M GONNA KEEP CRYING ON STREAM NOW!

I don't know what to post anymore when I go live. We're gonna sit down and listen to irwin impressions until Apollo yells at me to go to bed or the timer runs out.

I'M SO LOCKED IN RIGHT NOW! WE'RE CLOSING IN ON THE LAST 12 HOURS OF THE STREAMATHON! I KNEW Y'ALL WOULDN'T KEEP ME TRAPPED IN HERE FOREVER!

WE'RE GETTING ANOTHER DAY OF THE STREAMATHON DONE BEFORE TACO TUESDAY! We've had 2 timer resets and are now working through 22 hours, but this time we're doing it in 12 hour shifts. Don't forget! It's almost time for the daily Heartopia Photo in a photo!

Tapped out around 9 AM. Woke up about 20 minutes ago. THANKS GUYS FOR THE INSANE DOUBLE TIMER RESET! See you on Tuesday if my sore throat clears up. We'll be tackling the streamathon time in 6 hour shifts because I have to be responsible IRL. Enjoy this pic of some good buns.

SEND HELP! CHAT KEEPS RESETTING MY TIMER! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH! (translation: thank you all for all the raids, the subs, tips, bits, etc.) THE DONOTHON IS STILL ON AS LONG AS THIS TIMER IS ACTIVE!

I ONLY REALIZED TODAY THAT GIRL MATH IS NOT A GOOD FORM OF MATH GIRL DINNER IS STILL DINNER, BUT GIRL MATH IS SO BAD! NOW I HAVE TO STREAM FOR THE NEXT 24 HOURS. THE NOITA CURSE ENDS TODAY. WE'RE GONNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW!!!!

Chud BingBong and friends explore the oceans of Europa! Prepare for shenanigans and goofs as we go on the quest to become the greatest underwater farmers! LIVE NOW!

I LOVE PLAYING BAROTRAUMA! IT IS MY FAVORITE ACTIVITY! I LOVE PLAYING A SILLY LIL GUY IN A SILLY LIL SUB FIGHTING ELDRITCH HORRORS BEYOND MY IMAGINATION! So will you watch me fight the horrors of the deep?🐻💖 🎮💜

Taking tonight off to hang out with Apollo! If you see me playing Heartopia... Yes you did, and yes I'm addicted to it. 那只该死的邪恶老鼠 is disappointed in me for being sucked into the gachas.

So much fun playing repo with the gang! Sadly my stomach said no fun allowed anymore, so I'm gonna go ahead and rest up for the rest of the day! If I'm still feeling sick, I'll see you guys on Saturday for our Detective 26 stream! BIG bear love and a raid to froggofrogmcfrog!

It's time for Big Bear's Big Collab Thursday! Froggo, nate, zero, paul, and phil run around in REPO as bear tells the story of how she almost got into an accident on her way home because she almost had an accident inside the Big Bear Car! Is it TMI? YES! Did bear have to tell the story? NOT AT ALL!

Had a blast playing Mayor May Knott! Highly recommend to those who want to see what lighthearted horror looks like. Also solid 10/10 for the puns! Hoping for a future update that lets May wear hats. Raided into SucroseCollision for the night, thanks guys for the lvl 4 hype train! Goodnight!

IT'S TIME FOR A BEAR TO BECOME A MAYOR! Big bear love to Ravenous Images for the free key to Mayor May Knott! Check out my stream RIGHT NOW and then go try the demo and wishlist this wacky lil game on steam! 🎮💜

Obligatory thank you post tonight, except it's not obligatory because I loved it, and I loved hanging out with my friend @Fool_Juice, and hanging out with my friends was the boost I needed for streaming? Funny how that works! Raided BooBeeQueen before I went to go feed the worms

OMG! IT'S FINALLY TIME! Back in another collab with the fool of juices, or is it the juice of fools? Foot_Juice, even? EITHER WAY WE'RE LIVE AND YOU GOTTA COME SEE US WHILE WE'RE HERE! Sorry kid, I don't make the rules, I just stream 'em!🎮💜

And like the great Green Out of '23, I must once again abandon stream to take care of my sick as hell husband. If I can get him feeling even a little better tonight, stream will be back, but if not, I'll see you guys tomorrow! Happy 4/20 everybody!

Bear missed the funny weed time today. Everybody join stream after you appreciate her rat son, 那只该死的邪恶老鼠 ! LIVE NOW! GO GO GO!🐻💖 🎮💜

schedule was gonna be posted this morning at like, 2 AM. I instead got busy cooking so I could get through my costco egg carton. Send prayers to Apollo, who will suffer the most this week because I'm the only one in this house eating about roughly a pound or so of egg salad.💀

Sorry I had to dip early tonight! Needed to take care of some tummy troubles, but thanks everybody for another amazing stream! The raid ran off over towards BongoBillyVT, so show them some big bear love! Goodnight!

It's time to paint some more happy little trees tonight! Hopeful in raising a couple of dollars tonight to replace all the dry goods lost after suffering a major pantry beetle infestation. Stop by, say hi, and submit some art prompts while I'm live! 🐻💖 🎮💜

The moment I got back from picking up Apollo yesterday, I thought "oh, perfect, I can nap before stream!" ...I woke up at like, almost 2:30 AM. Anyways, we're doing an art stream tonight, and if I got the gumption for it, we'll have an ASMR stream tomorrow.

Thanks everybody for a great time during the Big Bear Ross Art Show! See you guys tomorrow for a BONUS asmr stream, and big bear love to Shaelyn_Harper for the raid! AND THANKS FOR GETTING ME CLOSER ON THE ROAD TO 1000 FOLLOWERS ON TWITCH! Enjoy the art requested by fellow viewers!

It's time for the Big Bear Ross Art Show! Feed me prompts in chat, and I'll do my best to draw with little to no references! Plus the benefit of you being able to talk to a real woman and not a chud clanker LIVE!🐻💖 🎮💜

Thanks everybody for tuning into the Bearaoke stream! I think from now on we'll meme it up in here on those days. For those who missed it: ending on Free Bird was an amazing choice. Thanks for helping me on the road to 1000, I'll see you guys tomorrow for the Bear Ross Art Show!

This is my new stream buddy, 那只该死的邪恶老鼠 , and he wants you to pop into stream and tell him how cute his bow is! DO IT! HE'S VERY SENSITIVE AND WISHES TO KNOW IF HE MADE A GOOD PURCHASE!

Thanks everybody for stream tonight! Blessed with all the follows and subs, and a happy birthday to ItsDrakune! Another year around the sun, and I'm glad I got to raid them tonight! Bearaoke is 50/50, but if cancelled I'll push it to wednesday! Goodnight!

You'll come to my stream? You'll show up, and uh... maybe like ASMR Monday, right chat? Right? You definitely don't mind that I'm late because I was busy eating my weight in salmon? And that you notice I'm live right now?

Some say Bear is still on hold with her ISP to this very day...

No streams for the rest of the week. I had a bit of a vocal blow out on stream, my throat is dry af now too, but once again thank you guys for getting us closer to 1000 followers on twitch! Love you all, see you on Monday!

"let's go camping in the woods!" they said "It'll be fun!" they said. WELL NOW WE HAVE TO GET HOME, SO WHO GETS TO DRIVE THE RV? FIND OUT AS WE PLAY RV THERE YET WITH FROGGOFROGMCFROG, NATEDNM, AND ZEROSOCEAN! LIVE NOW!🐻💖 🎮💜

I'M SO FRIED I THOUGHT TODAY WAS TUESDAY! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! Thanks everybody for the follows and subs! I'LL SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW FOR MY NATE-BEAR-MCFROG COLLAB AT 10 AM EST! After that, idk, I might not be up for yapping as much until saturday. (art credit: @GoreAdorie on vgen)

PLEASE LET MY CHUD WIFI SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH TO MAKE A FUNNY MAN STREAM BEFORE I HAVE TO CALL THE DREADED ISP CUSTOMER SERVICE! We're testing stream by seeing if these free browser games run better than the games I pay $30+ for! Stop by while I'm live now! 🐻💖 🎮💜

Ended stream early, I need to call my ISP tomorrow and spend most of the day on hold to figure out why the internet upgrade I paid for is worse than the old plan I was on. RIP schedule, we're spending the rest of the week yapping!

I have the piles of energy drinks, I have the overpriced gamer chair, and despite being an anime bear waifu on the internet, I have the cat ear headphones! IT'S TIME TO BECOME A PRO ESPORTS PLAYER, LIVE NOW! 🐻💖 🎮💜