sometimes i wish God would just kill me and get it over with this life is not worth all the misey

is it too much to ask for someone not to be yelling to me from across the house every 10 fucking minutes

my bf just shuts down when he sees anyone else is better than him at something and its lowkey so annoying like just stop comparing yourself and do your thing 😭😭😭😭 i wish there was a nicer way to say it

everyone finished my dad's lasagna before i got a piece. mean

uehehehe

i want macaroni and cheese so bad... of course that's the one fucking thing we don't have in the house 😭

im like one gigantic disappointment away from sitting my bf down and having a really serious talk with him

genuinely frustrates me how fucking stupid cis men can be

i hate burning the tip of my tongue

i lowkey purged last night but only because i binged on an entire like 8 serving bag of spicy chips and was Not prepared for the consequences 😭

i joined a vc i dont usually join with friends last night and they all sounded so excited to hear me pop in it made me feel so special 😭😭

tried to relapse bjt the blade wasnt sharp enough lol

i love getting new moots like hi :D welcome to the oversharing dome

i feel like I've been binging im like not paying attentuon to my intake and just eating for comfort which is baaaad

lowkey just never gonna show him anything that made me happy in my childhood again bc im tired of him making fun of it 😭 im always so fucking nice to him about his interests but he has to fucking pick on me

shut up ring but its for my parents and aunts

what if he doesnt want to marry me

i wish my parents could cook 💔

i hug my puppy extra close tonight :(

i hate that facebook can show pictures of dead animals without a filter my night is ruined

white wine + 3 squeezed tangerines + ginger ale tastes like summer

lowkey hate my prescriber for putting me on effexor without telling me any of the side effects

i might like actually end my shit if my stomach issues end up getting worse

hmmm hes probably tired of me being so upset over everything too

im genuinely at my limit

how can tou watch random people fucking but 2 people in love kissing is "too intimate" for you to want to see

hate vent channels where i cant say i want to die without getting a warning lmao like it isnt that deep sometimes i just wanna die but dont kms. i feel like i should be allowed to say it somewhere idk

how do all of these problems only arise litrrally 3 years into the relationship. i feel like a failure

bf doesnt like it when i send him couples memes cuz its "too intimate" but hes fine watching porn lol

im so tired man

tell me how its fair that he picked on ME but now he wants space

its bleak.

i feel like im gonna fucking throw up i hate my life

hes not grasping that his words have weight and meaning to me and maybe i dont like being made fun of "as a joke" all the time

do i relapse

so i guess we aren't good and now hes not talking to me so thats fucking great

almost got caught vaping in the work bathroom HELP

he apologized and we discussed how while unintentional it isnt nice to project your insecurities onto others

my girl friends are such life savers for mt confidence i swear

everyone can kiss my ass today and thats that

ive had it up to here ill tell you what

"i dont have an issue with how you wanna dress im just hyper aware of people looking at me" okay youre not the one dressing up though????? what??

im not in the mood to be sorry about how i feel

im not who i want to be at all but everyone loves me for this person idont want to be and not who i really want to be it pisses me off

i just wanna feel like. pretty and good about myself. and nobody else seems to want that for me

bf doesnt like the way i wanna start dressing so i will dress worse now

in a pissy mood and idk what to do with the emotion so im just kind of stewing in it and i hate it.

wanna drink again tonight but my stomach says no so we're chillin

i lowkey feel like a troll it's genuinelyn funny to make people seethe simply by having an opinion about something

its funny getting called a clown and a karen after apologizing to a faceb00k commenter for offending them XD like im not the mad one here