Life is worth living again. Zbrush’s retopology tool makes me so happy

Weee! Birthday week! Please be nice to me because I genuinely can't do this anymore ;u;

Making myself nauseous just thinking about my birthday because that’s like a double whammy waiting to happen. Once off stream, another on stream. Woo!

Also don’t get me started on how I’ve always somehow managed to find the hard mode on EVERYTHING I choose to do. Commissions? 3D sculpts are hard to sell because they’re expensive and slow to produce. Monies? Minimum wage because AI is fucking every artist over PLS KILL ME I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE

Bruh this social media game is so hard. Wdym I need to do my due diligence so people don’t forget about me 😭😭😭 I mean that’s fair and all but my social capacity is so short

🌺ANNOUNCEMENT POST🍃 this was pretty hard for me to record, but i’m happy i can finally be honest. i’m not leaving, but things will change, and i thank you all for the support, seriously. the video will be going live on 12PM CST, but the premiere page is up. again, thank you. youtu.be/UPbQuXeDEiI

I am once again redirecting your eyeballs to my vgen because I have 3 slots open for mini sculpts, and I need extra monies to get past three months of unemployment 🥹 (If you saw the first one, no, you didn't-) vgen.co/_mochuchu #artcommissions #vtuberartcommission #ocartcommissions

WE FISHING! twitch.tv/mochu_vt

I’m gonna throw my phone fr fr I can’t do this anymore

Work up to this one Chinese celebrity couple and just- I WANNA CHEW ON DRY WALL BECAUSE WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??? WHERE IS MY LOVING MAN??? I AM GONNA CRASH TF OUT

Me and pookie are playing RV THERE YET PLS HELP twitch.tv/mochu_vt

Game didn’t work out so we’re sculpting! And watching bodycam footage! Twitch.tv/mochu_vt

Totally didn’t forget bsky existed. I’m strem pls join Twitch.tv/mochu_vt

I’m so lethargic I wanna kms

LET'S MAKE VIDEOS!!! 🤖👍 vgen.co/chuduuuu 📱 shorts editing ----- 🎬 clip compilation trailers ----- ✂ other video editing things I can't think of right now but I can probably do just let me know and I'll get back to you if we can MAKE A VIDEO TOGETHER!! #vgen | #videoeditor | #vtuber

Commission open! [NSFW/SFW ok!] I need money to pay for school 🥺 Vgen link : vgen.co/CrimsonAka #artcommissions #vtuberartcommission #ocartcommissions

It's live! It's now on Vgen! I want to make a full line of this so I might turn this into a stream series where I work through the other love interests' plushies! vgen.co/_mochuchu/pr... #vsky #streamasset #streamassets #lads #ladssky #smallstreamers #smallstreamersupport

I haven’t streamed in so long. I have forgotten how this works #twitchstreamer #ENVtuber #vtuber #VTuberUprising #smallstreamers #smallstreamersupport twitch.tv/mochu_vt

I spent so much of today crying because of various reasons and now I know that apparently, I have a lot of people’s support and said people actually cared about me. Here’s a reminder to not bottle stuff up because people actually care about you a lot

Busted my ass making this a thing because I didn't see assets, and I want some for myself, so I made some! (If this flops again, I'm retiring and never making another asset again. I wanna keep making them since this is one of five, so pls help?) #vsky #streamasset #streamassets #lads #ladssky

Okie. Apparently this day has went from bad to worse with how my laptop is showing me a black screen. That’s lovely. I sure hope force restarting it won’t fry my hard drive and make it impossible for me to do anything 🥹

I AM ABSOLUTELY FUCKING FERAL. THAY OJE CALEB COSPLAY. I NEED A MAN LIKE THAT. THE PUPPY EYES??? FUCKING KILL ME. I AM AGAINST HAVING CHILDREN BUT GOD FORBID A MAN LOOKS AT ME WITH PUPPY EYES AND BEHAVES EXACTLY LIKE CALEB. I WILL GIVE YOU A SON ISTFG (I am completely fine. Don’t worry about me)

Like I get it’s my job and I’m being paid to do this shit but come tf on.

No one’s likes an overachiever. Stop coming into the cafe the moment the closed sign flips to open. You can’t get fast service if your barista is still sleepy and there’s literally only ONE (1) person in the bar. How tf do you expect them to give you your shit in 5 seconds flat (exaggeration)??

WUWA HAS A FISHING EVENT. GOOD BYE. I WILL SEE YALL IN 3 BUSINESS YEARS

8am shift and I can’t sleep 🥹 So I’m appreciating everyone who has stayed by my side even if I disappear for a couple days. I know it’s not always ideal when you send a message to me and it takes me a hot minute to respond but I’m grateful nonetheless to people who are understanding of this

Waa!! Mochu jumpscare! twitch.tv/mochu_vt

Scaring my community by saying that we have stream tonight. It’s solo Peak because I wanted to play it. Maybe solo repo too because I wanna scare myself shitless

I genuinely hate how I am physically incapable of starting a project unless it is motivated somehow. Exhibit A, a whole set of Rafayel-themed throwables and props, because I desperately want a Caleb-themed one, and I made this set for a friend's birthday as per her boyfriend's commission

I just finished a slab of brownie, open TikTok and a massive man saying I’m about to win big in life shows up on my fyp. You’re damn right I’m gonna win big, massive man. I’m gonna win big by passing tf out while the electrical company plays with the power switch at the plant like it’s a jump rope

Hey. So I know I haven't been streaming lately. I haven't done anything on this side of my life, essentially. So have this as a peace offering. Early Christmas present from me :D

TO WHICHEVER GOD IS LISTENING TO ME, FUK YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THIS POSITION AND SHOWING ME CUTE DRESSES. FUUUUUUUCK I HATE IT HEREEEEEE I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN’T DO THIS AGAIN BUT FUUUUUCK YOU (I am fine. I am just crashing out. Nothing to see here)

I fear I may be obsessed with Nick Wilde

I’m having gambling withdrawals

Maybe I should go back to taking my adhd meds. I have so many things I wanna do but I’m constantly too burnt out just surviving to do anything

🎆Let's look back on 2025 Tell me four things you're proud of accomplishing! 🎰 Got a job! 🎰 Rebranded and started streaming again (lol I’ll get back to it, I swear) 🎰 Reconnected with old friends and made new ones 🎰 Have a solid understanding of who’s in my corner Did a lot this year wow!

I forgot I shouldn’t speak about every good thing in my life to anyone. Last time I did that, I had to go to therapy because I was on the verge of ending it all. I’m good now but I’m mega paranoid that this one good thing in my life is going to be taken away.

I genuinely never thought I would ever say the words “I went from working to looking at shirtless men” but I guess there’s a first for everything

I'm thinking, if I start a monthly mail club in the far future, what would you like to see from me?

Found a place where I could bring my boyfriend (when I have one) to drain his bank account before bringing him home to drain his balls-

Bro, TikTok is going to think I’m pregnant with all the baby names. I’M LOOKING UP NAMES FOR MY OCS. LEAVE ME ALONE 😭😭😭

Bruh I actually can’t slack off anymore. I actually need to post my sculpts to get commissions what evennnn 😭😭😭

“Last time I put hope on a man” she lies just as naturally as she breathes

Feels bad knowing you’re a rebound girlie 🥹

I’m talking about shit now pls sit with me twitch.tv/mochu_vt

Me live with broken everything yippie!! twitch.tv/mochu_vt

Bro what the absolute fuck is going on

Why. The absolute fuck. Is this directed at me. Like I know that wound is recent considering it was just this year on my birthday but wtf (Yes I’m still butthurt. I spent months of my life and then years falling for this man only to be slapped with the “I’m out on a date with someone else :D”)

🚋 DISABILITY PRIDE TRAIN STREAM INCOMING 🚋 GUYS!! friendly reminder that i will be streaming for the Wings for Life raid train with @mochuchu.bsky.social! we will be taking quizzes and YAPPING!! please come support a good cause and hang out! >:3 ⌚ sun nov 16, 7am CST www.twitch.tv/springkittenn

The sudden urge to collect MagSafe pop sockets is strong