"They are not pleasant to be around." . . . huh.

// Imagine being mean to the only person willing to put up with your attitude lmao couldn't be Jax.

[hics.]

. . . . .

#bunnydoll #tadc

I just wanted a nice quiet evening with my book..

Caine, can I be sent to the softball adventure please.

is this what Gangle calls 'yaoi'.

Oh it's Jax's boyfriend. Hi, it's so nice to meet you, I'm Ragatha!

Huh. Guess he is kind of funny.

// everywhere I go, I see him. /Silly

// I just wanna kick him, he's so stubborn and dumb. 🥰

// this is canon Jax.

. . . ❓

Drown Me - Ragatha‘s Half #bunnydoll

Well, maybe this adventure is just what we need! It's been kind of quiet lately..

[giggles softly.] I'm just kidding, I know you don't like hugs.

. . . One hug?

It'll stay between us. Promise me you won't tell anyone about my problem either. I don't want anyone to know..

yeah.. yeah. [The stupid sauce, it wasn't good for anyone in the end. It just brought out more mistakes.] For what it's worth.. I'm really sorry. From now on, I'll give you the space you need but I want you to know that.. I'll be there when you need me.

why? Heh.. we used to have so much fun together. You made me forget about our horrible situation and.. it was nice not arguing with you every five minutes.

. . .in a less nice way of saying it, yes. I.. also miss being your friend.

I'm pretty sure he knew because he asked me if I hated myself.. I couldn't admit it out loud but.. he knew. Maybe.. maybe that's why I'm so fixated on fixing you, fixing everyone's problems.. I hate the person that I am.

[It remains quiet between the two, the awkwardness between them.. it was almost suffocating. All she could was look back at him with that look, the same look he claims to hate on her.] . . . you know.. I told Kinger that you hated me back in the loser corner.

. . . You said it felt nice. Nicer than what you expected. I thought you were kidding at first but.. god, it scared me so badly.

Say about what?

Why is it embarrassing to admit that you need help? Even.. even I need help sometimes, Jax.. I've asked Kinger and he helped me a lot..

. . . That's it? It's a joke? It's a joke that you were so close to abstracting? That's a big lie and you know it. Even you have to admit that.

Me? I always act like this? That's rich coming from someone who pretends to be who they're not! [ragatha was becoming visibly upset now as she was gripping on to her own dress. She wasn't even thinking about her words before speaking them.] If you were fine, you wouldn't talk about ...

// when the angst hits just right lmao

See, this is exactly what I'm talking about! I'm trying Jax, I'm trying so hard to prevent what happened with Ribbit and Kaufmo, to happen to you! Why can't you admit that you need help?! Why is that so [$&#!] difficult for you!?

F-- Fine! You're acting the same way she did, the same way Ribbit did. Don't you remember, Jax? We tried to be there for them.. and all Ribbit did was push us away. You're doing the exact same thing.

I'm-- I'm worried about you! We don't.. we don't talk like we used to.. and I understand if you hate me because of what happened..

Jax, I-- [Ragatha's words died in her throat, she couldn't say anything to him without it sounding like a lie. He's right, in the end her words were meaningless.]

My door.. is always open.

[looks away as she hesitates to speak what she's truly thinking.]

. . . Not this time.

What look? This is just my face..

JAX YOU [&$!]HOLE! 💢💢💢

[SCREAMING]

You're not going to get me Jax, I know you're just trying to make me scream or even jump but I don't scare easily--

Okay haha very funny, Jax. You're just trying to freak me out.

W-wh -- What do you mean ?

. . . what?

We would still accept you if you were gay, Jax-- [You're not helping, Ragatha.]

💭: I can't admit to Jax he was right.. 💭: he'll never let me live it down..

[sighs.] every year.