And all my friends are tired Of hearing how much I miss you, but I kinda feel sorry for them 'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do

And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream How could anybody do the things you did so easily?

Got a broken ego, broken heart And God, I don't even know where to start

Brown guilty eyes and little white lies, yeah I played dumb, but I always knew That you talked to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you

I laughed at the wrong time, sat with the wrong guy Searchin' "how to start a conversation?" on a website I talked to this hot guy, swore I was his type Guess that he was makin' out with boys, like, the whole night

Tried so hard to be everything that you liked Just for you to say you're not the compliment type

The biggest lie I ever said I just tripped and fell into his bed

Lacy, oh Lacy, it's like you're out to get me You poison every little thing that I do

And if you knew how much I looked at her pictures You would think we're best friends

Because everyone knew all of the shit that he'd do He said I was the only girl, but that just wasn't the truth

I wanna meet his mom Just to tell her her son sucks

Your favorite crime Your favorite crime 'Cause, baby, you were mine

If I was brave and noble like you I'd have the nerve to just stop stringin' you along But I'm not half as decent as you I'd rather be tied to someone, even if they're wrong

Do you call her, almost say my name? 'Cause let's be honest, we kinda do sound the same Another actress I hate to think that I was just your type

Oh, I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else Jealousy, jealousy started followin' me

And I pull up to your place on the second floor And you're standing, smiling at the door And I'm sure I've seen much hotter men But I really can't remember when

I'd say you broke my heart But you broke much more than that Now, I don't want your sympathy I just want myself back

Haven't heard from you in a couple of months But I'm out right now and I'm all fucked up And you're callin' my phone, you're all alone And I'm sensing some undertone

Cat got my tongue And I don't think I get along with anyone

Oh, yes, I know that he's my ex Can't two people reconnect? The biggest lie I ever said I just tripped and fell into his bed

And when does wide-eyed affection and all good intentions start to not be enough? When will everyone have every reason to call all my bluffs?

Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me I knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave

Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily

Now I'm gettin' in the car, wreckin' all my plans I know I should stop, but I can't And I told my friends I was asleep But I never said where or in whose sheets

Ooh, do you think I deserved it all? Ooh, your flowers filled with vitriol You built me up to watch me fall You have everything, and you still want more

Barely sleep when you sleep next to me But I keep thinkin' I'll find a cure

Yes, I know that he's my ex But can't two people reconnect? I only see him as a friend The biggest lie I ever said

Thought your mom was your wife Called you the wrong name twice Can't think of a third line La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la, uh

Forgive, and I forget I know my age and I act like it Got what you can't resist I'm a perfect all-American

Good for you You're doin' great out there without me, baby Like a damn sociopath

And maybe I'm just not as interesting As the girls you had before But God, you couldn't have cared less About someone who loved you more

It's always one step forward and three steps back Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand

Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred But, God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you And I hope that you're okay

You used me as an alibi I crossed my heart as you crossed the line And I defended you to all my friends

Made a pot of coffee and I poured myself a cup I thought of all the things I did to try and win your love How did that happen? I can't imagine ever doing all that stuff for just some guy Like, you're just some guy

All your friends are so cool, you go out every night In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too I wanna be you so bad and I don't even know you

Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand

When pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do? And everybody's keepin' it up, so you think it's you

I could change up my body and change up my face I could try every lipstick in every shade But I'd always feel the same 'Cause pretty isn't pretty enough

Perfect, easy, so good to me So why's there a pit in my gut in the shape of you? Distract myself, say it's somethin' else Maybe I'm just overwhelmed, maybe I'm confused

I am light as a feather, I'm as fresh as the air Coca-Cola bottles that I only use to curl my hair

And now you got me thinkin' Two plus two equals five And I'm the love of your life 'Cause if rain don't pour and sun don't shine Then changing you is possible No, love is never logical

But don't tell me you're sorry, boy Feel sorry for yourself 'Cause someday, I'll be everything to somebody else

So don't say that I've been actin' different I'm nothin' if I'm not consistent You knew everything you'd be gettin' I told you right from the beginnin'

You built a giant castle With walls so high I couldn't see The way it all unraveled And all the things you did to me You lied, you lied, you lied, oh

And I fell for you like water Falls from the February sky But now the current's stronger No, I couldn't get out if I tried

But today, I drove through the suburbs Crying 'cause you weren't around

And don't you think I loved you too much To be used and discarded? Don't you think I loved you too much To think I deserve nothing?

She's got those lips, she's got those hips The life of every fuckin' party

And now you got me thinkin' Two plus two equals five And I'm the love of your life 'Cause if rain don't pour and sun don't shine Then changing you is possible I guess love is never logical