made a chart for a bunch of vns & games I'm going to try reading & playing this year blegh

barely use it anymore but I only use twitter now to basically windowshop or check what my friends are posting but only for about 5 minutes at most because too much prolonged exposure to the site starts pissing me off

it's kind of annoying to me that after ignoring me for over half a year & asking to have my account back or deleted that lying about wanting to also cancel some nonexistent nitro subscription was what finally got me a response. big and greedy

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having another worse than usual health episode & the weather took out my internet again ✌️

#銀魂 #銀高 #高銀 #gintama

Aa

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i keep falling down stairs

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hmhmhmhm

finally celebrated christmas yesterday🎄

choking on fish 🗣️🐟

Passed out again a few days ago and fell on my left arm and I think I sprained my left wrist as well because it hurts to even move it. my right hand is also difficult to use cause if I try tightening my grip with it the healing wounds on my fingers get torn back open and bleed

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I have been doodling here and there for a while but I'm not planning on ever posting any of it cause it's all self indulgent stuff I don't feel comfortable sharing

i often forget my body has a forced shutdown function till i wake up later on the floor

window was frosting earlier

thought too much about 2017 now my brain is trailing off to go grave digging

finished rereading episode 1 of umineko last night now I'm starting 2 today 𓅰

goodnight

power & internet went & has been out for almost the whole day but I was too dead to even notice

It's cold.

posted too much time to die

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I still don't have a cooling fan stand for my laptop so I've been placing it on and using my air filter as a stand in for now. sitting on the floor next to it to use it hurts cause my butt is too bony though

I'm going to try and dedicate 2 hours a day to reading to try and get out of this burnout I've been stuck in for almost a year now. Now I'm trying to decide between starting one of key's vns(leaning towards air) or restarting and finishing Umineko

I don't remember where I left off in umineko so I'm going to reread from the beginning when I pick it back up

uninstalled twitter cause it was pissing me off and making me evil. i'll probably crawl back and lurk on it again in a couple days