Snowing! I didn't realize it had gotten this cold outside. Now I know why the last 2 days ive been freezing inside even tho my place is heated to 70F. One side of the place is all windows and the cold radiates.

I ended up sleeping most of the day. I did take care of the trash on the kitchen counter and made a sandwich but that all. I would love to go back to bed. I know ill be up all night again

My stomach is starting to hurt and fml I had a small amount of quick oats and yogurt. How does even that bother me? Have I been glutened by the oats? Oats are sometimes contaminated

Up for coffee. Very little sleep again. I've got chores to do today. Kitchen counter isnt usable bc of clutter. 2 weeks till cheque day! But next pay cycle is going to be awful again.

Ok it's 10pm and my meds haven't been delivered fml. I'd like to sleep now. How long do I wait?

The price of chocolate is so out of control I think a lot of ppl are going to go on forced diets. Anyway just sitting around waiting for med delivery. From now till 10pm windows fml

I clicked out of someones Twitch stream as soon as i saw it was subscribers only chat box. Like you have to pay to join in chat and she only has 20 ppl watching. Ppl who do this are so obnoxious and they aren't going to get bigger that way.

Was just reminded how much my parents loved the yellow pages. Like way after you could look up stuff on the computer they cherished a new yellow pages

Hi Brainfrog has greatly helped me before and I can't afford to pay it forward right now but if any one can help that would be awesome. Being chronically ill is so expensive

So because they took away the carbon tax my GST only lasted for a small grocery order today and my next course of daily probiotics. I'm hardly getting any groceries as well but I'm re-stocking my diet pepsi so yay. With carbon tax i would have had $130 ish left

Morning. I managed a bit of sleep after that finally. Really wanted tea this morning but my milk is expired. Getting some delivered later. Thank god for GST. Also managed to not buy chips which is a issue with me

woooo have not slept again

I'm really glad I'm 98% off twitter now. It got so toxic and some of it I couldn't see how bad it was till it went away. Largely how pissed I was at ppl scamming mutual aid. I should have separated myself sooner. There are still some ppl over there I Iike who dont post here so I'm still hanging on

My asshole neighbor who I have always hated is in the fucking bath tub while his alarm goes off non stop. So now I cant be in bed bc its on the other side of my wall and its 530am

My pain and low functioning has gotten to the point where I have a brick of cheese and i wasn't eating it bc cutting it up was too much and I was scared of it going moldy and losing it bc food costs too much so now I'm just eating my way though the brick like its a apple. Herb and garlic Armstrong

I wonder if bathing Friday night threw me into a osteo arthritis flare cuz holy fuck. If I stay still for too long like even sleeping in my chair for a hour I'm so stiff it's painful to move. And also activity hurts lol can't win

So the ongoing pattern is absolutely fucked tired the entire day then boom awake at night so I can't sleep

I watched a whole movie for the first time in over a decade. Movies are hard with cognitive damage. I think what helped is its a slow family drama where there is not a lot to remember and I didnt have to pay really close attention every second to keep up. Will tell my psychiatrist of progress

Morning. Just up having ginger ale and listening to Sidney Sprague I want to say still? Been on her for days but interspersed with Twitch DJs of course.

My garbage helper came a day early and put together the bathtub stool. I put it in the bath and i still feel super squished in there. I might still have to wash lower body stepped outside of the tub which is hard bc I cant stand long esp while active. Anyway will try it out sometime

FML my bathtub stool was delivered and its got tons of screws Never figure it out. Going to ask my garbage helper Sunday if he will put it together for a $10 and if he says he cant dont know what to do

I have to be way more frugal this year. The only place to really do that is food bc I already dont have money to splurge on stuff. I'm not cutting my few streaming services bc im housebound and that to cruel to give myself nothing. So food has to be cut which is hard with GF and no stove. But ...

I got my GST already even tho its not due till Monday. Check your account. Desperately needed this cuz I'm already in credit card debt I need to pay off with next PWD cheque

I finally gave in and ordered a bath stool which I cant afford but I had a bath tonight and its just too hard getting up and down with my awful body

I took my meds with milk bc too lazy to make tea and want to save my last Diet Pepsi for tomorrow. Drinking milk feels so weird. Like the after taste. ???

I like Japanese vlogs bc the titles are always stuff like ''no friends, low income'' Like yes this is my speed. I hate the rich popular influencer thing

Got like 1 hour of sleep but now I've got coffee. A new coffee today I forgot I had and glad I opened it bc its almost out of date. Gastown Grind BOLD by Nabob. Cant decide if I like it. I like dark roast and this is the only one Nabob has in small size. I would like to stop buying the huge one

I'm so tired I feel intimidated by the colouring page I started. I also started it without my glasses on which I keep doing. I take them off to go to bed then I think ''what if i just colour a bit first''

My tweets are all of a sudden being liked by porn accounts and bots that dont show me who they are. ???

IDK how I'm suppose to sleep tonight with that persons fire alarm still intermittently going off. I take it they haven't called the emergency maintenance office to come change it. This has been going on like what 6 hours now? I did some stress colouring and maybe I'll be up all night doing that

Fml a neighbors fire alarm has been going off intermittently for 90 min. It my fire ptsd is going. I'm worried it's being set off by drugs bc that's what caused the last big fire here

Been a uneventful day. Did more chores so I'm ready for garbage helper on Sunday. Going to lay in bed coz I'm bored and cold. Glad I got stuff done at least. Legs doing better today

Everyone on here seems to have disappeared. Its so hard for me to wake up no matter how much I sleep. I did work on cleaning beside the bed which is a area always in chaos no mater how much I work on it. Still more to do

Holding myself accountable for Johnny who is struggling with drinks. I had a small mixed bulk bag of gummies candies and I tore through it last night-half gone. I thought I was doing good bc only had a few at a time but must have gone to bag MANY TIMES lol. Need to cut back on sugar

I'm happy this year to have peer support be done with and have a apt that is in a non hoarded condition that I can hopefully keep up with on my own. I'm happy bluesky is finally at a stage I have ppl I can talk to each day for company. I was really worried I was going to be alone when twitter died

I have a legally blind friend on Twitter who cant use bluesky bc the sign up process here doesn't work on his screen reader. Just mentioning it bc a lot of ppl scream about alt text but I never see anyone mention what I think is a even bigger issue with the platform

morning. i'm finally out of bed. going to have a mtn dew. still tired but was having lots of dreams today which now of course cant remember

I was going to clean up today but holy I don't want to get out of bed. I was in bed all day yesterday bc my legs were being shit again. Might be depression today

Holy shit congratulations i love you ❤️

I'm up. Missed 1 dose of probiotic bc I had kombucha instead and 12 hours later having issues already. JFC. And I've not cheated on eating gluten at all. Like what is going on. Everything I ate yesterday was super bland as well

Its interesting to watch someone in a different country (Japan) live on too little money and what its like compared to here. I've been watching this channel but I sometimes get her mixed up with someone else. She couldnt afford a cake slice on Xmas and I was like *cries* youtu.be/d-CpE1TVAz0?...

Cardi B BF accused of strangling his female chef and sounds like Cardi is supporting him. She called the chef and told her what he did was no big deal or something. I hate that Cardi continues to be so problematic. Shes so funny I just want to like her without issues

Making popcorn in my small microwave is not good. IDK why I didn't see this coming and buy the mini bags. It keeps getting caught on the sides and stops turning the bag. I had to stop the microwave 6 times in 2 mins to adjust the bag. I will use the rest of the bags bc im to poor to chuck snacks

finally unsubbing from youtubes i never click on. im missing lots of videos i actually want, i think youtube only shows you a small amount

UPDATE: maintenance guy came back and I couldn't hear what neighbor said to him bc he has a low voice. I dont hear work being done or any talking so I assume he refused entry again. Our bathrooms are attached so I should be able to hear them. I hate my neighbor so much. No respect for anyone

UPDATE: the neighbor who wouldn't let the maintenance guy in last week was given an notice for today and is once again refusing entry. And again this is for a issue he begged them to look at. He told them to ''come back in half hour'' Thats not how notice of entry works JFC. I can't believe the

twitch is so glitchy. for how much they charge for memberships they should have better service. ongoing issues

My legs are shit today and I've managed to make coffee and a microwave meal so thats good for me. Meal courtesy of mutual aid. If my donor sees this I had a mushroom rice packet with the spiced spinach packet on top. I just handled the spice level lol. TYSM

Ok I opened new coffee today and while there is more flavor its still weird to me? Anyway I'm going to stop buying the economy tins bc I just cant get through them before they get stale. I've got 3 to get through tho before I'm out of coffee. They were on big discount a few months ago but r in date

Finally have a coffee. Its been days. Everytime I have coffee it tastes different to me? Like some days I love it and some days i'm like ??? This is a ??? day. I wonder if its expiring. Its been opened a long time and it might be stale. Its a huge tin. Anyway rambling cuz sad hard times