And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #VTuber #ENVTuber www.youtube.com/live/R6v4X01... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

If any of you are wondering what happened between @Lucian_TheDemon and I, but couldn't catch the stream, here's the vod. You don't need to watch the whole thing. The last two hours were just my chat trying to cheer me up =^..^= www.youtube.com/live/a3yr6If...

Am talking about my break up with Lucian www.youtube.com/live/a3yr6If... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

I'm wondering if I should talk about what happened between me and my ex fiancé on stream if for no other reason than to make myself feel a little better

Sleeves or no sleeves? =^..^= Art: @ssidianutz.bsky.social

I finally got the engagement ring back from Lucian. I'm gonna try to resell it. I should've known trying things were gonna go to hell. I'm done getting my heart and trust broken. I can't do this anymore

We got my girl Silver! =^..^=

She's hiding =^..^=

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Does anyone ever wonder what they did to deserve getting their heart broken by everyone they ever loved, repeatedly getting screwed over by life, and torn apart from the inside out? Because I do. I feel like I'm forced to live in misery I can't escape. I can't live or die. Just barely survive =^..^=

And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #VTuber #PauwsLive #ENVTuber www.youtube.com/live/EvH6LWg... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

When you really think about it, VTubing is just a specific type of drag =^..^=

And we are live on Twitch and YouTube! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #VTuber #ENVTuber www.youtube.com/live/3TGSsW1... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

Went to Target with my dad and got this weighed plushie. Everyone meet Azrael. If you know the reference you know =^..^=

I laughed harder than I probably should have =^..^=

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Am I a femboy? Yes I am! Am I a masc woman? ...I mean I'm more androgynous, but sure =^..^=

ATTENTION PLEASE! This is a very important announcement. CATS ARE PERFECT!!!! Thank you! =^..^=

WE GOT ASH AND HIS LIGHT CLONE!!!! =^..^=

My depression has been temporarily cured =^..^=

And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #VTuber #PauwsLive #ENVTuber www.youtube.com/live/H0GOvpc... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

I'm ace and I desperately wish I was aro too. I hate being attracted to people. I ESPECIALLY hate being hyperromantic because it has brought me nothing, but disappointment, heartache, problems, trauma, and exhaustion. I fall way too easily only for everything to be broken in the end

Shhh… Don't wake the evil baby =^..^=

There are two downsides of getting a double mastectomy as a bigender person. And that is no nipples, so I can't get nipple piercings. And finding cute lingerie that doesn't require boobs is very hard. Other than that I'd say benifits outweigh the trade offs. For me at least =^..^=

Sure @lucianthedemon.bsky.social! You imply I'm a gold digger, take our problems to social media and call me a bitch, then delete the post without so much as an apology. As if that wasn't a fucking bitch move. OH! And you called me selfish for my boundaries that I'm entitled to and you were aware of

I'm watching Love on the Spectrum for the first time. Oh boy. I'm scared =^..^=

Happy International Asexuality Day my beautiful KitKats =^..^=

I've tried writing slice-of-life stories in the past and I'll probably try again in the future. However I think adventure fantasy is my favourite genre to write =^..^=

Y'all watched Gen V for exactly one reason. Jordan. Just Jordan =^..^=

And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #InternationalTransgenderDayofVisibility #VTuber www.youtube.com/live/TP5-O12... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

Once I'm properly healed I'll start streaming again =^..^=

From now on I think I'll have my platforms be for an 18+ audience. Not because of my content. But because there are so many people in the VTubing space who are creepy towards minors and I don't want to accidentally endanger a child

I just got top surgery today! I'm officially done with medical tradition! 🥳 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊 =^..^=

I'm so excited for my top surgery! 😁 =^..^=

This is so freaking cool! =^..^=

And we are live on Twitch and YouTube! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #Women'sHistoryMonth #VTuber www.youtube.com/live/b5jxw-k... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

I thought about writing a story inspired by D&D. Should I do it? =^..^=

Decided I wanted to post on here more. So hi =^..^=

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And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #Women'sHistoryMonth #VTuber www.youtube.com/live/SjEkoE1... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

Yo why do I look so handsome in this picture? And yes. I am in fact wearing teddy bear and choo choo train pajamas. Let me be be cute in peace =^..^=

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I know a lot of people found me because of HSR and I appreciate every single one of you followed for that. However that is not my main content nor has it ever intended to be. My platform is mostly based around storytelling and sometimes rhythm games. I will still play HSR here and there =^..^=

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And we are live on YouTube and Twitch! Come hang out with me =^..^= #PauwsLive #Women'sHistoryMonth #VTuber www.youtube.com/live/n5lin2W... www.twitch.tv/kitten_pauws

So I'm bigender and discovered this last June. My chest has always made me uncomfortable since puberty, but I didn't realize HOW uncomfortable it's made me until now that I'm getting closer to my surgery date to have them removed. Which I am very excited for by the way =^..^=

Y'all should I start an ASMR channel? =^..^=

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Made slutty hot chocolate from scratch =^..^=

We need you to come out and let the world know how you feel