Going to sign a petition to recall the governor of this god forsaken state. Praying the petition gets the number of signatures needed. I. Absolutely. Hate. It. Here. If you’d like to “adopt” a thirty something year old girl who just really trying her best, please don’t hesitate to reach out. ❤️

Sometimes I am really astonished by how stupid people can be. Some folks have completely smooth brains don’t they? Not a single intelligent thought. My goodness.

I’m going. Looking for a concert buddy. Maybe someone to share a room with if you’d like or need. ☺️

Is anyone going to see Louis in Austin??

I grew these things. Bell pepper. Jalapeño peppers. Dill. And Chives! 🧑‍🌾

I think I will always be weirded out by Impossible minced “meat”. It makes great sliders though. 🍔🍟

Did my early voting today. Will it matter??? We can only hope and pray and conjure up the downfall of one slimy little governor and hope it does.

There is nothing about “Dance No More” and needed him to be like that. But I’m glad he did what he did. His dancing is SO good. He’s got great movement and form. My dancing boy. 🪩🕺🩰

Just want to say thank you to those who replied to this. Like, I said it wasn’t for attention. It’s just real and honestly, it’s a relief to be supported & not made to feel like I’m wrong or that it’s my fault I feel this way. You’re all so incredible. ❤️

Oh. My. God.

This is real talk. It’s not to be dramatic or get attention. It’s just speaking it into the void because I don’t have anyone to speak it too. My depression is raging and today I had the thought “It would just be better to die.” I don’t really want to die. It’s just tough right now. This will pass.

Hoping for a good day today. It’s 5/5. 5 is my favorite number. So we need a good day. 5️⃣

1. May the 4th be with you. 2. My god, I am so sick of this shit. It embarrassing to be an American. It’s super embarrassing to be a tiny blue dot in the red for what reasons exactly South. I am so sick of this. SICK OF THIS!!!!

Sometimes a bit of joy comes from making and eating some cute lil toasts.

Louis William Tomlinson made a double album and there are no skips. He’s incredible. Also, it’s a relief to know Louis loves me even though he doesn’t know me. He needs me the way I need him and that’s pretty fucking cool.

🐇🐇🐇

I want to move to the UK so badly. Mostly for school but then to live the (maybe) rest of my life there. I just need to make that happen.

Not my grad school/ former place of employment saying I had a credit on my account. 1. I graduated 12 years ago. 2. I stopped working there 5 years ago. 3. Absolutely shocked that they would be willing to part with money of any kind. What a miracle. 😮

There’s just something about a storm on a Saturday morning. And this storm is storming. ⛈️⚡️🌧️

I hope Ms. Anne was at Louis’s show. Just because I think that would be dead nice. Especially with the way the media seems to want to pit all of the guys against each other. Which is so weird.

I grew these! They’re the first bits from my spring/summer container garden. I’m so proud!!!

The what I’m gonna call “Strings Version” of “Season 2 Weight Loss” is unfair. Besides “Coming Up Roses” it’s my favorite song, I’m pretty sure. I waited to watch this because I was scared and now I know I why. MY GOOD GOD!!!

Does anyone want to start over somewhere new with me? I’m getting that itch to start over somehow & that’s not good.

I hate that being on my monthly makes me so tired and makes everything 8,000x harder. I can do anything while bleeding but my god, it’s so hard and exhausting.

I’m the mindset right now where I absolutely hate it here (Louisiana & The US) and would do just about anything to leave. I can’t do this anymore. I cannot! This is sick and it’s exhausting and I hate it. Get. Me. Away. From. HERE.

My sweet car was just on the street in front of my house minding her business and someone backed into her! Thankfully it’s cosmetic damage but still! My girl! 😩

Spotted while I was running an errand today. ❤️

Finished the first fic I’ve read in a very long time. It was really sweet. Just the right amount of angst. It features anxiety and depression. It’s written about very well and in a way that’s raw. You know I love a well written depressed or anxious character. 5/5 archiveofourown.org/works/76933566

I have a jalapeño already. I also have a few sprouts from a bulb garden I bought from Trader Joe’s last year. I’m surprised it’s coming back but I’m proud because I was trying to take care of it. My other veggies are growing & my herbs. My Red Zinger seeds sprouted too. I have a little garden! ☺️

I’ve gotten hooked on “Love on the Spectrum” (US edition) and oh my goodness. Why have I haven’t watched it before? These people are so precious and they’re just wanting the things everyone else wants. It’s sad so many stigmatize disabilities so much.

Baby, you are the love of my life. OooOOoooh

I can’t believe Louis sang “No Control”. What is this man up to????

I am so so GRATEFUL for this four day weekend. It’s been wild times and I need it. A little breathing space.

AO3 wins April Fool’s day. Amazing. 😂😂😂😂

ℝ𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕚𝕥—ℝ𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕚𝕥—ℝ𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕚𝕥 ᴀʀᴛ ʙʏ ꜱᴇᴛʜ ꜰɪᴛᴛꜱ

Angry hedgehog. 🦔

Learned to protect my peace a little too well and I may be alone forever but at least no else will be able to f—- me over again.

😯

My god, RAYE’s new album is FREAKING INCREDIBLE!! It’s absolutely overwhelmingly incredible. My. God.

I didn’t win a plant at Bingo but I did enjoy myself. And I found a new drink that I want all the time. They have nonalcoholic versions of their cocktails so I got two more Lavender Hazes because it was that good. The alcoholic version was great too but it was a school night so…😄

Came to my play plant bingo. I have like 2 hours to kill so I’m gonna enjoy this cocktail, write or read until then. The logistics of New Orleans. It would have been too much trouble to go home & then come back. 😅😅

I love him.

Oh. My. God.

I planted these seeds Saturday and. there’s already green shoots?! Hopefully it’s one of the herbs and just grass or something random 😅😅😅

Slept terribly but I have coffee and I plan on having a decent day at work then going home to take care of my little garden. So, it’s gonna be alright.

My onion has a heart in it 😭😭😭

Is “Click Clack Symphony.” supposed to make you cry? Asking for a friend. My god, RAYE is very good isn’t she?

Why is Liquid Death Doctor Death so dang good? I’m not even a Dr. Pepper person and my wow. Give me 18 of ‘em right now.

I couldn’t wait so I went to the plant shop and picked up two tomatoes varieties and a bell pepper. Playing in the dirt is really great therapy. AND I’ve had a book on while I’ve been playing so it’s a double dopamine dose. 🙂👩🏻‍🌾

I’ve planted cucumbers, radishes, spinach, some mix flowers, chives, parsley, dill, and mint. My jalapeño peppers are coming back. Still want some to get tomatoes, bell peppers, and some squash. I have a good feeling about this years spring/ summer garden. 🪏 🫜🥒🍅🫑🌶️🪴