Slept terribly but I have coffee and I plan on having a decent day at work then going home to take care of my little garden. So, it’s gonna be alright.

My onion has a heart in it 😭😭😭

Is “Click Clack Symphony.” supposed to make you cry? Asking for a friend. My god, RAYE is very good isn’t she?

Why is Liquid Death Doctor Death so dang good? I’m not even a Dr. Pepper person and my wow. Give me 18 of ‘em right now.

I couldn’t wait so I went to the plant shop and picked up two tomatoes varieties and a bell pepper. Playing in the dirt is really great therapy. AND I’ve had a book on while I’ve been playing so it’s a double dopamine dose. 🙂👩🏻‍🌾

I’ve planted cucumbers, radishes, spinach, some mix flowers, chives, parsley, dill, and mint. My jalapeño peppers are coming back. Still want some to get tomatoes, bell peppers, and some squash. I have a good feeling about this years spring/ summer garden. 🪏 🫜🥒🍅🫑🌶️🪴

Gonna work on my container/ patio garden today. I have a few seeds and I need to clean up from last years plants. Very excited to see how a new one goes!

Yooo, being mentally ill is wild. I was fine. Absolutely fine. I had actually feeling pretty proud of myself for how I’ve handled some things this week. Looking forward to the weekend and then BOOM the depression pop up for a fun little visit. 🙄🙄🙄

I feel like getting away but gas is too much and I need to save for my trips later this year but I need a little something now. I’ve kinda had a week. It’s been a little weird. Maybe I just need a drink. IDK. 🫠🫠🫠

I figured. Man, it just hurts and it’s always gonna huh? ❤️

In the last two months, two people I hadn’t spoken to in the two years have reached out to me. It’s been weird but I’m proud of how I’ve handled it. Not worried about making them comfortable or simply letting them back in. My boundaries have stayed strong. 💪

Very appreciative for Harry giving us all permission to move our bodies in the way that feels best to us when we dance. Thank you universe for Harry Styles.

I had been hearing about pizza beans so I made some tonight. I kinda just when by my own recipe. I know how to make pizza & I know what makes beans good so boom. They turned out SO good! So so good.

I got the title to my car today and yall, it made me weep. That thing, Pearl is her name, is all mine. After 6 years of hard work, SHE IS MINE! 😭😭😭

One of very favorite lyrics ever. I’m no artist but I have fun. 💋🪩💃

The video of Harry’s SNL monologue is 4:44. Which is interesting.

Incredible how many times someone has to say something without outright saying it (sort of) for people to go “Oooooh my god.” I mean, are you listening yet?! Sadly lots of people still aren’t.

Harry is funny and he’s very good at being funny. I adore him.

MITCH DOING SOME CHOREOGRAPHY!!! LORD HAVE MERCY!!!!!! 🕺🕺🕺

Thought I was gonna be missing something not getting a ticket for Banana Ball in The Dome but yall it’s free on YouTube! ⚾️

Most precious person there is. I love him so much.

Even though I got in my head a little too much, I did have some fun dancing for a bit. And thinking about that’s it’s kinda funny that a HR night happened at freaking Tipitina’s.

Leaving HR night a little early. 1. It took 20 minutes for the visuals. 2. It’s just the same loop and Shane and Ilya. (Shame riding Ilya) 3. I worry there’s fetishizing happening. I don’t approve of that. Doesn’t feel good. 4. Honestly, I’m just feeling lonely. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’ve become a vodka soda girl and I’m not sure how that happened.

Playing some Shania to hype myself up for an free Heated Rivalry night. Well the tickets are free and I am grateful.

I’m gonna be thinking about Harry’s dad thinking it was “DJs don’t dance no more, they sit” forever. That is so funny!!

Did I get two pieces of merch today from Harry? Yes. Should I have done that? No. Am I looking forward to getting the things I got? Absolutely. (I was doing so well with no caving to the instant dopamine hits online shopping gives, well, we just keep trying)

DJ/ sound engineer Harry is something I’m really not prepared for. This era is gonna be so much fun! So. Fun.

I had one person I could ask to go with me and they can’t 😕 At least I was brave enough to ask. My god, how are you supposed to make friends????

A friend of mine won tickets to a HR night but she’s giving them to me 😭😭😭

Have to wait until the end of the day to watch Live Lounge. Oddly, enough I vividly remember this happening last time he did Live Lounge for HH. Ah, memories. It’s been interesting comparing how I was in the HH era (& how badly I needed that era) to who I am now. ☺️ She’s a different person yall!

It’s made up entirely of two artist and their newest albums. Guess which two… I listen to loads of different types of music I swear, I’m just a bit fixated at the moment. music.apple.com/us/playlist/...

People saying POP is a bi-anthem like it’s the first bi/pan leaning song Harry has had. WHERE HAVE THESE PEOPLE BEEN????? Anyway, welcome to them. Harry is for everyone. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

I think of my favorite things about realizing I can do what I want is that I can go to bed when I’ve enough. I mean, like, after work. But like I can just decide “ok, I’m done” and go get in my bed. That’s so cool!

I fell of my walking pad 😣😆 I got too into listening to “S2WL” and lost my footing and ended up on the floor!!! I’m fine. This y’all’s reminder to be careful listening to Harry’s albums. 😆😆

It’s only Tuesday and I already wanna go out this weekend. I might have to find a place. I think there’s another HR night. That could be fun again 💃💃💃

KATTDO is a skipless album but *if* there was one I was gonna skip it’s “American Girls” 😬🫣 It’s not a bad song. It’s pretty dang good but *IF* I were to skip one, it’s that one.

I’ve made a couple of bracelets. I’ve really got to start working on some Louis/HDIGH ones 😳

Oh and add “Are You Listening Yet?” to this list. I’m fully in the “how does this song actually make me feel?” Phase of listening 😅

The folks who deeply resonate with “Matilda” now deeply resonate with “S2WL” & “TWG”. It’s a layer in their journey, they’ve let go & now they’re asking big questions to themselves, the ones who broke them, & continuing to work on self acceptance. Maybe that’s just how I feel about those songs 🫣

Since I’m home I get to watch this now. I don’t have to wait until the end of the day! Which mean, I can watch the ONO again. ☺️🤭🤭 youtu.be/aDyeysVAeNk?...

Realized the morning the tracklist on KATTDO IS in a swirl because they’re the film . The front is like a camera, the back is like that because that’s where the film is. ITS THE FLIM IN THE CAMERA. My god, that is brilliant 😭😭

More broken water mains, yet again no school. And once again the notice is way too late. They should have this ready to go. They’re breaking. We can’t have school without water. Yikes.

There will be many Mondays in our lives, but there is only one you. May today be the Monday you want it to be so you can be your best too. #positivity #allontheboard

Also, those dance moves? Harry is absolutely a millennial and those moves make me feel seen 😅😅😅 He’s just the best isn’t he?? I love Harry Styles my whole entire heart.

My god. I love him. I absolutely love Harry Styles. I would have waited forever but I’m so happy I don’t have to. I cannot wait to be in the room in October. And MY GOD, “Sign Of The Times” is just a fine wine isn’t it. Good god.

Saving the ONO for my dinner time viewing. I’m really nervous and excited about it. I don’t know why I’m nervous but I am. 🫠

Now that we’ve lived with it a couple of days, I’ve reached the analysis stage. I have a couple of KATTDO Qs: Who the hell is Leon? Why are they in H’s head? Why the tomatoes? You gotta be careful. Too many will give you reflux issues (I know from experience) What sorcery is in “Ready, Steady, Go”?

Oh my god, look who was in my mailbox!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍 What a good day!!!

I moved the whole time 💃🩰🪩. I had so much fun but I also still struggle at stuff like this. I do things by myself a lot and usually it’s fine but this would have been really nice to have a friend there. I still had fun. And again: This era is gonna be SO MUCH FUN!