AAAAAHHHHHHHHH

I am fascinated by this whole situation. Fascinated and concerned. This is wild.

Genuine question: are people panic buying tickets for MSG “Together Together”? I need to figure out what’s happening?

I hope you’re all doing ok. I know it’s stressful times in so many ways. Get some rest. Drink water all the time, pee occasionally (such a wordsmith that Harry). Do something that makes you smile. Love you! (Here’s a little forehead kiss 💋)

Managed to whip up a very yummy quick chili tonight. Very comforting, warm, cozy, tasty. I kinda surprised myself with how well it turned out!

Oh my god, these bonus songs. Louis. Oh my god.

So so excited to see how many of y’all got tickets for Harry. It makes me so happy because I know that feeling. I’m so excited for everyone!!! 💋🪩

Surround yourself with the kind of people who find the Oxford comma to be illuminative, beautiful, and necessary.

Slightly relived my school is closed due to this wild winter weather. I was really nervous about having no to navigate possibly icy roads. (We don’t have it bad compared to almost everyone else & I am grateful for that)

They’re finally here!!!!

Breakfast of champions. 💜💚💛

Was having the best sleep I had all week (I’ve not slept well at all, it’s anxiety and like everything) to get woken up at 3:30 by the beeps of my power blinking off, on, then off for a bit. Maybe I can go back to sleep for a bit now that it’s back on. 🙄

I have been waiting all day to watch the visualisers for HDIGH. I’m seated and ready to enjoy the album yet again in a new way.

He’s a baby.

Just immensely proud and grateful for Louis Tomlinson. I want him to have a big shining moment (more than a moment but anyway). He deserves it. He’s more than earned it. He’s doing it. Been doing it but he’s really doing it.

I knew I was gonna love it but I LOVE HDIGH. It’s Louis to me. This is a true Louis Tomlinson record. The lyrics are fantastic. The production is class. The influences are pretty evident but fitted for L. This is the Louis Tomlinson record. I’m so proud and I’m obsessed.

I wish I could stay up to watch Louis on The Tonight Show but I gotta go to bed. This has been such an exciting day. Exciting week. Tomorrow is the day!!!! HDIGH is finally mine (ours 💙)!!!!!!!

And I had this feeling wayyyy before this album was announced. Like, he’s kind of given us a little taste of moving that direction on HH. It’s different for him. I’m excited about that.

I knew this was where we were going. I knew it my bones Harry was gonna do a techno/ house/ electric album AND I’M HERE FOR IT!! 🪩🪩

IDK if I’m gonna get to see Harry this time and it’s making freak out a bit? It shouldn’t. I’ve been able to see him 3 times and they were some of my very favorite times. I’m not out yet. You never know. I believe 🧘‍♀️💋🪩

30 nights at MSG is crrraaaazzyy.

The more I listen to “Imposter” the more obsessed I become with the way Louis sings “I’m so in awe of you that it hurts”. I’m obsessed with the way he sings it. The way he sounds. How it sounds like…geez. My god, this album is gonna be so good!

Doing my annual bloodwork and I had to fast. No coffee 🫠. No nothing. Thankfully there’s a coffee shop in the hospital right by the lab. Which is weird but also very smart on their part.

I believe Louis talking about “the noise” is the attempts to pit them against each other. Not just he and Harry but Zayn is doing a lot right now too. Louis is clearly supportive of everyone & he’s trying to prevent a fandom mess. I believe that very much.

Why won’t Apple Music play “Imposter”? Is it just mine????? AAHAAHAHAH

DANG IT! I felt pressured to get my preorder in and now there’s that set with the long sleeve and I love it. Anyone know if I can cancel my previous pre order??????

Thank god, “Door Time” “Clock Time” whatever we’re calling it now is at my lunch. I’m gonna give Louis his due first though. January 23 is Louis’ Day. Then Harry later. Louis first though. LOUIS FIRST!! 🫵

Back to regular schedule today (back at work, I took some days for my b-day) and if the boys™️move, I won’t know. Feel free to give me heads up to look back over today if something happens. Thank you, love you. 😘

It works. That’s so cute!

There’s so many of you I wish I could invite to coffee and enjoy a sweet treat with. God, I would love that? Would you??

My gosh, a shower really is mind altering sometimes.

That Apple playlist implies that the songs on the “Kiss” playlist are romantic. Maybe. But mostly, they’re quite sad. Most of them. Jesus. My baby is emotional. An emotional sweet bay boy.

I had to sit and wait for an hour for the train while being 1/3 of a mile away from my doctor’s office. It was very frustrating but I made it!

Not a former close friend texting me today after nothing for MONTHS and saying they want to get together when they come to town…Got my anxiety up for the wrong reasons. Dang.

I want that camera box set but I can’t right now and I know when I can, it’ll be gone. It’s ok though. It’s exciting!!! Harry’s back!

He did this for me. He knew and he did it for me. FOR ME! (I’m kidding. I’m delusional it not quite *that* delusional)

Jesus Christ, I need everyone to slow down!!!! Harry’s coming back!!! HE’S COMING BACK!!!!!! Louis’s next single and the album is coming. Zayn has some tour coming. JESUS I can’t breathe!!!

It’s my birthday and Harry’s supposed to move more today (maybe? Is it real? Who the hell knows) so I am in a right state.

All this Harry stuff is making me so anxious. Seriously. I’m already like having a hard time emotionally/ mentally and the idea of gearing myself up for a new era or a doc or whatever feels like tooo much. But I love him and I’ve missed him so much. ☹️🫠

Look at this garlic clove! He was just right the cheesy beans I made tonight 🧄🫘🧀

I have played A LOT of Tears of the Kingdom today and I’ve loved it. It’s such a fun game.

These are absolutely my plans.

This week has been kinda hard. It’s been tense and emotional for me. But I’m happy to have a little wine, a little pizza, and practically pornographic new pictures of Louis to take me into the weekend.

Oh. My. God.

Two quick questions: Why didn’t LTHQ post about Icon? And how can I get a copy?????

I slept so terribly last night and it’s been a kinda tough day mentally because of that. So, I’m just ready to go home. ☹️

Got told I’m “glowing” as a teacher during admin evals and my god, what an outrageous compliment! I’m grateful. I try to be the best I can and I’m grateful it’s seen. 🥲🥲

Been the kind of morning where I didn’t get a sip of water until 11. I’ve been feeling weird all day but I had King Cake (IT’S TIME!) so that’s the big star today. (So far)

Happy King’s Day/ Epiphany/ 12th Night everyone. You may now finally eat King Cake. It’s legal again!! And welcome to the most wonderful time of the year: ✨Carnival✨. 💜💛💚

One of my personal culinary goals is to find more fun ways to use tofu. Tonight, I’ve shredded some seasoned it, added buffalo sauce, and will make it into sandwiches! It’s not revolutionary but it’s a new way to me!