How to erase my entire being and become someone else

I love sleeping next to my partner 🥰

Still hung up on a man. Help me

New Carly music will fix me

Work is changing my schedule so now I’ll have Sundays/mondays off!! I can actually enjoy weekends!

2nd time the guy at the Bao place has given me free dinner. Idk what his deal is but hey I’ll take it

This might drive me crazy

Everyone telling me it’s not a good idea and I keep wanting to hear a different answer lol

I think life would improve a lot if I only had to work 4 days a week

Forgot I was wearing mascara and eyeliner and I just rubbed my eyes after crying…

I’ve had the same song on repeat for over a week now cause it makes me think of this man and I think I’m gonna drive myself crazy

I’m just a yearner at heart

I hate when work gets busy right as you’re trying to tell your coworker a story. Like can every one leave, I need to vent!

How to get over someone you haven’t dated

I need to get more femme

Doctor said my estrogen levels are still too high so she reduced my dose again. They’re nerfing your girl!

I’ve been trying to teach myself to draw and I know learning takes time and practice but this is how it feels looking at my sketchbook sometimes

I need a new crush so I can not think about the other one

Equipping my jewelry to go out like a witch equipping talismans

Why Do I Get A Good Feeling by MUNA really doing something to my heart

My coworkers have gotten to a point of just calling out random customers that would be my type, and they’re unfortunately correct

Anyways back to lighthearted silly things

At the end of the day all my frustrations are with myself, and I want to kill her

I should talk less

You know things are bad when I consider getting back on Grindr

New MUNA album! Im saved!

I wish my brain would respond with motivation more than it does discouragement

I would like to not live my life terrified every day by what horrors come next for trans people

Feel like I used to be a much more creative person and idk what happened to that

Deleted my dating apps. Over it

Windy day out and I’m in line for Ashnikko flashing my ass cause it keeps blowing my mini skirt up

Could a quick fuck be a sedative

The few things I am looking forward to are still months away. I wish I had something sooner to be excited about

I’ll have a perfectly fine day and still somehow end up crying in bed at the end of it

Feel like my life is in some sort of limbo

My friend asked if I got implants. He was surprised that I could get tits this size just from hrt lol

Cute guy started talking to me about board games cause of my shirt and I was waiting for him to ask for my number smh

My brains too fixated on moving and I can’t even do anything about it anytime soon

I had such a good weekend with my partner and I just want to keep living like that

I’m sick of pants. I need more skirts and dresses!

Started walking next to some man and he looked at me and said “God you’re so pretty” 😌🖤

Ok, now how do you handle the logistics of moving to a new state?

I’m so burnt out on this job

This man said I have the body for rope…ok blushing

Crazy how I’ll cry over feeling stupid, but if someone called me dumb in the right way it turns me on

Oh god, she’s thinking about bottom surgery again

Asked my partner what’s the first meal they’d want for dinner when we live together, and we had the exact same answer in mind 🖤 that’s love right there

Romanticizing the idea of my life starting over in a new state

Having a full time job really makes it hard to have time for anything at night

I love having to look up all the anti trans laws coming to a state just to even consider where I could move