This working! Right here! The "big mistake" I knew at a glance would be losing my meditation cushion again, but I thought, "No way! I've learned to keep it attached to my bag with a carabiner!" I still have no idea how it disappeared! I swear it came up to the hotel room then vanished.

Once again working on what I find the most useful tool in the practice of magick... ... but why do I keep losing them! 😭

What feels good serves a purpose. As social animals that purpose is often to build relationships with others. AI is just the next step of refining this. We extract the feeling of connection from the burden of actually connecting. The feeling of knowing from actual understanding.

Unraveling. Threads dissolve and make new connections. Unlearning to relearning. It was only at the end of the working that I consciously noticed the caterpillar. #ExistentialSigil

What a time to try to start a business~ Hit with $800 in unconstitutional tariffs for a production order nobody in the states would return my calls about. 😠

Conception of action. Inspiration surrounds and motivates escape to a place where this seed may flourish. #ExistentialSigil

I find sometimes it is difficult to keep up a magick practice simply because I frequently don't have anything I want that feels suitable for spellwork... which is why I find the #ExistentialSigil work so effective. It breaks me out of the over-thinking and into the doing.

#ExistentialSigil work follows the rule, "Existence precedes essence." We throw ourselves into the magick act and as a way of being, of living. We may attempt to understand and exert some control, but magick moves beyond understanding and controlling. As we act, we exist. This is the magick. 🧵

A sight for unseeing eyes: Every cause is a kind of light and that which is affected participates in seeing, witnessing. #ExistentialSigil

#ProjektLunarSigil day 6 (if counting from zero, otherwise 7) final evolution.

Read House of Leaves and wow, very much digging it. I love the way it encourages you to follow up leads in other works. I say I am reading this book, but it led me to spending time reading the Aeneid, Borges, and researching mythology...

Existential sigil working: imitation, (re)capitulation

FIRE CUBE

#ProjektLunarSigil day 5 (still counting from zero for some reason, though it feels increasingly awkward 😘)

Me too! Except I have now also picked up Inkscape, which is similarly a terrible user experience and I love it. Dare I mention blender in the same post?

Moving through subways and train stations I wish I could experience the architecture unobscured by advertising covering not only every flat wall but also intruding on curves, columns, floors, the risers on staircases...

Existential sigil working: The map is alive. Rather unsure about this one. A sense of contact with an strange entity, a trickster or fae, and an implication of it living within the space between understanding/memory and reality.

#ProjektLunarSigil Day 4 (counting from zero 🫠)

In NYC for the evening. What should we do?

Existential sigil working: avoidance. I risk of making a big mistake is coming. Move carefully.

#ProjektLunarSigil Day 3 (counting from zero 😇)

Just deleted Firefox. Waterfox seems great so far!

Mind is often confused with intelligence. Intelligence may be thought of as not an aspect of the mind, but as a facility like perception which works outside the mind and only partially exposes its results as the sensation of thought.

Tonight! Join us at The Hotchkiss Library of Sharon for a chill hangout with games and crafts. 6-8pm, every third Wednesday of the month. 10 Upper Main St, Sharon, CT 06069. Please message us with any questions or email [email protected].

Existential sigil working: lost signs found.

#ProjektLunarSigil Day 2 (counting from zero 😉)

A number of experienced chaos magick practitioners don't put much stock in the excititory/inhibitory gnosis meta-paradigm of how chaos magick works. New practitioners sometime take it as dogma. Difficult to properly discuss in this format, but know it isn't essential or universal. #chaosky

AI slop is a natural outgrowth of dehumanizing trends in our culture. The counter-current must completely rethink art as communication, a relationship between artist and audience. To hell with top hits, stars, and award ceremonies. Let art be personal and localized to time, place, and subculture.

Join us for a queer holiday party on Sat, Dec 27th, 11am-3pm! At the Community House at St. Michael's, 25 South Street, Litchfield CT. DM with any questions or email [email protected]

Existential sigil working: defense sight. See without with attention which feeds distraction.

#ProjektLunarSigil Day 1 (counting from zero 😅)

Safe blood magick only! No cutting! No needle reuse! 🙏🩸 Check your local pharmacy for disposable single-use lancets. These are available for diabetics to check blood sugar and come in a few varieties that all work great. Consider a sharps container too. #occultsky #WitchSky #chaossky #Magicksky

Existential sigil working: echoes of warning.

I feel great damage has been done by positing that intelligence sets us humans apart from and above animals. We are taught the rationality is what makes the human soul when it is more that soul is everywhere and rationality captures and imprisons the soul within humanity.

During my delirium brought on by inability to sleep I think I figured out a system for esoteric naming of the court cards in emanant void magick.

#ProjektLunarSigil Day 0

Oof. MMR, covid, & flu vaccination all together. What a way to spend a weekend! I'll definitely feel safer with upcoming travel and patient encounters, but man do I feel gross right now~

As I studied qabalah I became convinced that it wasn't what I was looking for, just similar enough to awaken something. It was as if qabalah reminded me of something I learned in another life in another world. I pursued that memory or intuition and emanant void magick is what I found.

Existential sigil working: message in flight. A transmission from the past had taken a circuitous route, but will arrive soon.

Interesting sketch I found while going through random notebooks.

Have to get the MMR vaccine again because I can't find documentation for when I got it sometime around 1980 🤷

Existential sigil working: lost geometry. From abstraction through actualization perfection is intentionally absent.

The most frustrating aspect of both EMT and firefighter training has been the way information is either pay walled or free but low quality and basically on a spam/ad site. How is this the world we have built?

The principle of the existential working is simply that one throws oneself into the project of the working before deciding the intent. The process reflects life itself; we find ourselves in it and we may make of it what we choose.

Existential sigil working: growing a narrative.

Existential sigil working: structural disorganization. Taking stock of conflicting priorities. Maintaining options.

At the core of arguments to defend our culture is the idea that we are its property and that our culture has a right and even an obligation to control our bodies and minds. It is not defense. It is offensive to all free people who wish to live with the freedom to make their own values.

Existential sigil working: jump. Rekindling an old light.

New AI hellscape? At a local "creatives" market I came across a booth featuring a chaos star logo and witchy goods. I reached out to the owner... and they don't know what chaos magic even is! How does one open a chaos magic themed shop with with no knowledge whatsoever of your own branding?

Reconsidered planetary associations for emanant void magick with detailed diagram. Agent by classical associations is Sun, but Earth makes sense too conceptually. Neptune with Process and Uranus with Pattern match elemental associations of water and air.