visited ER today, as the bleeding of 12 days in a row really became a massive flow this morning. was so scared about my hgb levels. all went efficient and quite quick, only couple of hours. the levels ares still just ok, but it is clear if the bleed continues they can become low very quickly again.

battling constant blood loss seems like a mission impossible. recommendations from my doctor seem only partially acceptable. as I am not ready to have an early induced menopause, nor I am a fan of hrt with estrogen due to my family history.

Have been feeling mentally low past couple of days. Bleeding has not stopped. I am dreading returning to the state I was in the spring and start of summer, bedridden from severe anemia. It really hits the mental well-being the most I guess.

I have been meditating daily for a bit more than year and it has helped me with anxiety and brain fog. Yet on a days like today it seems useless as the only thing that is on my mind is the volatility of my body in #perimenopause and most probably no meditation can ease even part of my perception 😒

Starting this account randomly while going through first years of peri-menopause. Currently doing my first month of progesterone mini-pills and having, a drum-roll 🎉, breakthrough period only four days after the previous (real one) ended and on top of a heavy fibroid caused anemia #perimenopause