Manics time today bc politics is beyond shit. I just fucking can’t stand these absolute clowns who continue to bomb people and who try to capitulate the worst man but failing so hard. I just can’t see that photo/video at WH, it makes my blood boil af. Raging!!!!! 🤬

I am definitely NOT going to open twitter today anymore. Full of Takaichi licking arse of 🃏 and she is just a fucking shame, why can’t she just fuck off. Fucking horrendous, such an evil woman to express 🃏 can only bring peace to world while 🃏 makes pearl harbour joke right at her fucking face

I absolutely LOATHE commuting trains like these middle age men wouldn’t fucking move even for an inch from the door, when many people need to get off like. Selfish scum.

平和を願う皆さんの心の支えになりますように。 #NOWAR

My sleep pattern is so fucked and I’m wide awake at 4am, and keep thinking how horrible today’s going to be. Not my work but for my country, like, our PM is going to meet 🃏 today. What bullshit is she going to promise to him? Scared, depressed, angry, helpless, etc.

If they’re going to use the same photographer of all people for this printed mag with suede interview I’m going to howl honestly😂 but like. No more cursed photos please

Super tired, will need to work 6 days a week this week and probably 7 next week 😭 For consolation just rewatched this interview and I’m fine for now. I mean, super cute Neil in tee, eyes twinkling, nice hair, laughing a lot, 4min interview, and talking about me? Anything will be fine

Was thinking about what kind of setlist it’s going to be for summer sonic and I think it’s going to be something like the first one but I hope they do the second one 😗 Like. I’ve never heard of Electricity live. I’m fed up with wild ones tbh. Can be by the sea as well?

Just noticed someone left this comment months ago but like you…expect ME to film Richard?! 🤣 I mean I love Richard sooooo much but this is so funny 🤣

Oh so the fallas was ultimately the reason morr*ssey cancelled the gig??? Hahhaahahahah I went to that festival for uni thing and it was v fun but this is hilarious hahaha

Suede playing on Saturday in Tokyo and on Sunday in Osaka for summer sonic? Okay… so Saturday night must be in the setlist………right👁️

Incentive notification came in. that’s what I wanted. And it can cover the flight to the uk (if the fare wouldn’t go crazy as fuck). It feels really nice I actually have some saving, even for a small amount!! I still have so idea if I’ll get another incentive I REALLY should be paid but let’s see.

Heard surcharges for long haul flights will hike up. Did I happen to pick another best time to go to the uk? Yes.

One good thing happened at work this week was the news of our pr*ck department head leaving soon. We absolutely hated him and my former bosses hated him too and I’m quite happy but all he did was just messing around with this company like. 🫩

PM is cancelling some diplomatic stuffs with Middle Eastern countries as she claims to have a cold? Then can she cancel her visit to the us too??? Like, she’s such an arse licker of the 🍊 in the worst case scenario we’ll be embroiled in war. Seriously.

I really hate talking in front of people and today’s was actually a gen z newbie’s job but he’s v sick & helpless I had to cover him. Had to calm myself down by looking at suede tagging me on yt (yes I did look at all of their platforms haha) and tbh it’s so funny ?? I feel a bit special

Had to do a seminar host to 50 ppl and honestly 🤢

But like…if they did watch the whole video they definitely saw me zooming in Neil 🤣 guess I should upload the rest of videos too tho, I keep procrastinating it

Idk why suede keep using my video as the camera on my phone is defo not the best but thank you suedes ha ha

Was deleting some pics off my phone and bumped into this like. 🥺 Tour brochure was a good thing! I think the gig I bought this at was kind of the first time Neil said Hiii! to me from the stage prior to the gig (before I say anything), and 20 yo rin was so surprised and literally melted there 😂

Freezing af & snowing = suede raincoat weather it is. My body is dying tbh🥶

I just noticed even if Suede are playing on this indoor stage at summer sonic Tokyo, it’s going to be defo outdoor stage in Osaka as they’ve changed the location two years ago. 😳 1) I have no confidence in getting barrier in Osaka now bc no shade in August = simply death 2) sorry Neil, it’ll be hell

Forgot I’ve set this as a header on Twitter but i really like this as well. Like as if he’s scolding me for sth. 😂

World is so shit, Japanese government is beyond moron and totally manipulated by the cult, and it keeps making me feel angry and depressed, but today i heard P*lantir visited jp govt like. Are they going to mess up our country even more? What the actual fuck were they thinking?

Felt so down and watched Down in Notts, obv not a great idea, so watching every video of me w/neil, and bilbao neil, and digging out VERY hyper rin tweets in 2015 like. Quite cringy but it works ?

I’m so done with this shit government like, they suggested to set national museums a fucking revenue/visitor number target and if under performed they may be closed down ????? It’s national museums, they’re even taking admission fee, and they’re already overcrowded, and the government still want

Getting a sick leave yesterday then doing annual review meeting today is like hell? Why am I doing this to me?

V tired, then my body decided to have a massive stomachache, went to loo, then got really sick my eyesight went white, bounced back and forth between bed and loo, and by the time i got slightly ok it was 12pm and work called me tons? Honestly, my body refuses to move today 😑

It was so warm in the weekend and now its fucking freezing like Sheffield gig day I’m dying

Did a webinar host, drained already on Monday, can it be Friday tomorrow? No? And I’ll have a fucking annual review meeting on Thurs? I’m tired. Like. I’ll need to think about the dull goals and i can’t think of any. What do you want me to say, when you’re still v unclear of my yearly incentives?

Was talking to mum & sis on phone and was telling them about hand hoover thing in Newcastle (yes I’m still talking about it ) and mum was like why ??? You should just hold his waist?? And I was like ??????? Waist????? Let alone his back????? *looking at my phone like 🫩* 😂

And was thinking about how ridiculously good the 2019 tour was setlist wise; like playing manipulation? Let go? Together? Painted people? She’s not dead? Gods gift? Dawn chorus? I really timed my uni v well didn’t I

Been listening to SL2 a lot and The Prey is growing on me but the first bit before the chorus sounds so dull to me and probably that’s why it didn’t get me earlier. Still You don’t know me is the best b-side out of AF.

It’s 20 degrees in here today and i can’t cope with this odd weather

Now I know why!!! So many eu festivals 👀

Brett swinging mic in BOnes bc we didn’t have filmstar and he felt we didn’t have enough swinging (I guess) was a bit funny, but loved it

Colleagues: did you have a good time? Me, thinking of Neil in Newcastle: yes *grin*

So the week before AND after the summer sonic are European festivals, meaning they will just fly for Japan? For real??? 🥺 I thought it’d include some Asian festivals?? ? ???

My Brit colleague was v surprised I saw suede 6 times in 2 weeks like?? Haha he still doesn’t know I’ve seen them 64 times now😎

Sent mum photos of NG and she was like “aw your face is beaming” like ofc I was so happy to be there !!!

McDonald’s and other shops at the nearest station closed down a year ago for construction, and now another cafe and kfc will be closed in a month for construction as well, and my town is becoming a shithole like. And this construction won’t end until 2030??? ☹️

45 mins into work, still have nearly 200 emails to check, VERY bored. 😑

Sleeping all day since I got home at noon? 👌

Home at last 😪 now the worst part of trip: laundry 😵

I don’t know how many jakemans lozenges I took in the last 2 weeks but true saviour

I really missed the shower power in here like, travelodge’s was like as if I’m in rain or sth.

Took 2nd bath and now off to my home!! But train is delayed? Fantastic!!!!!

Found a fancy seat, had a bit of nap but god this woman next to me snores af and put her alarms on phone?? 😟

Had a very nice bath, refreshed but all beds are full like 😭 let me sleep 😭

Back in Tokyo !! So tired. 😪