so uhhh been busy with tryin to find a new place and getting ready for the holidays, while also parenting my best we're not looking at any more places until after the holidays now just because moving this time of year is such a fucking hassle.

HAIII HIATUS UPD8 so im almost done with my therapy BUT mothsband and I have also started the process of moving!! so until then I'm gonna rlly only be doing guerilla streams!! we're hoping to be moved in B4 Xmas! (Cont)

Soooo as of right now I'm looking to return in mid-late November!!

Wellll I'm still on hiatus but. It's my birthday!!! 🎂

Look I dislike certain types of fiction and how romanticized/sexualized they are. There's stuff I will HOWEVER Censorship is entireluly unhelpful. And it usually leads to unrelated content being banned because of arbitrary rules

👾 IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT 🦋 TL;DR: I am taking a several weeks long hiatus to focus on my mental health and well-being

(animal death ment tw) First thing my one on one therapist with my program learned about me is I'm mourning a Japanese racehorse as if she were my own livelong pet. So that's how that's going.

My take is I think there's a big difference between an English speaking streamer who is well in the know about western issues playing hogwash legacy vs. a non-english streamer in places that don't really talk about a lot of that.

Deresute soft eos got me crying... I can't even say I wish the game could continue bc you know what? It's served its purpose. Ten years. And you can tell they were grasping at ideas. They wanted to improve the meta with each new type of gacha. Skills were getting WAY too complex.

Their shit I've been on lately

Id have to talk with mothsband, but I kinda wanna try to stream something on my bday? (10/16) I'm probably gonna like. Compeletely redo my throne before then Also I'm gonna try to get video editing work done to build a portfolio!! So u might see some of that :3

👾 IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT 🦋 TL;DR: I am taking a several weeks long hiatus to focus on my mental health and well-being

The horses man... They got me...

hello friends i'm not doing great in terms of health, but i scraped tg the energy i have to come & ask for support ❤️ my immediate needs are: transport to radiation: $300 prescription: $197 partial rent overdue: $390 food: $100 min hospital repayment (sept): $434 paypal.me/thelongestroad

Announcement soon-ish Not graduating Don't worry!

hey so uh. i'll give more details later, but i'm going to probably be not streaming for a bit again, which sucks bc i just got back but. stuffs going on. i'll update as soon as i can, hopefully by the end of the week

Moving this bc the baby still isn't well 😭

Baby's been sick so I'm not gonna be making a schedule til she's better, but I will be streaming ffxiv for the first time in years with my bois @seventhevampire.bsky.social and @wiredvtube.bsky.social tomorrow at 9pm EDT!!

So things are gonna be a bit weird and experimental schedule wise for a few weeks Trying to figure out a good balance of time streaming services and time with mothsband now that their back at work, as well as time with the baby of course.

is anyone better w #warudo than me that can tell me what the hap is fuckening here. the model looks GREAT in xr, but translate very badly in warudo T-T

You know after putting a lot of work into researching 3D concerts I rlly do not give a fuck about that one live2d concert at a convention that everyone mocked. Full body tracking alone is expensive as shit unless you have. Basically a workshop where you can make ur own stuff

Hey so, since mothsband goes back to work this week, I've decided I'm gonna put off streaming til the soni can spend time with them ^-^ I'll make a schedule later!!

youtu.be/qd_iw7fRP60?... Completely unsurprising from a phase connect member. Can we seriously burn them down next. Getting sick of a corp that does nothing when their members are being actual bigots.

HOWS THUS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I DID SOME OF MY WORST BALATRO ON STREAM,,,,

👾NOW LIVE!!!🦋 🃏BALATRO🪙 i go to the balatro i eat the chips. twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe

😳 oops?

👾NOW LIVE!!!🦋 🚗ROAD TRIP ADVENTURE🏁 continuing our silly little car adventure!!! twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe

👾NOW LIVE!!!🦋 🚗ROAD TRIP ADVENTURE🏁 continuing our silly little car adventure!!! twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe

Delayed a bit more due to tech issues 😭 luckily it's very fixable I just goofed while setting things up

Might be a LITTLE late, got a couple chores I wanna get done before stream lol

In about an hour, we'll be playing more Road Trip Adventure!! Let's go for a drive!!

ROSEMI IM CRYING....

watched my uma musume stream from last week, and realized that you can very clearly see when my head turns to read chat LMAO

Yeah, unfortunately I'm gonna have to cancel :( not feeling good at all

I'm feeling. Horrifically sick out of nowhere. Gonna see how I feel in an hour but for now stream is up in the air.

👾SCHEDULE FOR 8/10-8/16🦋

I'll be posting my schedule later today, but tonight at 6pm will be out first MUSUME MONDAY!!!! Every Monday will be dedicated to Uma Musume!! See you tonight at 6pm!!

It's most likely my Ethernet cable ;; we ordered a new one at least. Streams still gonna be cancelled bc I don't think our wifi will handle me streaming AND mothsband watching on the tv

Haha yeah never mind no stream tonight :')

We... Might. Have solved it? We're trying.

Having network problems. Stream might be cancelled.

ITS AT 6PM EDT BTW... I FUCKED UP

👾 TONIGHT'S STREAM🦋 🐴UMA MUSUME: PRETTY DERBY🎶 more horses tonight!! I'm not obsessed or anything.

👾NOW LIVE!!!🦋 🐎UMA MUSUME: PRETTY DERBY🎶 more horses. so many more horses. twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe

Working out some technical bugs forgive me 😭

running a bit late and totally forgot to make an early announcement post but i'm omw to play some HORSE

👾STREAM END!!!🦋 we made a huge mess, but we did it!! look at my totally delicious and beautifully made creations!!!

👾NOW LIVE!!!🦋 🍱POPPIN' COOKIN' HADCAM🍭 i got a bunch of those silly lil japanese candy kits so lets make some!! :D twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe

Just a reminder that in one hour or so, we'll be doing a handcam stream putting together Poppin' Cookin' sets!! See you then lampies!! twitch.tv/lovebugdotexe