I WAS FINALLY WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO FINALLY MENTION HOW CAROLE AND TUESDAY BASICALLY PREDICTED TODAY WITH AI I'M HERE LIKE FINALLY THIS ANIME IS GETTING NOTICED ABD THE LOVE ABD ITS DEF NOW NEEDED MORE THAN EVER

if any of yall are under 25 yall are cool and im def sure no one here following is under 21 this is like the best space fr honestly

im ngl this is why im so passionate about art i feel being an artist.....like....you already dont know where to belong its a skill ANYONE CAN DO, even if you are disable too! its just so open to everyone i think that's why i never want to give up and you meet all kinds of ppl cause of it too!

biggest art advice is if you ever feel frustrated, it will be hard to stop drawing, but from someone who's been drawing since? 8 years old til now...and i just learned this a year or 2 ago taking a day or a few days or hell even a week off then go back to drawing! u need patience! you will improve!

i think I USE MY ART WAY MORE THAN MY HAND WHILE I DRAW IF THAT EVEN MAKES SENSE????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I FEEL MY ARMS ACHE MORE THAN MY HAND IM ACTUALLY V SURPRISE I FEEL THANKFUL ill be stronger cause soon im going to start hitting the gym with my bro B)

I THINK reminding myself on days i dont draw, its also very very good for me cause i have to give my hands a rest adn start stretching them too it's not a waste its just a way to not get carpel tunnel (which im very happy to not have cause im v surprised at the amount of times i do draw soooooo)

Kinda finally noticed what I was experiencing and feeling lately

OMG my credit score increased I am officially Winning at life Calm down ladies 🗣️

i thank yall for cheering me up i appreciate yall sm now back to my forbidden art posting hour LMAO

i still find it endearing that i literally made my own a03 acc for genshin and nu carnival fanfics cause of shay lmaoo im ngl i kinda like to think in early 2022 when i started talking and hanging with shay more she helped me just become my true self and its why im so happy to be where i am today :3

im def rewatching the looney tunes show and foster home when tubi releases the cartoon library in march i think that'll be a good month for me cause ill have constant background noise as i work and cartoons has been the best for me now while i work music and tv shows just haven't worked well lately

WHY IS THIS @sleepybit.bsky.social

nm had to delete the vore pic random ppl were liking it and saving it and NO EW NO ONLY MY FRIENDS ARE ALLOWED TO SEE IT NOT ANY OF YALL

DONT CARE IF CRINGE I LOVE MY FRIENDS

IT'S A GOOD DAY WHEN KAY SENDS ME DMS HONESTLY ITS ALWAYS A GOOD DAY WHEN ANY OF YALL SEND DMS BUT KAY ITS EITHER NEW OCS OR SHE HAD A DAY THAT WAS LIKE A DRAKE AND JOSH EPISODE LMAOOO

funny how i remember last night my reply to skep i litearlly said i couldn't get behind vore........................ meanwhile my art post today here lmaoooo im ngl i will resume posting all my doodles here like i used to in the past lmaooo idk why i stopped but everytime i post a drawing i love it!

this account is my forbidden account lmaooooo

NM SORRY IF YOU SAW THOSE RANTS IT WAS ONE OF THOSE RANTS WHERE I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO RANT BUT THE MORE I TALKED THE MORE IT DIDNT' MAKE SENSE LMAOOOOOOO anyways i feel a lot better today i had a rough mornign tbh it was really rough but now i feel better

MY PERSONA litearlly dont have boobs cause tbh its weird i used to hate my boobs but now its kinda like hey doesn't matter if my tits aer huge irl my persona can still be flat chested and gender as hell cause that's the point of a persona to create what's truly you but id ont hate my body irl tho!

IM ONLY SAYING THIS CAUSE I WAS WATCHING KAPPA MIKEY WHILE WORKIGN AND MY BOOBS PRESSED AGAINST THE KEYBOARD SPACE BAR AND THAT WAS WHEN I REALIZED EVEN WITHOUT A BRA MY TITS ARE HUGE ENOUGH TO JUST PRESS AGAINST MY SPACEBAR WTF

i feel like that one pic where it goes "author of the manga with ladies with big tit, is infact a lady with big tits" ME AS FUCK LMAOOOOOOOOOO like.....i can litearlly say i have huge tits but that is something im never saying outside this account lol

Happy Wide Witch Wednesday!!

I really liked the story!! and stealth! >:D 🐴 #InfinityNikki #Nikki

Today just hard I wanna cry

VTUBER vollabs but the start of their stream is like Drake and Josh intro where they tell a story to the audience 💀

Kinda randomly got reminded how when I used to work at a deli I did have a few customers that did prefer just me cutting their meat and they were always so kind and tbh remembering that makes me a bit happy 🥹

Might just cut back my activity on my main accounts overall than doing hiatuses so I'll do that

anyways im gonna count how many days tubi stays free before they start talking about a subscription fee after they start streaming the old cartoon network shows LMAO

i m ngl i haven't really thought about how losing friends also feels really rough and i think i still haven't moved on its weird cause id ont want to befriend these ppl anymore im glad we cut ties im glad they are still living their own while im living mine but........its still really hard tbh

i think im just kinda having a rough bad day in general i just dont feel good and wanna cry :( might just honestly watch cartoons idc about sounding like a fuckign big ass child at thsi point cartoons lately has helped my mood tremendously and make me laugh still like kappa mikey lmao

EXCUSE ME OZEMPIC HOUSES THE TERM IS FUCKING SENDING ME HOLY SHIT LMAO

FUCK IM SO MAD I THOUGHT I HAD MY ILILIVER HATING HIDEKU VERSION OF THIS MEME BUT I EITHER LOST IT OR I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I EVEN SAVED IT SO IMMA JUST POST THIS HERE TO MAKE A NEW ONE LATER ON LMAO

WAIT THAT ONE LINE FROM KINGDOM HEARTS

I THANK EVERYONE who talks to me i th ink i really aws lonely and i am someone who thrives on small conversations so it def helps thank yall for still being my friends im ngl i just feel like im in a very rough patch but i know that the only way through is....THROUGH lmao

Don't give a fuck I still fuck heavy with thomas from regular show lol

OH HEY I FOUND MY LIST OF FAVE CHARACTERS FROM LIKE 2021 AND IT STILL ACTUALLY RELEVANT LOL YEAH I PUT FREDDIE BENSON IN THERE HE WAS JUST MY FAVE FORM ICARLY NGL

also kinda funny how this is personality swap hideku and levi, but unironically Hideku literally became this as an adult and Levi is a lot more stern/serious as an adult than kid so this was basically a blueprint to their adult selves haha

i know i can draw ocs skinny like this again cause its their body type but to think back in like 2021 this was the ONLY BODY TYPE I WAS ABLE TO DRAW is actually fuckign frightening im so glad i got so good at body shapes and fat distribution kinda wiht my ocs bodies lol

I think I'm self conscious about everything lol

Actually in short I'm just going through identity problems with my art 😮‍💨

CAUSE ALSO IN THE END I DONT USE AI ART AND NEVER WILL AT ALLLLL IF MY DRAWING HAND EVER FUCKS, IM LEARNING TO DRAW WITH MY RIGHT 😤 might try and start that lol

It's like how some artists have similar styles esp anime artists but what makes them unique is literally everything else And these artists are still thriving and inspire me am so why should I feel self conscious about my art and art style when in the end my OCS and ideas are different!!!

I think I have to remind myself and watch/study media that literally there's sm franchises that share the same everything but they execute it differently, and I think that's how it is to be an artist esp OC artist

Idk tbh in the end and esp in this day and age Drawing on my own and just drawing what I like to draw and I can do any ideas Artists or even just creatives in general they always inspire each other so fuck it it might feel like "copying" but having fun and drawing my own art is good!!!

I think my ego (yes 😭 I like to think I have at least one in a way lol) about my art is kinda going away which is good RLLY good Im not the best artist at all I know I'm not talkative I know I am v distant but idk i RLLY liked my art when ppl would say I never seen much art like urs before

I WAS FEELING SO CONFIDENT AND GOOD ABOUT MY ART ANOUT A WEEK AGO NOW IT'S GONE IM SHY ABOUT MY ART AGAIN

Also comparing my replies on my main accounts vs other ppls main accounts I only have myself to blame for having difficulties making friends I don't do the bare minimum of replying or continuing a simple convo I really need to enjoy socializing talking to friends makes me happy 😭

I will admit talking and replying to dms def feels better thank you guys sm Honestly I realized I was sad cause I wanted when in reality I should appreciate what I have I feel like I'm lucky to have friends and a safe space that some others wish and it's because I'm friends with good ppl!

This person I was suppose to do an art trade uhh I haven't replied to them in a week I did tell them I DM them when I was ready to talk more details but I'm so scared that I'll DM them but they don't wanna trade or lost interest in the idea so I'm scared to reply back but I gotta 🥹

ill still be here but i also kinda like how tumblr has been so i instead decided to make a sketch side blog if anyone of yall wanna follow :) tho tbh i do wanna just keep posting oc related random unhinge sketches just here, on kofi and on my tumblr atm hehe~