No true frotsman

Just spending all day being sad about this! I dont wanna make her feel bad and i dont wanna hurt her i just feel unconsidered

How it feels knowing that some things i want/desire are just literally not possible

I always forget i have a bit of lisp and my voice sounds too like. Nasally in a "learning voice feminization for the first time" way which is weird cause im not learning to feminize my voice i just sound like this

Recorded myself talking and oh god i actually sound like that

Genuinely i dont know how to explain to my gf how much it hurts that she decided to spend all December in another state with her friend. AFTER i told her that i was gonna cancel going to my parents so we could spend our first christmas alone with each other. Just. Fml

Fuck chuck schumer what an old spineless coward

I wish 2 make runi more catlike... will be working on this slowly

Oh so this is time? And it keeps passing? Im gonna throw up dude

Posted that positive shit on main but ofc the gloom returns. Mostly about how mediocre and bad i/my life is! Well i guess ill just have to go thru it

She forgave me i am going to get a good grade in patient

I left an hour before my appointment and was still 20 minutes late and the front desk lady is visibly pissed at me fml

One driver cars i HATE you. I hate you

I just be doin shit

paw!

Cant help but feel like im letting my gf down recently just cause ive been sick and busy and unable to pay as much attention to her as i want

campsite (paws out)

I rly like how sore my paws feel after practicing guitar

Snowing what are we doing here what is that bit at the end bro

Learning catalina fight song by joyce manor rn

Listening to a song my gf likes a lot. Idk how else to describe it but the singer sounds bald

why my roommate sleep on the living room couch so often..

best girl

Part of loving ur partner is listening to that one song that u dont rly like but theyre all about tbh

com

Im tired of being hideously depressed

Does anyone know what its called when everything hurts

Writing lyrics is so difficult but im really enjoying it so far..

being nice to her

Be wary of rabies⁉️ Also Happy Halloween!

I hate being suicidal its so anoyingggg

What is it about not eating that makes it so hard to eat

Its still crazy how being suicidal for a long time just fucks with your ability to like. Do anything at all idk

Just feel very sad and gross today

I dont think i can finish my halloween pic on time im genuinely upset about it

Dry heaving all day yesterday very very unfun

Furry OC! Tobi! What animal is she? Good question!

Oww ow

Urushitober30 🐈‍⬛

I want to bite someone :3

Was at lunch and my bare legs stuck to the seat so hard that it hurt sitting up, peeling my damn skin off!!

[ #KingdomHearts ] 🎃

Trying rly hard to improve at art

Yaaaaay

I cant be in Salem this year but Eris can 🎃

Having some woke mind virus for breakfast

Constantly flipping back and forth between thinking im ok at art and thinking that im like child scribbling levels

I feel like anxiety has been kind of dumbed down as a nothing mental illness but genuinely this shit hurts sm. AND i got other shit going on too