One of my old sixth form friends just got married literally just put me in the grave now. I’m still 12 this shouldn’t be happeninggggg

I need to get vizard by moi dix mois tattooed on my brain

I have a special talent for looking significantly worse in pics than in the mirror

I posted these on instagram but took the post down really quickly, I forgot that the algorithm gets mad if I post too late at night. I’ll repost tomorrow. Anyway here’s some pics from a while back of a shitty coord I did with a very cool meta bag from 2001 #eglfashion #lolitafashion

current goal, himemana

I got one of those HUGE meta raschel headdresses and I now need every colour

I really want to expand a bit into ott sweet but I’m scared I’ll like it and then end up with a really non cohesive wardrobe 😭 I have a problem with wearing multiple styles and not being anxious about it lmfaoo

I cannot believe I’m saying this but I can’t wait for spring/early summer. I miss picnics already

I give up on ironing this ap dress. Cotton fabric and cotton lace. This shit WILL NOT LAY FLAT. steaming didn’t work either 😭 it’s just gonna have to be a bit crumpled. Even if I got it perfect it would be gone as soon as I committed the sin of sitting down

listening to flamingo by kero kero bonito and suddenly I’m 12

clearing my soundcloud account form when I was 11 so I can use it for uploads god this is tedious

Going to sleep in my fluffy bed in my frilly antique egl room wearing fuckin South Park pyjamas is a beautiful kind of contrast

everyone get more cult party kei NOW!!!!

Update on the ap dress, I’ve checked on it today after washing it last night and there’s no dye bleeding thankfully, BUT I discovered that this dress has pockets and in them were used tissues!! She’s getting the aspirin treatment for staining now and another wash soon. Eugh

About to wash my only AP piece for the first time (haven’t worn it yet) and only just noticed the yellow sweat staining along the lace at the top whyyyyy wouldn’t they disclose thaaaatttttt

been waiting ages for the oven to preheat and just gone to check it, I didn’t even turn the damn heat on. perfectly encapsulates the kind of day I’m having

Am I wrong for sleeping with the windows open in winter and refusing to turn my radiator on… I’m truly a cold person

I think I’m becoming a print hoarder. I have 2x raschel princess sleeve ops, 2x antique bouquet, 2x noble crown… sugar bouquet and strawberry and cherry print are *very* similar too. Oh dear

I got the last one :D I just love black and white so much! I don’t think I’ll wear it as often as I wear my all black but it’ll be really nice to have! I wanted to get it in the 2024 release originally but missed it. Now to sell everything I’ve been meaning to sell to repair the damage…

Having to sit through an argument in favour of using AI to generate music from a music teacher on my music course might actually be the nail in the coffin. I hate this fucking college

IT’S STILL IN STOCK OMFG

I really wish I could’ve gotten the black x white colourway of metas raschel princess sleeve op it’s so gorgeous

Dream set came up on lacemarket as I was about to place a meta order for a very lovely jsk. Shitballs

I have no willpower to complete my college course, it’s not what we signed up for at all. My friends are dropping out and none of us feel like we’re learning anything. If I drop out I have less of a chance of being able to do uni though, sigh.

I’ve been wearing this wig a lot lately but here’s a shot of today’s good ol’ black and white coord for curtain and lamp shopping. I didn’t buy any curtains though :( #eglfashion

if you walk past my room at night there’s a high chance you’ll hear me screaming “Microsoft Teams” in my sleep mid nightmare

one of my recent titkok posts is getting a bit of attention and I’m overwhelmed by the amount of comments

Wore otks as utks today so they’d actually be seen a bit under my huge skirt but I didn’t fold them properly and was walking around with wrinkly ankles fuck my stupid egl life

I left the house with eyebrows and by the time I got home they’re almost gone. Why does this keep happening. Why are the brows the only part of my makeup that disappears 😭

nooooo they vaporised me

wig headache goes crazy

I forgot to take any coord pics before I left the house so these slightly crusty ones will have to do. This was my coord for twinning meet! I’ll post proper pics eventually #eglfashion #lolitafashion

Vespertine is a really really important album for me, particularly the song undo. I think it may just be one of the most beautiful compositions I’ve ever heard

I haven’t been able to sleep for the past week. What do I do in this situation? 4 hour björk sesh, every night

I hate the idea that just because I’m dressed in an eye catching way I have to be prepared to have creepshots taken of me without my knowledge or consent and posted online. Even if someone is doing it because they’re excited it just feels like a privacy violation

I’ve unfortunately ended up on the side of tiktok for 13 year old motorbike thieves who think they’re hard as nails throwing fireworks at houses and setting cars on fire. go home ur mam says teas ready

writing “WEAR THE DETACHABLE COLLAR” on my mirror in big bold letters on Saturday night in prep for Sunday bus the last two times I’ve worn a meta op with a detachable collar, I’ve forgotten the collar.

I’ve had insane dizziness all day I feel like I’ve been doing shots since 11am what the hell

I forgot how much I like The Garden’s music. I was a HUGE fan back in 2022 but I haven’t listened for a while, I feel 16 again

Tights companies: PLEASE start making pale skintone tights that aren’t orange or borderline yellow

I love you peppermint tea save me peppermint tea

I’ve noticed that a lot of people I talk to assume that I’m joking when I say I really love 90s euro dance and shitty electronic music. No, I am dead fucking serious I listen to the vengaboys

Reading TikTok comments and came across a group of ppl talking about the song Viva la Vida by Coldplay being really nostalgic and emotional, even bringing some to tears. I was a bit confused but thought ok. it took me maybe 5 minutes to realise I was in fact thinking of livin’ la Vida loca instead

I got another chest of drawers and I’ve made one of them the designated Random Shite Drawer™️. FINALLY I feel so free not having boxes of stuff with no home

Taking off ponytail hairpieces after hours of wearing them feels like ascending to heaven

My alarms haven’t been going off for some reason so this morning was a dangerous game of just naturally waking up in time

Debating between going somewhat ott with the guro tomorrow or kinda toning it down to be moreso just.. black and red. Hmmm

2024 and 2025, what can I say I just really love medical themes

I’ve written a letter to daddy #halloween2025 #whateverhappenedtobabyjane